Chapter 298, difficult to extricate yourself

The morning after the rain is refreshing...

I don't know what the rain stopped.

The sudden night rain went in such a hurry.

It was Chen Kexin who drove the car to the hospital.

In the garage in the basement, as Berlin expected, there was a car. However, according to Berlin's understanding, he did not learn to drive, and the car was used by Chen Kexin after he bought it. In this future, although Chen Ke has no job, it seems that he manages some of the company's stores, and he will not have nothing to do.

The car drove slowly, and it took nearly two hours for Berlin and Jiang Ran to arrive at the hospital.

On this trip, Berlin finally determined that the place where he lives now is indeed another city. Now Chen Kexin's aunt still lives in the original city, which is a little far away from him... So it's more troublesome and you need to drive the car for that long.

Berlin didn't ask too much, he knew that if he asked, 'Why don't you bring your aunt here?' 's words, in exchange for Jiang Ran's doubts. There must have been an exchange between the two about this situation.

Went to the hospital.

In the ward, Berlin saw Chen Kexin's aunt.

In fact, I didn't come here this time for any other purpose, I just wanted to see this old man.

Obviously it should be a familiar and kind old man to him....

But inexplicably, in his ten-year life, he rarely saw the old man. Yes, he has been ignoring the old man .... Why, so little in his life? Is it the old people who are unwilling to interfere with their lives? Or is the old man unwilling to trouble them? Berlin can't make a guess.

After his polite greeting, he looked at the old man who sat up from the bed and talked kindly with Chen Kexin, and for a moment, Berlin felt that his memories had been pulled back to ten years ago.... is also such a hospital, Chen Kexin sat on the edge of the bed, quietly telling her mother about the school, listening to her mother's teachings, peeling apples... Her mother was so kind.

In fact, Berlin can feel a little bit of Chen Kexin's concern for the elderly... Yes, when most of her relatives asked her for debts, almost only the old man helped her, took care of her mother's funeral, and took care of Chen Kexin's life....

I was to her, but I only stayed in the gratitude for helping to bring Nini when I went to work in the factory.

You shouldn't just thank her, right? Is it time for a deeper feeling?

Should you look at a wider range of aspects?

Although the trip to the hospital does not take too much time, it takes about more than an hour to come to the hospital, talk, and ask the doctor, but the back and forth is often more than four hours, and when I return home, it is basically 4 o'clock in the afternoon. Or is it because the old man urged Berlin and Chen Kexin to leave, saying that he didn't need to worry about her, and he rushed for work-based reasons...

Berlin also understands Chen Kexin's haggard and tired appearance when she went home yesterday.

After all, I've been driving for so long, and I'm still worried about the condition of the elderly...

....

Since Berlin and Chen Kexin were not at home, Jiang Ran ordered some takeout to solve lunch. When they returned, the takeaway box on the table had not been cleaned up. When Chen Kexin said that he was going to rest for a while, Berlin came to Jiang Ran.

He remembered Jiang Ran's words yesterday...

He had to agree to a request.

"Why did you want to accompany Kexin to see the old man today?" Jiang Ran was curious.

"Nothing... Just, all of a sudden, I had this idea. Berlin pondered and replied calmly. 166

"Look, add more blockage to your heart. Well, it's not a bad thing for you, though. Jiang Ran smiled, and then picked up a bottle of drink from the table, "Do you want to drink?" Herbal tea I bought at noon. Clearing the heat..."

Berlin took it, crying and laughing, "In the winter, you buy herbal tea..."

Jiang Ran smiled: "There are a lot of awkward things... Most people are haunted by novelty, so they will do some boring things. ”

Berlin unscrewed the herbal tea and took a few sips.

I can't talk about the good taste, but I can't help but want to continue to taste a few bites.

Maybe it's like Jiang Ran said, purely for novelty, right?

Putting down the herbal tea, Berlin looked at Jiang Ran, "Today is almost over... Don't you say, let me promise you one thing? 78 Chinese Net

"Yes, I actually wanted to tell you when Kexin went to see her aunt in the morning, but now it's still time. Jiang Ran said, "My request is one, what I will tell you later, after you hear it, forget it immediately." Don't keep it in your mind, and don't talk to anyone about it, not even the past or other future me..."

Berlin was stunned and felt a little inexplicable. But there is no need to refuse, "Okay, you can say it." ”

Jiang Ran's smile slowly put away.

She looked at Berlin, looked inside the house, looked out the window ... It was as if my thoughts had flown far, far away. But it didn't take long for her thoughts to return. She breathed a sigh of relief, as if at this moment, she had put something down. In those narrow eyes, there is no usual calmness, a beautiful face like fireworks that does not eat the world, and there is more tediousness that ordinary people often bring....

After thinking about it, Jiang Ran asked, "Berlin, what kind of love do you think is the most difficult to extricate yourself?" ”

Berlin looked at Jiang Ran strangely...

Why is such a question asked?

But he didn't know the answer.

Jiang Ran saw Berlin's mood, and she said, "Love at first sight? Falling in love over time? Touching love? Regretful breakup? She read, and finally, in Berlin's thoughtful demeanor, gave the answer: "I think, unconsciously, without even noticing, how to fall in love with someone.... I can't imagine it at all, I can't believe it at all .... But gradually, I clearly felt that the feeling of 'love' was getting deeper and deeper. ”

Looking at Berlin's still confused expression... Jiang Ran stopped going around in circles.

"I'm just not reconciled... I just feel that it's gone like this, it doesn't exist anymore, and I'm really unwilling.... So, at the very least, let me leave some traces of my existence, leave some of my worth caring for.... In this way, in a different future, maybe you still remember that there is such a Chen Kexin..."

Jiang Ran recounted, smiling again, "Actually, this question is what I mentioned to you on the night we were drinking. Why did I bring it up with you? Berlin, you know me, I'm not the kind of person who likes to say things that don't make sense. Do you understand? This feeling is terrible.... I'm in love with you, and I never even knew it. It's funny, you're the husband of that friend of mine...."

Her smile gradually mixed with helplessness, "It's the most difficult to extricate yourself." ”