Chapter 452, Regret
"And after two years of leaving, I came back. I found out that you still have a connection with that person named Le Yao, and I couldn't rest assured, so I chose to stay. ”
Jiang Ran began to speak.
What she didn't plan to say was poured out at this moment.
"Actually, in the beginning, I didn't want to stay as long as two years. I just wanted to stay and observe for a while, but I didn't expect that the delay would be two years. And in the past two years, I have begun to understand you a lot. Compared to the initial disgust, the mood has also begun to change. Of course, from beginning to end, I felt that you were sorry for Kexin, but in the end, I felt that you were kind to Kexin and serious..."
Speaking of this, Jiang Ran laughed at himself with some self-deprecation, "It's very contradictory. After about a year, I began to think that you would be nice to Kexin, but gradually I realized that there was still something wrong. I began to try to get to know you, to try to understand you as a person. That said, I've found some of your strengths. Like what... Gentle, kind, considerate.... Your gentleness is more delicate than some women...."
Jiang Ran's tone was stunned.
Looking at Berlin's slightly overwhelmed eyes. She said, "It's a little similar to Kexin... Maybe that's why you're together. Of course, it is difficult for people to discover their own strengths, their true character. Onlookers can see it clearly. Did you know, Berlin. Sometimes, what you think of as escaping is actually a gentle choice. It's just that I haven't said it..."
Her words paused for a moment.
Berlin lowered his head slightly, and he realized that he didn't have much to think about it at this time. His heart was a little confused, and he was still kissing the eggboy. He hesitated and asked, "Does this have anything to do with your behavior just now?" ”
"Yes." Jiang Ran didn't think twice.
Berlin was stunned....
"I told you, two days ago. Whether it's this future, or what you've experienced, the rest has my future. Some things are predestined. It can be said that it is cheap for you. I grew up so much that I didn't have much contact with men, and what happened when I was a kid made me resist it all the time. And you're the first, and for two long years, I actually have a crush on you... Maybe it's a good feeling, but it's a deeper emotion. This point, the rest of the future me, should not tell you in detail..."
"It's destined that I'll have a crush on you. It's just that at the same time, it's doomed, we can't possibly. It's impossible in this life .... Unless, unless there is another future, when we first meet and you have different memories, make different choices, there may be a different future. But now, it's all doomed..."
"Just now, how to say it, it may be from the heart, and I am reluctant to give up on you.... It's also a good farewell from the heart. ”
"Berlin, this time it's over, we don't know when we'll meet. It's like when we left, and we meet again, six years later. And this time the departure may be another six years, or sixteen years, or even longer, or even no longer meet. Because there is nothing worth my concern here, Kexin and you, I have put my mind at ease. ”
"However, how to say it, it is also destined and it will be a pity. I'm sorry for Berlin... We are destined to make mistakes. ”