“.... No wonder, in the past, you were more mature than your peers. Always know everything, understand everything thoroughly, even know my things, and have said those inexplicable words to me..."Jiang Ran sighed lightly, as if he finally understood some of the past.

“....”

"In any case, you don't want to accept that feeling of powerlessness and don't want to take the road of the future, so as long as you make a little effort, you can always change something, right?" Jiang Ran asked.

Berlin was stunned for a moment, and then smiled bitterly, "Do you know, at the beginning, when I couldn't change it and couldn't find the reason, I silently felt like a pair of hands, pushing and controlling my destiny." I even gave up on changing my own future at one point. Or some of your words in the past touched me, so as you said, I am no longer satisfied with the status quo, I am ruthless, and I try to make changes, I think, in this way, the result should really change. ”

"Useless?"

"Yes, it's changed.... My future has changed, and where I am now is what I see now. Berlin stared at Jiang Ran with a little strangeness, and his deep eyes seemed to reflect all kinds of other futures, "In fact, in the original future, Kexin and I were not happy, she was in poor health, the operation was not good, I broke up with her in her college days, and spent a while with other women... In that future, you hate me, not like you have the same attitude towards me now. In that future, the family is also very poor, and life has only recently begun to get better.... Many, many things... To be honest, I don't like that future, I always feel that there are too many constraints, too much depression..."

Berlin said, and finally, lowered his gaze slightly, and did not look at Jiang Ran again, "And this future after I decided to make a change, there are no worries, no more depression." Really, in a certain minute and second, I can feel my inner relaxation.... Brisk.... You don't have to worry about emotional matters anymore, and you don't have to worry about money anymore. Everything is good....

Speaking of this, Berlin lowered his gaze, turned to the window, turned to the room, and carefully examined "It's all good, but strangely, I always feel that my heart is empty, as if I have torn something very precious.... I don't have a daughter I like, and the girl I cared about when I was in junior high school passed away eight years ago..."

At this, Berlin stopped

Obviously, from the tone of his voice, he seemed to have a lot of words. But Jiang Ran felt that he didn't want to say it again...

"So you don't like this future either, do you?" Jiang Ran asked.

"I like it...."

Jiang Ran looked at Berlin.

She couldn't see Berlin's eyes...

It's like avoiding her gaze....

Jiang Ran sighed lightly, she didn't dwell on this topic anymore, she didn't even want to investigate the matter of another woman in Berlin's mouth, 'Le Yao'. "Really.... But I didn't expect that in the original other world, you would have a daughter. In this world, I haven't heard you and Kexin talk about wanting to have children. ”

"I don't know why the world is the way it is. At that time, the child was in kindergarten... It's not too young. Berlin Road.

"Let's talk about another future me. Aside from the different attitude towards you, what else is different? Jiang Ran smiled and changed the subject.

However, the drunkenness began to make Berlin sleepy.

Having said many, many words, Berlin began to feel its sobriety fade. The drunken spirit that was hidden in his body came up. He felt his body start to flutter... I'm going to get a good night's sleep here.,And what I just said began to forget a little bit of the back of my mind....

Jiang Ran's voice became slower and slower, and the very light words began to become heavy in his ears...

"No more. Just as pretty, well, you're really pretty..."Berlin gave a reply "I'm sleepy..."

Berlin felt his eyelids start to heavi...

I can't lift it up at first.

"Am I pretty? Oh, that future... Feed? Berlin? .... Don't sleep, I'm curious. Forget it, you'll tell me tomorrow? Jiang Ran, who was ready to learn about many problems in his heart step by step, didn't expect Berlin to be tired so suddenly, and he could only be helpless for a while.

"Hmm...."Berlin replied vaguely.

"Don't sleep on the couch, go back to your room."

Berlin couldn't listen anymore, he fell asleep, and Jiang Ran's call was not answered.

The living room was empty, and there was no sound. The TV series was turned off by Jiang Ran at some point, and Jiang Ran sat on the side of Berlin, quietly watching him sleeping. After a long time, Jiang Ran sighed lightly, the smile gradually faded, the depth and complexity in his eyes gradually disappeared, and began to soften...