No thoughts are gone.

Nothing deliberately hidden...

Only one voice echoes in my head...

Le Yao?

Passed away?

"Le Yao died eight years ago?" Berlin lost its voice.

Two months after her mother died that year, she committed suicide by jumping off a building. Berlin, did you deliberately not remember this incident or did you really drink too much? Fang Yuan's tone had obviously changed a little.

The voice was deeper.

The speed of speech is faster.

“....”

Berlin subconsciously wanted to open his mouth, wanting to show his disbelief, wanting to subconsciously smile and ask Fang Yuan if he was joking... Strangely, he couldn't say a word. I opened my mouth, and my throat seemed to be blocked by a thousand words....

Subconsciously, he sensed that this was not a lie.

Yes, no matter what, he should have kept Le Yao's contact information. If so, it's not incomprehensible that he doesn't have contact information....

When he came to his senses, he vaguely understood the complexity in Fang Yuan's tone, and Berlin felt his heart throb violently. It wasn't the kind of heartache that Berlin could feel, it was physical. It hurt so much that he couldn't even breathe...

Is it such a future ....

Why such a future?

Why did you commit suicide?

Confusion began to arise in Berlin.

Is it a chain reaction?

Didn't accompany her yourself?

It's not hard to find the cause...

It seems that in his memory, he once heard the future Le Yao talk to him, if it weren't for himself, maybe she didn't have the idea of living at the beginning... Something like this... It is precisely because she went to accompany her that Le Yao will go to the end with her...

His refusal may have become the last straw that overwhelmed Le Yao.

After a long time, Berlin said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry, I drank too much." ”

“....”

Fang Yuan on the other side of the phone sighed lightly and did not respond.

The two of them were silent...

"Don't talk about it, my wife is back." Fang Yuan seemed to want to use a smile to relieve the current heavy atmosphere, even if it couldn't hide his bitter tone, he said, "I'll hang up first." ”

“....”

It was a bolt from the blue for Berlin.

For Fang Yuan, it's different... Similar to uncovering a scar, right?

Obviously, he just said that he was checking the accounts, why did his wife come?

It's just a cover-up.

Berlin wanted to ask something more, but on the other side of the phone, Fang Yuan hung up.

In my ears, there is only the echo of the beep...

Eventually, Berlin also put down its phone.

Berlin sat on the sofa, looking up at the things in the room, and the future Le Yao was alienated and indifferent, sarcastic and insipid.... Gradually, these indifferent, sarcastic, bland, returned to high school, pure, caring, sweet .... Every manifestation that disgusted him seemed to be the result of those beautiful transformations.

The time on the phone gradually earned close to 5 o'clock.

At this time, in the kitchen, Chen Kexin's voice came, "The meal is ready, Berlin, come and eat." ”

"Hmm... Okay, I'm here. ”

Berlin has no appetite.

He was a little unspeakably empty and uncomfortable, but he couldn't show it on his face. All emotions can only be hidden in the mind, hidden in the heart...

"I can't eat too much, you don't have to fill me too full." Berlin instructed.

"yes, okay." Chen Kexin nodded.

"Isn't Jiang Ran coming back for dinner?" Berlin asked subconsciously.

"She'll be back later... It's okay, you eat first. Chen Kexin smiled.

Berlin looked at Chen Kexin's smiling face.

Without the existence of Le Yao, she retains everything that was good in the past....

yes, it's wonderful.

She didn't make a mistake, and Chen Kexin would not come into contact with those painful and sad things.

But he didn't make a mistake, but there is no Le Yao in the future.

Finally...

Which is right?

The table was deserted, only Chen Kexin and Berlin.

Dinner began, and the taste remained the same. It's just that Berlin feels like something is missing in this home, similar to the feeling of emptiness when I first saw the address book...

But this time he didn't think about it for too long, and quickly found the source.

"Where's Nini, Kexin?" Berlin asked subconsciously.

"Nini?"

Chen Kexin replied suspiciously, curious, "Who is Nini?" ”

“.....”

Berlin looked stunned and looked at Chen Kexin in disbelief.

Who is Nini?

How could Chen Kexin say such a thing?

Berlin subconsciously glanced at the lower cabin.

There are no children's shoes in the shoe cabinet, no school bags on the sofa, and no children's toys by the cabinet... The only thing that seemed to be empty at home was his and Chen Kexin's breathing...

A terrible thought came to Berlin's mind.

Don't...

In this future, there is no Nini?

Looking at Chen Kexin's slightly surprised appearance, Berlin was a little overwhelmed....

"Kexin, I'm back."

.....