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But he couldn't open his eyes.
It was as if a voice inside him was telling...
Sleep, so sleepy. What's the point of opening your eyes and seeing what's going on...
Oh, yes.
When you are so sleepy, when you open your eyes, can you see anything, can you find anything meaningful?
No..
Even if there were, it was something that bothered him and made it difficult for him to even sleep.
Never mind...
Go to sleep.
Why bother with those things? Why bring yourself the last pain?
Berlin fell asleep ...
Vaguely, Berlin could feel it, and he couldn't help but feel a faint sense of regret in his heart. It's just that he doesn't know where this feeling comes from, and this feeling is so deep that it pierces into his heart...
It's hard, it's hard.
On this night, Berlin had a dream.
Dreams are a little illusory...
He dreamed of Jiang Ran...
He dreamed that he was back in his old world, a world where no one existed.
There is no Chen Kexin, no Le Yao, no Lin Manman.
He simply went to school, met Jiang Ran, and came together with Jiang Ran.
Fall in love, get married, have children. Life is very happy, the two are very happy.. Compared with Chen Kexin's boredom, Le Yao's estrangement, Jiang Ran's hot and cold, sweet and ambiguous, Jiang Ran gave him a different sense of freshness and beauty. He fell into that gentle country... It's hard to extricate yourself for a long time. No worries, no pain, no restlessness.
That's the real beauty he's after, right? He enjoys...
It's just that in the end, in the dream, it was as if there was a parting.
It seems that he is going to go far, to a place far, far away, so far that Jiang Ran will never see him again... The two of them were very reluctant, but there was no way to stop them.
Jiang Ran asked him, "Berlin, do you like me?" ”
Without hesitation, he replied, "Yes." ”
Jiang Ran asked, "Do you really like it?" ”
He nodded, "yes." ”
Jiang Ran continued to ask, "Then Berlin, is your liking equal to love?" ”
So, Berlin was stunned, and for a moment did not know how to answer... He subconsciously wanted to answer yes, but his throat was strangely like something... I couldn't say anything.
"You don't love me, Berlin." Jiang Ran said.
Berlin shook his head violently, he wanted to speak, he wanted to try to break free from his throat... But this strange power made him really unable to say a word. It's not that I don't love her... Yes, for some reason, he couldn't say it.
The blocked throat made Berlin's breath short.
Gradually, I couldn't breathe anymore...
Suffering... Uncomfortable..
Despair.
Gradually, suffocation.
Vaguely, at the end of this dream, Berlin saw two figures.
It's strange, but it's strangely familiar...
A woman who is not beautiful in appearance, but has a pair of gentle eyes.
A cold-looking woman, wearing a pale blue coat, with a myriad of complexities hidden in her eyes... Staring at him...
In my heart, these two seem to be a little heavier than Jiang Ran's weight.
In the haze, Berlin slowly opened its eyes.
"Wake up, Berlin." A familiar voice rang out: "Berlin? ”
Blew up and blinked...
Piercing eyes, chirping birds...
Cosy warmth.
Berlin opened his eyes slightly, and in his sight, Chen Kexin looked at him with a smile, "Get up, it's time for breakfast." Otherwise, wait until you're late for work..."
He... Back in time...