Outside the story 42

Time does not stand still.

Gradually... Summer vacation is here.

Some habits that I am not used to are gradually getting used to them.

Lin Manman began to get used to the nights without Berlin coming to chat, and he began to get used to the daily routine of his parents' quarrels. The radio in Berlin that she had here was broken, she couldn't tell her parents to fix it, and she planned to start saving money for the summer. Well, she has a mind too. She saw an aunt selling snacks in the side street across the road, and she couldn't keep busy at night.

She plans to ask her aunt about the situation, come over every night to help, can she give her some living expenses and pocket money.

After school, she also began to get used to not going to play with other friends.

Although a few friends came to call her, she always refused for various reasons. It's not that she's out of interest, it's just that she doesn't want to be interested in it for the time being.

Every day, as long as she pokes out from the head, she can still see the other two or three friends playing, but without Berlin, she always feels that she is a little inexplicably empty. She even wanted to find Berlin again among a few people, and then ran behind him, and watched happily as he and the other friends played happily, and then often lost.

But once again, she did not find Berlin.

The quarrels at home are still annoying, but she finds that it doesn't seem to be something she can't get used to. There are more sad emotions than this time, what are these things?

It's just that... Some are alone.

Gradually, just like that, day by day, month by month. Before you know it, it's been a year.

Lin Manman has installed a telephone at home, and she can start using it. She was very excited to ask about the phone number of my little friend Berlin's house, and she felt that as long as there was a phone from Berlin, she would be able to call Berlin every day, and the two of them would be able to talk again. At this time, I must be able to tell him that she is a girl, and she is now beautiful.

Although everyone knew that Berlin had a phone, a few friends didn't remember it at all. And as they grew up with Lin Manman, Lin Manman's long hair naturally let them know the identity of Lin Manman's girl. Although they can still get along like friends as always, there is a little more estrangement.

In the face of Lin Manman's inquiry, they began to enter adolescence in order to please Lin Manman, and they also tried every means to reminisce, but they did not get an answer. It wasn't until they asked their parents that they got the phone number of the Berlin family.

For this, Lin Manman was happy all day. One weekend waiting for her parents to go to work, she called over. But as a result of several times of no response, after Berlin moved, the phone number was changed.

After graduating from the sixth grade, Lin Manman wanted to go to a Berlin school for junior high school, but she couldn't find the location of Berlin, so she could only get good grades, and tried to choose a school that was not particularly far away, but it was not close, and she had to move to the school if she wanted to go to school.

But the result was disappointing. She did not find Berlin.

And in the summer of sixth grade, she earned money to fix the radio. But at this point, the tape broke. She had some living expenses, but couldn't find the same tape.

Although listening to some new tape songs can still avoid the quarrels of parents, it is different from the snickering joy that can be revealed in the past....

It's obviously the same song, and it's also avoided, why is the mood different? Did you grow up on your own? Or is it because of the change of songs? Or, is it something else?

During the summer vacation when I went home in junior high school, Liu Da, a playmate who began to be unfamiliar when I was a child, confessed to her. Liu Da is very ordinary, not ugly, and his personality is slightly similar to Berlin, and he is sunny. However, there are some special gaps.... She couldn't figure out what the sense of disparity she felt in the comparison was, and she didn't think much about it and refused.

And at that time, she couldn't help but have an idea.

If... It was Berlin in junior high school who confessed to her, would she refuse?

In this speculation, she lay in bed and fell into a fantasy for a long time. She smiled... I don't know what Berlin has grown like in a few years. However, when you see yourself again, you must not dare to say that you are ugly, right?

In fact, when Lin Manman came back home, he often went to Berlin's house to have a look. But every time I see it, it's still full of dust and emptiness. The situation that no one came back to live .... Again and again, disappointments stacked.