Chapter 298: She's Dead
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Bai Lian woke up for a while, and felt a little tired, so she fell asleep directly
Gu Fengmian waited for her to fall asleep before he walked out lightly Xiao Zuo was sitting under the big tree outside the house and looking at the stars in the sky with a rare sadness on his face Gu Fengmian walked over and bumped him with his elbow and made a gesture of "what's wrong with you".
Xiao Zuo shook his head and said, "It's okay, I just think it...... It's so sad that she'll be like this until she dies, and she doesn't know who she is, but she's carrying someone else's tragedy, isn't it too cruel for us to do this?"
"But she doesn't have time anymore, and she can't remember who she is," Gu Fengmian sighed and said in an extremely low voice
Xiao Zuo sighed and said, "Yes, there is no time, the time given to her is too short...... And we don't even know who she is, will her parents look for her, will anyone miss her?"
Gu Fengmian stopped talking, and when Xiao Zuo said this, he really felt that this sister who was regarded as a white lotus was too pitiful, but he couldn't think of a way to save her
The two of them looked at the sky together, and Xiao Zuo said: "People say that if you die a good person, you will turn into a star in the sky.
Gu Fengmian is still young, and he is convinced of the saying that dead people turn into stars, and he feels that all his family members are also in the sky
"Where are there so many, there are still many who have fallen, and they are probably reincarnated as human again......" Gu Fengmian whispered, and smiled lightly, "I always felt that my family was watching me from the sky, although I couldn't see them."
Xiao Zuo smiled bitterly and then fell silent
On the second day, Bai Lian woke up slowly, but her state was obviously not as good as when she first came, her face was as white as a blank piece of paper, and there was no blood on her lips, and her body, which had not contained much flesh, was even thinner to the point that only a handful of bones remained
When Gu Fengmian took her pulse, his brows furrowed more and more He had only learned from Xi Zhijun now, although he knew that his condition was serious, there was no other way, and he knew that even if Xi Zhijun himself was there, there would be no more way
Now I can only resign myself to fate
When Bai Lian is awake, she will say something to herself, some Gu Fengmian can understand, some he can't understand, but when she is asleep, she is mostly in the back, even if she wakes up, she will not speak again, just sit quietly, and then keep coughing up blood
After another ten days like this, Bai Lian's spirit seemed to be better, and she was so thin that she even had a smile on her face, and she Gu Fengmian said, "You go out for a walk with me."
Xiao Zuo listened to it next to her, thinking that she was bored, so she came over and said: "Now that it's autumn, it's windy outside, it's better to raise it at home, and when your body is better, it's not too late to go out, if you are bored, I'll tell you a story."
Bai Lian shook her head and said, "It's not good for me to lie down here all the time, I just want to go out and have a look, I feel very bored."
Gu Fengmian hurriedly said: "Wrap it in a blanket Let's take you to the grass in Xicun Xiaohu often takes me there The scenery is good and you can watch the sunset Let's go over now and bask in the sun It's not bad to watch the sunset."
"Okay" Bai Lian listened, her face was excited, and she struggled to get up, but where she could crawl, her whole body was so thin that it was a little difficult to support her body, Xiao Zuo hurriedly came over and helped her, wrapped it tightly with a blanket, and then hugged her
"Wait a minute......" Seeing that he was going to carry himself out, Bai Lian said, "Wash my hair first."
In such a condition, you also need to wash your hair
"It's cold, you have to pay more attention to your body," Gu Fengmian persuaded
Bai Lian smiled: "I know in my heart that no matter how much I pay attention, it is useless, but I love to be clean and beautiful, and now I can't be more beautiful, and I have to keep people clean."
Xiao Zuo heard that there was no other way, so he had to ask his aunt to boil hot water, and the family surrounded Bai Lian and carefully helped her wash her hair, but the large amount of hair that fell out made everyone sad
After washing her hair, the aunt gently dried it with a towel and then slowly straightened it
It is not easy to pull the hair in a bun when the hair is wet, so I had to let it be scattered I washed my hair and took a bath Bai Lian changed into a new dress Only then was I hugged by Xiao Zuo and sat on the back of the horse Tightly escorted to the land that Gu Fengmian said Gu Fengmian sat on another horse
"White Lotus has arrived," Xiao Zuo carefully unfolded the blanket, revealing one of White Lotus's eyes
Bai Lian had already fallen asleep again
There was no way, Xiao Zuo had to take her down and put her on the grass, and as soon as she put it on the ground, Bai Lian had already woken up, and when she opened her eyes, she saw the golden yellow between heaven and earth, and she was in a good mood and said, "We have arrived."
