Why three words fluttering echoing in the living room.

The sound was really not loud, and Chen Kexin in the bedroom couldn't hear it.

The TV played on...

The cheerful sound of TV commercials immediately drowned out the dreary interior of the room. A wisp of night breeze slowly blew in, Jiang Ran's hair fluttered slightly, and she leaned back comfortably in her chair, as if she was making something unworthy of care. But Berlin couldn't see her expression...

"You're not... Coming up for a birthday? Berlin asked.

Jiang Ran was stunned, she looked at Berlin. The complicated look in his eyes was fleeting, and he was stunned, "How do you know I'm going to have a birthday?" I don't seem to have told you what my birthday was, did I? ”

Really....

Except in the third future, Berlin never heard about Jiang Ran's birthday.

Berlin didn't know why Jiang Ran didn't say it, let alone tell Chen Kexin, it was just sudden, and he couldn't think of an excuse, and this topic appeared in his mind.

"I said you said that you said it in your dreams, do you believe it?" Berlin asked.

Jiang Ran sneered: "I can talk in my dreams?" ”

Berlin changed his expression a little more seriously: "If I say I dreamed about it, would you believe it?"

Jiang Ran frowned, and obviously did not express her belief or disbelief. She then turned to understatement, "Actually, it doesn't matter how you know, it's not something that can't be told to anyone, it's just that for some reasons, I don't have the habit of celebrating birthdays, and I don't like birthdays." As for now, I haven't decided when I'll go back, and it's only a few days before my birthday, so I'll be back later than my birthday. ”

Not a few days?

Oh, yes... It seems to be too. The future birthday is just a few days away. But thinking of this, Berlin is a little inexplicably stunned, experiencing different futures and then experiencing different emotions, what a kind of torture is it?

"Actually, it's good to leave after the New Year." Berlin smiled, "Then in a few days, it will be almost the Spring Festival." At that time, wouldn't it be more lively to celebrate the New Year together? ”

"You don't seem to want me to go so fast, huh? Why? Are you afraid that no one will take care of Kexin when I'm gone? You have an income now, please take care of Kexin, what's the trouble? Her gaze continued to fall on the TV series, "What can I do if I keep it?" I'll have to go for a few more days... I have to go home for the New Year, too...."

"Isn't it true that there is no Spring Festival abroad?"

"But my mother is also Chinese."

“....”

What excuse can Berlin have? He couldn't speak.

Berlin looked at Jiang Ran, and then shifted his gaze to the TV. Jiang Ran was still watching the TV series, and not long after, Chen Kexin walked out of the house, she saw the silent two, and couldn't help but wonder, "I seem to have heard you just now, did I hear it wrong?" ”

Jiang Ran immediately put on a smile and said to Chen Kexin, "I just told Berlin that I was going to have a birthday, and I wanted to ask him if he had any gifts for me." ”

"You're having a birthday?"

When Chen Kexin heard this, he was naturally very surprised, "When I asked you before, you didn't say anything..."

"It's different this year. You see I'm leaving soon, this birthday, but how long will it take for this next time to have this opportunity? Jiang Ran shrugged, and then asked curiously, "Should you also give me any gifts?"

Chen Kexin chuckled, "Okay, I will definitely give you a satisfactory gift." 78 Chinese Net

The night began to get deep, and the night was a little cold. Berlin wrapped up in a quilt .... Tiredness gradually set in.

.....

Jiang Ran didn't fall asleep.

Chen Kexin and Nini next to her had already fallen asleep, but she was the only one leaning on the head of the bed, looking at the lights that had not been extinguished in the distance, not knowing what she was thinking.

The lights reflected her eyes, and those beautiful eyes seemed to reflect some colorful light in the lights. It's just that her face is gray and covered by the darkness of the night... There is no expression in sight on the beautiful face.

In the surging colors that came into view, Jiang Ran seemed to recall some complicated past.

In the end, she smiled self-deprecating and bitter, and a trace of hatred and coldness flashed in her eyes, "Birthday... How many years haven't passed? Since then, I don't want to think about it again. Speaking of which, she muttered again, "How did Berlin know?" Did he really dream about it? But his tone was so firm, how could it be like a dream? ”

Suddenly, the bed shook slightly.

Chen Kexin slowly opened her eyes, she looked at Jiang Ran who was sitting, and asked softly, "What's wrong Jiang Ran, can't you sleep?" ”

When Jiang Ran heard this, the different color on Fang Cai's face disappeared in an instant, and he showed a smile, "No, I was thinking about things just now, who is going to love it very much." ”

"Then hurry up and go to sleep, staying up late is not good for your health."

"That's not good for the skin..."

Jiang Ran lay down, but Chen Kexin reluctantly answered, "Can the skin be compared to the body?" ”

Jiang Ran was stunned, as if he thought of something hidden in the deepest part of his heart, and said softly, "The body is broken, and others can't see it." Even over time, it will be fixed automatically. But the skin is broken, and others can see it clearly, but it can no longer be repaired.166

“.....”

The night is like water, and the neon lights in the distance are gradually extinguished. Jiang Ran's eyes gradually closed. She curled up slightly and fell asleep...

What I don't want to talk about, what I hide in my heart is the past. The past is the past after all, and what is hidden in the depths of the heart will always be hidden. Memories are only yellowed and blurred, so profound that they are unforgettable, but they are hard to forget. Say forget, how much is that self-deceptive remarks? How ridiculous is self-numbness to say that it doesn't matter?

Anesthetics can't stop pain forever. There will be a time when consciousness will be regained.

"Actually, I was wrong, saying that some trauma will not heal for a lifetime. It's spiritual—" In her sleep, a phrase echoed in her own mind.

At night, Jiang Ran had a dream.

She dreamed that she was back when she was a child, very young, carefree... Very relaxed and natural. She didn't know how long it had been so empty in the depths of her heart.

Subsequently, she dreamed of adulthood.

She saw Chen Kexin break up with Berlin...

It was a feeling of not knowing how to speak. Stunned, disappointed, regretful, overwhelmed, concerned.... But at the same time, there is a strange sense of relief?

What does that feel like?

Jiang Ran felt that feeling was inexplicably prickly.

It was difficult for her to breathe, especially when she looked at Chen Kexin...

In the blink of an eye, she was here again... Familiar people, familiar scenes, but unfamiliar emotions. It's not that she doesn't like everything that has passed for many years, it's just that those familiar and trance scenes make her feel so tormented....

It's good to leave.