Chapter 356: Thank you
The bus slowly headed home.
After the old time with Lin Manman, Berlin's mind could finally return to the letter.
When he first received the letter, Berlin was full of doubts. He didn't even leave a letter to himself.... Is there something hidden in the envelope? Like money? Bank card? But when he touched it, it seemed to be a thin piece of paper, which really made him scratch his head.
In front of Lin Manman, Berlin pretended to be more natural, because Lin Manman was too smart, and he was afraid that he would be seen as a mistake.
Lin Manman and Jiang Ran are both very smart women. But different cares, Jiang Ran is more casual, she doesn't like to observe things that she is not interested in, but she can always have a clear insight into everything. Lin Manman is calm and calm at all times, and it is difficult for her heart to be stirred up by anything, but she always calmly observes everything...
He can't tell her that he doesn't know about the letter, can he?
This is what he entrusted to Lin Manman.
Of course, why it was entrusted to Lin Manman, Berlin could not have imagined. If it was something private, it was obviously okay to hand it over to Fang Yuan.
Berlin decided that it wanted to open the letter first and see what was going on.
But just as Berlin was about to open the envelope, a soft voice suddenly sounded.
"Berlin?"
Hearing this familiar voice, Berlin was stunned and raised his head sharply. In front of me, there was a familiar face.
"Su Xiaomin?" Berlin was stunned. He looked around him, and his mind was completely off the bus because he was thinking about what he was thinking. He noticed that the car was now in a stopped state. Su Xiaomin seems to have just gotten into the car. He looked out the window, at a bus stop not far from the optician...
"How did you get into this car?" Berlin asked subconsciously.
Su Xiaomin saw that it was really Berlin, and her face was still slightly red from the usual shy personality two years ago, she pursed her lips, and then sat next to Berlin with some embarrassment, and replied in a low voice, "I want to go back to my house, this bus is very smooth... Getting to the terminal and walking a little bit is my house. ”
"Ahh Oh, yes. Berlin nodded.
He put the letter away. looked at Su Xiaomin in front of him, and then looked at the optical shop that gradually disappeared from view... It's been two years, and Su Xiaomin is still working in an optical store... What about Zhao Ruiming?
Berlin was curious, but did not ask. Soon, his thoughts turned to the phone call with Zhao Ruiming. Perhaps, by this coincidence, he could figure out what was going on.
Looking at Su Xiaomin's expression, Berlin felt that she had no unpleasant emotions, and she looked sad and sad, not at all. It's natural, it's as natural as your usual life, and it even gives you a sense of ease.
How is it different from Zhao Ruiming?
Judging from Zhao Ruiming's tone and hurry, it only took a few days for the two to break up. Won't she be sad and sad? Weird, right?
Just when Berlin was full of confusion and didn't know how to let the stiffness and embarrassment between the two be lifted, it was Su Xiaomin who went against the norm in his impression and said softly, "Thank you Berlin." ”
"Huh?"
Berlin looked inexplicable, thank me? What does it mean?
Su Xiaomin smiled sweetly, although she was still very shy, she dared to communicate more than two years ago. The voice is small but can be heard clearly, "I've been trying to call you to thank you for the past two days, but it's good to meet it today." If it weren't for your words, I might still be hesitating about this relationship, but now I understand and made a choice, so thank you. ”
Berlin frowned and was silent for a moment: "You broke up?" ”
"Well, you're right, different people have different opinions about love. There are people who are willing to accept people who love them. Some people would rather give up everything and be with the person they love, even if that person doesn't love you. I am the latter, Zhao Ruiming is very good to me, I know he likes me very much, but I don't like him. How long can such a relationship last? ”
"....." Now, Berlin understands that Zhao Ruiming's anger and the reason for not contacting in the future are finally clear. The reason is that Berlin wants to laugh at himself, but he feels helpless.
Seemingly... The breakup of Zhao Ruiming and Su Xiaomin in the future is doomed. And in the past, he broke off the relationship between the two in advance. Is it better to say that long pain is better than short pain?
Berlin has mixed feelings.
"Have you thought it through?" Berlin asked.
"I didn't think it through, in fact, I was very hesitant and hesitant, I was so cowardly... I'm afraid that if I hesitate like this, I can't be ruthless, one day I will regret it even more, and the damage to Zhao Ruiming at that time may be far greater than I imagined... So I quit my job and I decided to go to my ex-boyfriend. There is always someone to sacrifice in the relationship, and if he can't come to me, I'll go to him. Su Xiaomin smiled, and her personality developed many habits of her.
The voice is small, and the face is easily red. He is also cowardly and not accustomed to looking directly at others. But at this time, Berlin could see her choice and made up her mind seriously.
"Do you think you'll regret it?" Berlin asked.
"Didn't I just say that if this continues, one day..."
"I'm talking about your choice right now." Berlin interrupted her.
Su Xiaomin looked at Berlin in amazement.
"Yes, what I said makes sense, but it's only for you to choose. Whatever you choose, it's your business. I'm just asking you from the perspective of a friend, one day, will you regret the decision you made today? In my eyes, a person you love, there is definitely no one who loves you who can be good to you.... If, that boyfriend doesn't love you anymore, if you get tired of him, if you only remember Zhao Ruiming's kindness to you at that time... What do you do? Berlin asked.
This suddenly made Su Xiaomin stunned.
She had some surprise on her face, but then smiled helplessly, "You persuaded me before, if you said these words, I might hesitate for a little longer before breaking up with Zhao Ruiming." Speaking of this, she bit her lip lightly and pondered for a moment, "But I will not regret my choice today, even if it was wrong." But that's what I really thought in my heart..."
Berlin did not persuade anything more.
He had a slightly complicated mood, he caused this incident, so he must be responsible for the two people involved in the incident.
Although he did not break up, when he divorced again in the future, Zhao Ruiming was extremely painful. But can he really make a decision for Zhao Ruiming? What he thinks is good, is it good for Zhao Ruiming?
Not necessarily....
Why did my past self do this in such a hurry?
Is this self six years ago a self with no memory of the future, or is it a self with a memory of the future?
"Then I won't say anything. Hope you get happiness. Berlin Road.
"Thank you, Berlin." She said thank you again, for the third time.
There was silence between the two.
Berlin thinks that if it were him, he would not have made the same choice. He admired Su Xiaomin's courage very much, obviously in his cognition, Su Xiaomin could not have such courage.
Is love great?
Quite a greasy word... Again the right word.
However, Su Xiaomin sat next to him, and Berlin had no chance to open the letter....
The car moves slowly. Because of the conversation with Su Xiaomin, Berlin didn't even feel motion sickness. What he is thinking about now is, how should he answer Zhao Ruiming, how to solve the gap in his relationship with him? He knew that if he said something like that, he would hate himself even more... What can you say?
Can't say anything.
How embarrassing....
Time passed little by little, and when the bus slowly stopped at a barely familiar intersection, Berlin said goodbye to Su Xiaomin, he got off the bus, and walked home.
I don't know if this is the last time the two will see each other....
At the last glance of leaving, he could see Su Xiaomin's expression looking out of the window in a daze. The eyes are blank, the expression is not firm .... Perhaps, perhaps, that courageous remark had actually used up her courage.
yes, she's probably wondering, will she regret it?
It doesn't have to be like this ....
Now that it's decided, stick to it.
At least such a decision is a future that Berlin does not know about.... Probably, she will be happy.