Chapter 336 is just a parallel world
"You...."
Berlin didn't expect Le Yao to ask this question, and he replied, "You in that parallel world are cold... Somewhat strong... It's very strong..."
A few simple words describe the first future Le Yao so thoroughly. But Berlin didn't finish speaking, he said, "But in fact, you weren't like this at first.... When I first arrived in the future, I was about to marry Chen Kexin for you. But when I went to the future, I couldn't bear to let go of the poor mother and daughter, and I changed everything. So, you've changed... He became indifferent to me. ”
"Then I don't pity me?"
Le Yao's cold words made Berlin unable to answer for a while.
Isn't she pitiful?
What a heavy question
Oh, yes.... I didn't even think about it at the time. Isn't she also a child.... Isn't she also lonely.... Why did you make such a decision at that time? But think about it, who can he give up? He can't give up on anyone.... It was too painful for him to make such a choice.
As if feeling Berlin's guilt, Le Yao was silent for a moment, then changed her mood, and she said, "Go on, what is going on?" ”
"It continued, and the emotional entanglement was let go. Time passed little by little, I worked hard to make money, and life began to change for the better. The house you rent is not far from me, and I often go to see you.... It's just that this kind of life makes me feel tormented and painful. I want to change, but I don't know how, life is as boring as ever.... But suddenly, one day, I found myself back ten years ago, back to the day I left. ”
“....”
This bizarre development made Le Yao frown again. She frowned, "Back?" And after that? ”
Berlin calmed down his mood, and he wanted to tell Le Yao in detail about these pasts. He didn't want to leave the slightest regret, even if it wasn't something that could be done with simple words...
"After I went back, I met Chen Kexin when I was young. The first contact was not long, but she gave me a different feeling. At the time, I felt that I understood why I liked her, and even more so that we had to be together, and many things might be predestined. Indeed, thinking about it is really simple, obviously now I know that compared to her, deep down in my heart, I care more about you. ”
"I'm seeing you again, too... But at that time, it was probably limited to the future family, so my secret love for you was secretly hidden by me, and I gradually chose to escape. The last period of the college entrance examination was long, and it was also short for me. I think that during that time, it may be a chance for me to re-elect you and Chen Kexin. And in the end, I chose Chen Kexin. ”
Berlin continued, a passage he wanted to tell at once.
He didn't want to look at Le Yao's expression.
In front of his wife, discussing that he chose another woman, even if it was a story, she couldn't be happy when he thought about it.
"I didn't change anything during that time. Everything is going according to the future. And since going back in time again, I've been able to travel back and forth between the future and the past. Just when the college entrance examination is over. By chance, I went back in time again, and I jumped two years later.... At that time, I lived with Chen Kexin....."
These words are long, long ones.
It's longer than what he told Jiang Ran.
From the beginning, to the end, the change of mood, the change of ideas, and the unreserved confession, it is not just a few minutes, dozens of minutes can be said clearly.
From going back and forth to the gradual progress of two years ago. Speaking of the future, the relationship between the two ups and downs, the coldness after going to the hospital to meet Chen Kexin, until giving birth to a child, and even in the end, through several future reincarnations, he discovered his feelings, he chose a future with Le Yao, and wanted to make up for all his regrets and debts....
By the end of the morning, it was just before 6 a.m., and the sun had fallen, and it was nearly 8 o'clock in the morning.
Le Yao didn't go to cook....
The content of the story made her silent after the conversation ended... Berlin is also silent ...
It was the cry of a child that interrupted the silence of the house.
"It's just a parallel world, right?" This is the question that Le Yao asked Berlin after the tranquility was destroyed. The soft voice was quickly drowned out by a cry, but Berlin could hear it clearly. After all, he had been waiting for Le Yao's words....
Looking at Le Yao's eyes that hoped to be affirmed, Berlin squeezed out a smile and gave the answer, "Yes, it's just a parallel world." It was a dream... A dream I had last night. ”
Le Yao also smiled and glanced at the child, "I'll go get him milk powder, he's hungry." By the way, breakfast has to be cooked.... But we got up too late today, maybe Mom has already cooked it. ”
"Then I'll wash up." Berlin got up.
The two have different choices.
"Berlin..."
Suddenly, Le Yao, who walked to the door, stopped.
"Huh? What's wrong? Berlin was stunned.
"This is probably the first time I've been late this year." Le Yao said.
Berlin smiled, "Once in a while, it's nothing.... I'm the boss, who can punish you"
How fake the laughter is, Berlin can actually understand it in his heart. He wanted to make it clear with more straightforward remarks, but he was afraid of hurting Le Yao. What he got in a tactful way was not the result he got. Even if the process is similar....
Is Le Yao really a joke?
Obviously, he still has a lot to say, but in this case, he can't say it.
Le Yao went out with the child in her arms.
Looking at Le Yao's disappearing back, Berlin fell back on the bed, turning his exhaustion and depression into a mouthful of turbid air and spitting it out... The room is reflected in his eyes, and he smells the familiar scent. It's so reluctant....
It's just that Berlin didn't know that the moment Le Yao walked out, the smile on her face slowly retracted, she lowered her eyes, and her mood was so low. It's complicated in my eyes... How many indescribable emotions tormented her...
.......
Washing, breakfast, going to work.
It's like yesterday... It's been two days, but it's still the same life.
It's just that compared to the previous future life, Berlin found that since the morning conversation, there was something inexplicably missing between the two. The silence in the car made Berlin realize that it was no longer as happy and laughing as usual.
It seems like the atmosphere is heavy.
Looking at Le Yao's absent-minded and serious face, Berlin understood something in a trance.
But he could only choose to remain silent.
The only thing he cares about is how long he can stay in this future.
Today? Or will it be until tomorrow?
Can he and Le Yao have the opportunity to confide in each other?