Beyond the story 36

Dark clouds rolling... Thunder resounded...

Finally, in the midst of the intensified quarrel in the house, a loud thunderclap made the world seem to be quiet for a moment.

Since he was a child, Lin Manman has been accustomed to the quarrels of his parents. They can't stop arguing... She won't contradict her parents and rebel against them. In the mood of her parents, she has always been a good girl.

But sometimes, she wonders, in the hearts of her parents, what is she like?

I will take into account their feelings, afraid that they will be angry, afraid that they will be disappointed, and afraid that it will affect them. But what about them.... Have you considered yourself from the same perspective?

Do they know that such a quarrel will affect their own revision?

Do you know that this door is poorly soundproofed?

Do you know that you hate and loathe their quarrels?

Do you care if you're unhappy? Do you care if you're bored? Do you care about affecting yourself?

It seems like.... They won't do anything.

Whenever this happens, Lin Manman's quiet personality always has a sense of inexplicable escape. She wanted to leave this home, to leave their quarrels, to go to a place they didn't know about, and couldn't affect her.

Allow yourself to be still....

After lightning and thunder, and then a rumbling thunder, finally, the rainstorm fell. A terrible rainstorm enveloped the world, and the birdsong, the motorcycles outside the window, and the quarrels in the hall seemed to all disappear at this moment. Only the sound of rain remains.... The sound of rain is so refreshing. The sound of rain that can completely relax your heart.

That's nice... I can't hear the quarrel anymore...

It's just that this night was not as simple as Lin Manman thought. It made her feel a little lucky, and the time was fleeting. At dinner time, the stopped quarrel began again.

In the lifeless dinner, because of the harshness of the taste, there was immediately another period of mutual indifference that could not be stopped. The quarrel grew louder and louder, even drowning out the sound of the torrential rain outside the house.

Lin Manman sped up the speed of eating... She wanted to eat dinner quickly, get out of the dining table quickly, and get back to her room quickly.

She has always hated to understand, why some trivial things can cause such a big quarrel? What's the point of such a quarrel? Can't we give in to each other? What is it like to be in an adult world?

But she didn't run away. Her father's sudden opening caught her off guard.

"Manman, is this dish very salty, Mom?" He asked.

Mother also stared at Lin Manman.

Lin Manman was silent....

Why.... Why get yourself involved? To prove yourself right? By right? Wrong? She really didn't understand.

Inadvertently, the hand holding the chopsticks became tighter and tighter, she bit her lower lip tightly, and then put down the chopsticks and got up and quickly ran into the room, "I'm full." "Didn't give an answer, didn't want to and didn't want to give an answer. She locked the door ....

In the room, there was a stunned look on the faces of Father Lin and Mother Lin. This sudden behavior, leftovers, and running away made them feel a little abnormal. This is not what Lin Manman usually does.

"What's wrong with her?" Father Lin couldn't help asking.

"What's wrong? It's not that you have to be noisy all the time, and the child can stand it? Even if you quarrel, you have to bring her in. It's not your fault, what's that? Mother Lin reprimanded.

"Me? What does this concern me? I asked her if it was good and what was wrong? What's the problem? You don't want to blame me for everything, okay? Besides, I'm going to argue? Your dish is so salty, tell me what's wrong? ”

"As far as you are salty, Manman and I are not salty. As far as your taste goes, do you like to eat it or not! ”

"What do you mean by that? You see, you're going to quarrel with me again? Wouldn't it be nice if you just admit that it was salty? Do you think I'm happy to argue with you like this all the time? Can you make some sense? ”

"I'm unreasonable? I'm arguing with you? You're the one who has to argue with me..."

The quarrel between Lin's father and Lin's mother was quickly and violently staged. The rain began to light up, and the sound of the quarrel came into the house again. She stepped up and covered her head with her glass...

The night was getting deeper.

I don't know when the quarrel stopped.

After writing his homework, Lin Manman stood bored and looked out the window. The rain stopped... The clouds began to disperse. The showers came so suddenly, and they came in such a hurry. The air after the rain is fresh, the moonlight is sprinkled on this world, accompanied by the faint chirping of insects, everything seems so peaceful.