Chapter 339, owed
Berlin is a mess ...
He felt emotionally disorganized.
Because she didn't know how to respond to Le Yao.
Always.
Whether it's this future or the first future. In terms of emotion, he can only choose to deal with Le Yao in silence.
"Berlin, you chose this future to make up for your regrets for me, right?" It was still Le Yao who made Berlin stop its meaningless and persistent thinking in search of answers.
"Hmm..."
"Do you think you make up for it?"
“...”
Berlin was stunned for a moment, then sighed lightly, and said, "What do you think, Le Yao?" Actually, no. I obviously just want to leave a future with you, but I don't want to let go of it like this, thinking about it, just because I care about you, and I'm constantly reincarnating.... It turned out to be more painful for me. ”
Le Yao continued to comb her hair with a comb...
"Will you forget me?" Le Yao asked.
"No, it won't." 78 Chinese Net
"Yes." Le Yao interrupted Berlin's decisive remarks, combing her hair, and smiled helplessly, "Yes, I know you are reluctant to me, and you like me too." But Berlin... Time is terrible. At the beginning, I wanted to die with my mother, but I didn't want to live anymore. What now? I forgot a lot of that emotion, and even the pain of that time was forgotten for a few minutes. It's only been eight years... What about eighteen years? What about twenty-eight years? I'm afraid that one day, I will forget my mother's voice. ”166
Speaking of this, Le Yao pulled away her almost combed hair, put the comb aside, and said lightly, "Since you can't repeat everything in the first future, then I will still commit suicide." Five years from now, ten years from now, twenty years from now, sooner or later you'll forget about me too. ”
“....”
Berlin could not make any rebuttal.
He admitted that Le Yao was right... yes, time is terrible. Over the years, along with the steel, it will turn to ashes, not to mention just a memory, a relationship, a reluctant person....
"What if... If you don't want me to kill myself, Berlin, you can go back to the past and the future with the young man. Explain everything, including me now.... Perhaps, this can change a lot. Le Yao said, getting closer to Berlin, leaning on Berlin, and looking at the crib, "If you can go back to the first future, don't tell her that." I just want you to promise me not to let her go .... Be nice to her as you are to me, okay? Always...."
Speaking of this, she gently clenched Berlin's sleeve with her hand, and turned her gaze to Berlin's face, "You must promise me...."
"Hmm," Berlin nodded.
"I can think in a better way. I've always been there... I'm not going away. It's just that I don't have this memory anymore. Just think it's me who has amnesia... As long as you remember. Le Yao's hand clenched tighter, and then, with her other hand, she kept Berlin and leaned against his chest, "It's just... I'm really unwilling, so reluctant... It's going to end like this, and I can't remember anything like this... I hate you, I hate you for not choosing me. I hate you..."
Berlin felt a warm wetness in his chest...
He bit his lip, took a deep breath, and stared at the ceiling.
"Don't forget me for the rest of your life, this is what you owe me." Le Yao choked up word by word.
The night is getting deeper...
The lights flickered on and off. Obviously, the lights were on all the time, but the vision was a little blurry. He stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes, and his vision slowly became clearer.