It just so happens that on the weekend, you can ask for leave to go out to the hospital, and today there are not many people going back and forth in the corridor as usual, most of the patients are done with treatment, if there is nothing to do, they go out.

Ah Yan and the others too, I am the only one who can't go out, because in the last few days, I have been in a daze every day, as if I can fall asleep as soon as I close my eyes.

So after the treatment, I just snuggled up in bed and never moved again.

Lunch is a boxed lunch bought by my father, the rice has no taste, and you can eat it with some water or sour plum soup, although it is not much, but at least it is a little more than before.

For some reason, it seems that my IQ has dropped, and every day like a three-year-old child, after eating the little food given by my father, I am happy like a fool, and I keep showing it to my parents.

My mother's eyes looked at me like a fool, but there was joy in my eyes, and at least in front of them, I was not as dull or shed tears as before.

In the end, my mother could only helplessly float over, "Why is it getting longer and smaller." ”

Dad was also happy, but he didn't show it, and when he had nothing to do after the treatment, he always liked to hold my hand and play.

Although countless people have told me that my hands are soft and feel good, the calluses in my father's hands grind my fat hands, and he always wants me to pull them out and hide them behind me.

When he pinched my hand, if it wasn't for my concentration for many years, tears would definitely rush down, although I have many scars on my body, but most of them are not made by myself, or accidentally scratched there, my hands are thin, so it is easy to be broken.

But the calluses on my father's palms and the indelible scars on the back of my hands still can't help but want to cry happily, but I have to pretend to be good and then be discharged from the hospital early, I can't, can't cry......

As a result, I endured it and endured it, but I endured it and fell asleep again.

When I woke up at noon, I took the medicine I had taken before the meal and swallowed it, took the chopsticks and stuffed a mouthful full of rice, and swallowed it again with a mouthful of water.

After eating a few bites, my stomach began to rise, so I threw down my chopsticks, drank a few sips of water and continued to sleep on my head.

Ren's father pulled several handfuls but couldn't pull me up, and they also gave up on letting me continue to sleep, and the mess on the bedside table was left to them, not because I was lazy, but because I was really sleepy......

I don't know when Ayan's family will come back, anyway, it was the sound of medicine in the corridor that woke me up again.

After drinking the medicine, I woke up a lot, but I was still a little dizzy.

After sitting for a while, my mother handed me socks to wear, and I didn't understand what was going on, so I looked up at Ah Yan and packed my backpack, and I remembered it at once.

Today, I promised to go to the book city with Ah Yan to read books, and I hurriedly combed my hair, put on socks, and put on shoes. It made me sweat profusely.

After making the bed, putting on the mask, and getting dressed, the two families went out together, and after crossing the street, they saw a small road and a university on the opposite side.

The trees on the side of the trail were still green, and if we had been there that day, the leaves would have frozen to death.

Although there is a university opposite, the trail is also very quiet and there are almost no people.

With fresh air and quiet tree-lined paths, I wish I could walk here forever, never ending and never crowding......

But there will always be an end to the road, and the end of the road that day was a very bustling shopping mall area, with a chaotic crowd and noisy voices, which still scared me.

Walking into the darkness is delusional......

Destroying the world is also delusional...... Even walking a little longer on a quiet path is delusional......