I was dazzled by those books, many of them were interested, but I didn't really want to read them, and it was not easy to buy more and get them back, and the money might not be able to squander it, so if I was interested, I would flip through it.

There is a lecture in the book city today, the story of the mausoleum of Qin Shi Huang, even if I am interested, but when I see the group of people who are pressed by the black, my heart is suddenly timid.

Find Mom and then grab her sleeve and continue to follow her.

There are a lot of people reading books on the third floor, and there are wooden steps to sit on, so there are a lot of people sitting on the steps.

The person sat on it, but I paused for a moment to step down the steps, and then I took it back, and my mother also paused, looking at me a little puzzled.

Seeing that Ah Yan and her mother were about to get rid of us, I was heartbroken, shrunk down the stairs and followed my mother, through a moon-shaped arch, and the eyes were all poems and appreciation, the analysis of the famous professor, I already liked the chanting of ancient poems.

Li Bai's fairy spirit is fluttering, and Li Qing is happy in his middle age. Xin abandons the disease, Wang Wei's mountain spring flows, and the spring water jingles. Tao Yuanming's detachment from the world.

Like Lao Tzu, he is detached from things, not bothered by the world, he treats wine as a song every day, he wants to be immortal, and the various tastes of life are also envied by me.

The scenery depicted in the ancient poems is what we can't see now, and can only be used to imagine, how beautiful the beauty in the poem can be imagined in your heart, how beautiful it can be, everyone's understanding is different, so the imagination is naturally different, but as long as the poem is beautiful, the imagination is beautiful.

Now my mind is a mess and I can't think of anything, but I can still see the beautiful scenery in the poems imagined by others, and the words have deep meanings.

Therefore, when I saw the book of appreciating and understanding ancient poetry, I could no longer put it down.

Professor Meng Man's poetry appreciation and explanation are very beautiful, and you can imagine a vivid picture when you close your eyes.

It helps to calm my mind, relieve my anxiety, and also enjoy the ancient beauty, stories, desolation, and beautiful ......

So only bought these.

Wang Guowei's "Words in the World" is a book I have always wanted to read. But after I got sick, my brain was not very good, I only knew that I wanted to read Wang Guowei's book, but what the title of the book was, I couldn't remember it, and my brain was buzzing, but I still didn't know what it was.

I took a copy of Professor Mengman's Tang poems and went to check out.

The Tang Dynasty was magnificent and high-spirited. Warm as jade, return to the forest and mountains of the world's masters.

Feeling. Family affection, friendship, the righteousness of the family and the country, and the frustration of the career......

The heyday and decline of the Tang Dynasty are all in this.

How prosperous Ren Datang is in the future, but in the end it is not the fate of decline, it can be seen that the fate of the family and the country is the same as the fate of ordinary people, from youth to maturity to twilight years......

After settling the bill, I turned to the children's area, looking at those books and entertainment toys full of childlike innocence, I want to go back to my childhood, never grow up, never have troubles, even if there are troubles, children's brains can't hold many things, some things may not happen, maybe they may be avoided, change their personality, maybe I won't be like this when I grow up.

Maybe she will be very capable, very brave, just like my sister, although she can't do the same work at home, but she is optimistic, no matter how big it is, there is no one meal that cannot be solved.

Brave and capable, the results will remain the way I was, and I believe I will be the pride of my family.

But now I'm just a burden, a burden to the whole family.

The person who asks for the account sees it once and asks for it, and sometimes he will come to the house, and there are various bank arrears, and he only pays the interest and does not repay the principal.

I don't know how much money my family owes, but I do know that a lot of my family's money is being spent on me.

I paid for medical treatment, medicine, and school tuition, but I was not in school, and I took a break from school last year, and I had a re-tuition fee......

I have the heart to make money for my family, but I can't.

Because I dropped out of school because of illness, in addition to recuperating these days, I am writing novels, but I can't write many words in a day.

I work outside, but I'm not an adult yet, so I probably won't want me.

Even if I did, I would have to worry about whether my condition would come back.

So I can only think about it in my head, and I don't know if the delusion will come true?