"Once Fang Yuan and I said the word love at first sight, I think it's ridiculous, how can there be such a thing as love at first sight in this world? I retorted to him. But when it comes to himself, he selfishly wants to occupy the word alone. Oh, yes... It's hard for me to believe it. Do you believe it? On the first day of high school, you were destined to be the deepest hope of my future partner. ”

Under the understatement expression, the language is so heavy.

Le Yao stared at Berlin..

She bit her lip lightly, and in her red eyes, there was no more stubbornness in the future, but there was a little stubbornness on her face, and she couldn't understand Berlin's remarks at all, and said, "What do you mean, Berlin... You like me, then, can't be with me? Don't you think it's a bit funny for you to say that? ”

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Her words are very tactful...

But Berlin should be clear.

"I didn't mean that.... I'm just afraid that some words will be suffocated in my heart. I'm also afraid that if I don't say something, I may regret it for a lifetime. Berlin replied with a smile, knowing that his laughter might be a little disrespectful to the meaning of serious conversation, but after he said these words, the depression hidden behind the thick fog in his heart finally began to dissipate.

As he spoke, he added, "Actually, I think many people are like us, without that kind of vigorous fragments and extraordinary ups and downs. It's bland.... It's really a very dull life, every semester, every year.... Unconsciously, they got to know each other, became familiar with each other, and got used to each other. So in some small things, we began to sublimate our good feelings, from the feelings of our classmates, from heartbeat and good feelings, to like. ”

"Perhaps, it was a small thing like seeing your side face stunning again, perhaps, it was a small thing that I took the initiative to send you a bottle of water, and perhaps, it is the accumulation of countless ordinary daily life..."

Berlin said slowly.

Unconsciously, in Le Yao's memory, it was as if she had returned to a long, long time ago... When a handsome boy was assigned to her seat, she couldn't hold back her laughter in his nervous and shy expression. In order to hide the embarrassment, I smiled and greeted him...

Subsequently, all kinds of high school three years were played one by one.

Laughter, trivial daily life.

The nervousness of not knowing what to do, the scolding of sleeping in class...

Le Yao felt that she gradually liked to watch those interesting developments....

Until the last months of the third year of high school...

"You never answered my question." Le Yao was still unwilling to let her tears fall, and in order to escape, she didn't set her eyes on Berlin again. She lowered her head and looked at the glass...

The water in the water cup vaguely reflected her facial features.

"I like you, and then, can't I be with you?" Berlin looked at Le Yao's light blue clothes, her deep eyes cast into the warm sunlight outside the window, and on the first day of the future, Chen Kexin wore old washed and faded clothes, holding Nini's hand, and appeared in front of Berlin again....

yes, it's such a summer.

So hot...

"It's a bad thing to say, but I think I love my girlfriend too. That's a different kind of like you, Le Yao. I think it's a love that prefers family affection. Maybe it's making up for it... I sometimes think that it is to make up for her and make me have love for her, but then I think about it, is love so perfunctory? Maybe you don't understand what I'm saying, I'm sorry for her a lot, she's always had no regrets..."Berlin said slowly.

Berlin still has something to say.

He's sorry for Le Yao, and there are many, many more...

Really a lot...

But always, between two people, he can only choose one.

Is the original future self the same as now, calmly bearing the torment, and finally making the choice?

Is this something similar, the future self informed Chen Kexin, and then chose to divorce and want to be with Le Yao?

If.. It's really like what Jiang Ran said in the new future, there will be different parallel worlds... Is it that in a certain world, he has never been in contact with Chen Kexin and has always been with Le Yao?

In love.... Tie the knot... Giving birth to children.

has an ordinary family, not rich, but very happy. Every day, are you working hard for this family?

In that world, I should be able to see the beauty of Le Yao, right?

There will be no indifference...

Won't alienate ...

Meet the real her...

I envy myself in that world.

I hope there is that world.

"Make it up? Love? I don't understand. Since high school, I don't know when, I thought you would be mine. But it turns out I was wrong... I actually reflected. I thought, if I had been more proactive in high school, would we'd have been together. However, the world does not sell regret medicine, and people cannot go back to the past. Le Yao replied softly, still not raising her head, "If that's what you want to say, then I understand, you can go now." If you get married, send me an invitation and I'll get there. ”

Sunlight poured into the cottage.

The chirping of cicadas outside the window sounded out of place.

The sound of a scrap horn echoed through the streets.

The tranquility of the noon was completely destroyed at this time.

Berlin took a deep breath ...

The cacophony of voices made him feel distracted at this time.

He didn't know what to say or do.

"Then I tell you what is true in my heart. Listen well, okay... Le Yao. ”

"We can't be lovers now, but we can be good friends and be there for each other all the time.... For example, in the future, if you have something on your mind, you can talk to me. If you have something happy, you can share it with me. We can communicate at any time... The world is big, a lot of good.... By the way, don't you want to see the sea, we can go too... Go to the Great Wall, to the Forbidden City, to the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau..."

Berlin found himself smiling so stiffly.

But it's okay... Le Yao couldn't see it.

How stiff and ugly that face is, only I know it.

Le Yao did not respond.

In Berlin's mind, there was still one last word that had not been spoken.

"I missed you, but I don't want to lose you..."

But he couldn't say that.

This is the future ....

It belongs to his heart.

Le Yao never replied. 166

"Go back, I'm suddenly a little tired." Le Yao spoke.

“....”

After a moment of silence, Berlin nodded, "Then I'll come back in two days, or a few days." ”

He left such a sentence, and for a long time, without seeing Le Yao's refusal and consent, he got up and left.

Click...

The sound of water droplets falling into the water.