The sky is gray, and the mountains in the distance are gray, just as her state of mind at the moment is also gray.

She didn't know how long she had been standing here, from morning dew to twilight, yin was only a day, but it seemed like centuries had passed, she didn't struggle or wander, she only knew that she couldn't go, when it was broken, it shouldn't have begun, and everything was as she wanted, it had withered before it bloomed.

It's just that why her heart is still worried, but why her eyes are still reluctant to move away, she just watched people coming and going outside the courtyard, it was someone who went to see off, watching the sky row over a talisman boat, sailing into the distance, sailing to a corner that she could never see again......

Until......

A sneaky figure appeared outside the courtyard, that thin figure, even in the field of vision at this moment, she still recognized it at a glance, and in an instant, she almost couldn't suppress the warmth of her eyes.

The ink book thief sneaked into the school and crept into her courtyard, at which point the twilight was about to fall.

At a glance, he saw the tender green figure, like the tender shoots that stand tall in the cold wind in early spring, a combination of fragile and strong, all his questions, when they came to his mouth, turned into a sentence: "Come with me." ”

"Huh?" Fang Jiangli just pressed back the liquid in his eyes, but he inadvertently heard such a sentence.

"Uh." Mo Shu was asked, but he lost the courage to be desperate just now, and he couldn't speak, for a long time, silent, until he plucked up his courage again: "You ......" He wanted to say what he just said again, but looking at Fang Jiangli's bright eyes, he couldn't say it anyway, and the words he had thought of became unrecognizable when he came to his mouth: "Have you eaten?" ”

Fang Jiangli smiled lightly and shook his head slightly, just now, he heard it wrong, how could he say such a thing.

"How can you do it without eating, people are iron and rice is steel." Mo Shu was so anxious that he couldn't wait to slap himself twice, what is this, he shook his head violently, and asked his biggest question today: "Are you ......" After a pause, he said, "Why don't you come." "Why don't you come, don't you know that this is life and death, and it's hard to see each other again, don't you have reluctance, don't you have a trace of nostalgia for me......

Fang Jiangli was stunned for a moment, yes, why don't I go, even if he is an ordinary friend, he is about to travel far away, it is reasonable, he should send it, but she just doesn't want to go, why is this, she doesn't want to be white, or rather, she doesn't want to think about it.

She looked at his immature face, and there was something in her heart, ready to come out.

"Aren't we friends?" Mo Shu looked at her stunned expression and couldn't help asking, aren't we even friends? Although at the beginning, we quarreled and misunderstood each other, but after that, the time we got along again and again, the experience of living and dying together, was not enough for us to become friends?

He can't understand the girl in front of him, sometimes weak and sometimes strong, sometimes alienated and sometimes kind, she always makes you feel that you are very close, but once again ruthlessly vetoed, she always has the indifference of rejecting people thousands of miles away, but people can't help but want to get closer, what kind of person is she?

Yes, we're friends, but are we just friends? If it's a friend, why, but I'd rather run away than face it, Yin Yin knows that it's a farewell, and I don't want to see each other, Fang Jiangli asked himself word by word, so harshly tortured his heart, but the more I thought about it, the more I felt at a loss, and the more I thought about it, the more I was at a loss.

Moshu didn't know where the courage came from, and began to chatter: "I, I'm leaving, I don't know when I'll be back, maybe I won't come back, I'm going to the Devil's Desert, looking for something, I heard that it's very dangerous there, I can't beat the people there at all, but I have to go, otherwise I'll die in the lunar year, maybe earlier, but I don't want to die, I haven't found my parents yet, and Ah Hao, he doesn't understand anything, if I die, Ah Hao will have no one to take care of, and ......" And you, If it weren't for me, would you have wrapped yourself in a mask, deeper and deeper, until no one could pierce your solid shell and leave you alone and lonely, dying there.

Mo Shu couldn't help but think of this, he looked at her, and stumbled and said, "You, will you come with me?" Then without waiting for her to answer, he then looked at her cautiously and said: "I know, if you go with me, it may be very dangerous, I am so weak now, and I may be chased and killed, there is no way to protect you, but I will cultivate very hard and hard, and I will never sleep lazy again, I will try to be strong and not let others bully you......"

"Why?" Fang Jiangli's dry voice sounded suddenly, interrupting Moshu's stumbling confession.

Mo Shu was stunned for a moment, looked at Fang Jiangli, and said seriously: "Because I don't want you to be alone." "Yes, loneliness, since he saw her for the first time, he felt that she was so lonely, that kind of loneliness emanating from the depths of his heart, even if he stood in the crowd, it still made people feel lonely and lonely, not the innate coldness of Han Qingrong, nor the breath of Ah Hao that does not eat the fireworks in the world, but the loneliness that had to be disguised and alienated!

In the book in Moshu's arms, Yan Ruyu originally looked at Moshu's stupid confession and smiled, until she heard Moshu's words, lonely, is this a kind of induction? She sighed, this girl is the same as Moshu, the same fate, the same loneliness, the same disguise, but the performance is different, Moshu is chattering to make people feel as if he has never been troubled, and she is using indifference and alienation to isolate herself from this world, exactly the same stubbornness and strength, exactly the same mask and loneliness.

Fang Jiangli was touched again, this fool, why is she always so stupid, I'm not lonely, not at all, she stubbornly doesn't want to admit this, but she can't help but be moved again and again, such warmth, she doesn't yearn for it, that kind of dependence, she doesn't want to have, it's just, she doesn't deserve it! She doesn't deserve it all!

Looking at Mo Shu's serious and pleading expression, a trace of struggle flashed in her eyes, but the last trace of struggle was still swallowed up by endless despair, and the hurtful words spit out of her mouth seemed to be no longer what she said, her divine consciousness was separated from the body, looking at a farce in this world.

"You go, I won't go with you."

She saw that her eyes were so bright and hopeful, and dimmed, looking at such a vigorous and enthusiastic face, she also smiled, but silently, speechlessly, and left.

It wasn't until the little figure turned away like a walking corpse, until a thin line of rain drifted in the sky, that she seemed to come back to her senses, and in an instant she lost all her strength to support her, and squatted on the ground, and became a ball.

The dim sky matched her mood and thundered, just to hide her faint, almost silent sobs.

And the figure that has gone away has never looked back......