Gu Fengmian nodded and said, "Hmm"
"It's so beautiful here," Bai Lian couldn't help but sigh, This is indeed a very beautiful place, the autumn grass is golden, imprinted with the sunset, and the world is thrilling and beautiful
While speaking, he took a breath
"Brother Zuo, can I lean on your shoulder" Bai Lian really couldn't support her body and asked softly
Xiao Zuo smiled and said, "Of course, I will give you a lean on at any time."
Bai Lian then leaned on Xiao Zuo's broad shoulders and squinted at the sunset
She knew she was going to die months ago, and she was never afraid...... Now this situation is better than being burned alive at the beginning Bai Lian raised the corners of her mouth slightly, and her voice was almost inaudible She said softly: "Brother Zuo, do you remember what I said at the beginning?"
"What's the matter" She has said too much these days, Xiao Zuo can't figure out which sentence she said, Bai Lian smiled slightly, and said, "After I die, bury me with my parents, I feel that this desire is very strong, and I must fulfill it."
Gu Fengmian moved his lips and looked like he wanted to speak and stopped This should be the wish of the white lotus at the beginning
"There's another ......," Bai Lian said softly, "I always feel like I've become a fish these days, and that feels really good......"
Xiao Zuo smiled slightly, but did not answer
Gu Fengmian didn't respond
Thaksin now is certain that Bai Lian's hometown must be in the land of fish and rice in the south of the Yangtze River
She must have loved to play in the water since she was a child, and followed her father and mother out fishing
As Bai Lian spoke, her voice slowly lowered until she was blown away by the wind, and she could no longer hear what she was saying
Slowly, her eyes also closed, and the hand on her thigh slowly drooped, and Bai Lian said softly: "Sunshine...... It's gone......"
Gu Fengmian was taken aback, turned his head to look at Bai Lian, and saw that her eyes were completely closed, and the expression on her face was very peaceful, as if she was asleep again
But he knew in his heart that she wouldn't wake up again this time
"Sister......" Gu Fengmian bit his lip, and an indescribable pain rose in his heart
Xiao Zuo slowly raised his head and looked at the golden moon in the distance, and the sun slowly set
The two of them sat for a long time, until it was halfway dark, and then they saw Xiaohu running to find someone, "What are you doing, it's time for dinner?"
When he saw Bai Lian, he was taken aback, although Bai Lian usually sleeps a lot, but now it looks very stiff, and he can't help but take a step back
"What's wrong with her?" asked Xiaohu in fright
Hearing Xiaohu ask, Gu Fengmian couldn't help but shed tears, choked and couldn't speak, the pain was so real that it made his heart feel like a knife for a while, he thought that he had seen too much life and death Father and mother died in front of his eyes at that time I thought that I had long been numb to these things, but I didn't expect that in the face of this sister who was regarded as a white lotus, I still had the feeling of being stabbed in my heart
Xiaohu paused in surprise and couldn't speak for a long time
"She's dead," Xiao Zuo sighed slightly, and his vision into the distance became a little blurry
"Ahh
Gu Fengmian said: "You go back first, let's take her with us, it's not good to go back, she probably knows...... That's why I insisted on coming out of your house."
Xiaohu thought about it, although he was still a little scared, but he couldn't help asking: "What are you going to do, usually people die, we all have to do things to give her a surpass, otherwise you carry her home and let my mother come to Zhang Luo."
Xiao Zuo shook his head and said, "No need...... She has her own wishes, Xiaohu, you go back and talk to your mother first, and we'll come back when we're done."
When Xiaohu heard him say this, he had no choice but to take a step back slowly, turn around and run back
Gu Fengmian thought for a long time and said, "Brother Zuo, are we going to bury her and her parents together She is not Sister Bailian at all It's just that she has instilled the memory of Bailian I think ...... It's so unfair to bury her with someone else's parents."
"But memory is the most important thing...... She just said in person, "I want us to bury her next to her parents," Xiao Zuo said
Gu Fengmian stopped talking
"But......" After a while, Xiao Zuo spoke again, "In the depths of this woman's heart, she should want to go back to her hometown, or want to go back to the water, let's send her back to the water, I think she must have spent a lot of time in the water before."
Gu Fengmian nodded and said, "She has been dreaming of swimming in the water every day recently, this is probably the deepest yearning."
Xiao Zuo nodded
"But...... How can I send her back into the water Gu Fengmian didn't understand again
Xiao Zuo said softly: "Scatter the ashes into the water, this is the last half of the law, I see a big river near here, let's scatter her ashes into it."
Gu Fengmian thought for a while and finally nodded
But when it came time to light the fire, he was a little hesitant