Chapter 293, birth, old age, sickness and death
"No matter how good a friend is, in the face of ever-expanding interests and money, the relationship will gradually deteriorate... It's not easy for you and Fang Yuan to maintain a relationship like this... I think it's probably because you care about that, that's why you don't go to the company so much and try to do as little meaningless things as possible."
Under Jiang Ran's words, Berlin seemed to have become the Berlin of the future in an instant, and she could instantly perceive the emotions she expressed...
Maybe...
Is that really the case?
Under the beauty of money, the heart is empty...
Jiang Ran is always so keen...
But it's obviously as spicy as the second future, why can't Berlin feel the gentle emotions of Jiang Ran facing the second future at that time...
It's the same, you can say anything.
It's the same, it's all the same.
However, in the face of Jiang Ran's tenderness now, what he felt was not beautiful, but a strange sadness. Why? Is it a new future, where there are no more unbelievable events that confuse him and interfere with his emotions? Wrong... Berlin feels that kind of sadness and loss are similar to emotions that Jiang Ran wants to hide, but can't hide...
There was a pause in the conversation between the two. Berlin secretly glanced at Jiang Ran, and he found that Jiang Ran was accidentally losing his mind... It's like indulging, reminiscing about something...
As he watched, Berlin noticed that there was a slight familiarity in his eyes. It seems that it was, I saw it last night or in the morning... By the way, Berlin remembered. When he first came to this world, when he asked Jiang Ran why he drank so much, Jiang Ran's eyes were slightly self-deprecating and bitter. Yes, that's it...
Why do you drink so much alcohol?
I guess what he said...
What are the words that can make Jiang Ran care so much? Berlin knew that it was Jiang Ran who took the initiative to say it...
"Are you looking at me?" Jiang Ran asked suddenly. Berlin came back to his senses, and he realized that he wanted to enter the non-African, Jiang Ran had already returned to God, 78 Chinese Net
"Uh... Well. ”
"Really?" Jiang Ran was calm, she didn't ask.
....
on the bed.
Chen Kexin doesn't know when he woke up... She didn't care what time it was.
When she left in the morning, the doctor's words still echoed in her mind: "The old man may not last long..."
She felt depressed...
So much so that when I came back, I didn't even bother to say hello to Berlin and Jiang Ran...
I guess my gaffe has been noticed, right?
But Chen Kexin didn't care too much, she felt very messy, and wanted to stay quietly for a day.... In silence, the cold air, the quiet room, the soft pillows... Unconsciously, she gradually closed her eyes. In the blur, it seems that many images are floating in front of me like clouds and smoke from the past...
"Mom's life is not good, you have to be strong. Go to college, you know, my aunt will pay for you. ”
"How's your college life? Is the Peer Relations Office good? Is it enough for living expenses? ”
"Junior internship? Why don't you get a job closer to your aunt? ”
"When I got married, my aunt has saved this money over the years and used it as a dowry, so that people will look down on us."
"I keep the money I earn, my aunt doesn't want your money, I have money to spend."
"Kexin, you've been married for a few years, it's time to have a child. While my aunt is young, I may be able to help you take care of the children. ”
"Move over to you? Why did you move there? I'll do it all by myself, and you can live by yourself. ”166
"It's normal to be born, old, sick and die. Seeing that you are doing well now, my aunt feels that there is nothing left for me in this life. ”
Scenes from the past keep coming back...
Chen Kexin felt that her nose was sour...
"Auntie, my mother said let me bring you this meat."
"Auntie, I took the first place in the whole grade this time"
"Auntie, mom is hospitalized."
"Auntie...."
"Auntie, I'm graduating, and I'll get a job with you."
"Auntie, I'm getting married."
"I must worship you when I get married, you are just like my mother!"
"Auntie, move to us, Berlin wants you to move here."
"Auntie, you have gray hair.."
I don't know when... Chen Kexin felt that the coldness in the room had dissipated a little.
She slowly opened her eyes, and inexplicably found that her vision was a little blurry, she wiped it, and never thought that the back of her hand was wet...
She looked up, and Berlin was standing at the head of the bed looking at her.
"How... What's wrong Berlin, hungry? Chen Kexin asked.
Berlin felt his breathing a little uneasy, a little heavy. He felt bad... He didn't know this uncomfortable feeling, obviously he didn't have that deep feelings for Aunt Jiang Ran. But seeing Chen Kexin so uncomfortable, seeing her rarely crying in front of him, and seeing her strength destroyed, he couldn't help but feel sour...
"Our hospitals in the city are not very good, why don't we change hospitals and take a look?" Berlin asked.
Chen Kexin was silent for a moment, and squeezed out a smile bitterly, "It's okay, my aunt said, it's normal to be born, old, sick and die." She's... No way. I'll get up and cook for you.... Do you have anything to eat in the evening? Belch... By the way, I didn't buy groceries... I'm going grocery shopping now. ”
Chen Kexin got up and wanted to pretend to be nothing.
"I'm not hungry." Berlin Road.
Chen Kexin moved.... She was silent for a moment and looked at Berlin, "Did I cry?" ”
“.... Well. ”
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