CHAPTER XV
The next day, as usual, I got up, drank medicine, and did treatment......
But there are different ......
For example, Ah Yan went to the doctor for psychotherapy, and I was dragged to the recreation room to participate in group psychotherapy activities.
About ten people, all of them about my age, or college students.
They all seemed to know each other very well, and when I went, they all talked and talked together.
Mom stood in the doorway watching, and I stood inside the door watching like a bystander.
Some of them are really rebellious......
Rebellious to the point where I, a "good boy", couldn't even think of it.
I thought I was grumpy enough when I got sick, but I haven't noticed that some people are more grumpy when they're normal than when they're not.
Listen to them chatting about fights, early love, smoking, drinking......
And these are things that I can't even think of
I'm like Grandma Liu entering the Grand View Garden, looking at this and then looking at that.
So how could a pretty girl be so bad?
I think I might be different from them, but how did we get together?
Ah Yan was not there, and I could only sit there alone, far from being able to blend in with their lively atmosphere.
When the nurse pushed open the door and came in, I was also very relieved.
It's a very different beginning, introduce yourself, but you can use the person you imagine, or your real name.
And I'm the exception to that one who doesn't want to use my real name to face others.
I'm easy to say I'm Chuanchuan, but I don't want my real name at all.
Because my real name contains too much pain, too much helplessness.
It seems that misfortune has been with me since the year I could write my name.
Almost half of them don't use their real names, they are all pseudonyms.
Meaning? What does it mean? It should be mountains, rivers, lakes and seas, I just liked Sichuan.
And almost all of them have unforgettable people, but I think that if I die, there will be no reason other than fear of my family.
Unforgettable people, unforgettable things? No, if I had forgotten that I had gone after them, who would have been idle for a day thinking about how and when to die......
The others sounded pitiful, and everyone was thinking about how to escape from here and die quietly......
Except for having a very strange girl, who was also the girl who did the sleep test with me.
Split personality and very scared.
What she said was surprising, her father was obviously kind to her, but she said: It was her father who was sick, her father asked her to drink medicine, took her to the hospital, and it was her father who was sick.
But anyone with a discerning eye can see that she is crazy, and she is abnormal......
It's always scary to know all of this.
The desire to escape from here is getting stronger.