"At the beginning, I knew that you had a plan, but I didn't know what you were planning, at that time I only regarded you as a partner, and I felt that the identity of this princess was still better not to tell you, not that I didn't trust you, but that I was worried that my identity would cause you trouble. Later, I knew your background and knew that you were going to deal with Leng Kunyang, and I was worried that after revealing my identity, Mo Xu would stand on your opposite side because of Leng Yuxin and sabotage your revenge plan, so I still took a cover-up. ”

"It's just that at that time, I really didn't think that I would return to this palace, nor did I think that I would return to Moxu's side. I'm really trying to accept you and try to live like a couple with you. Murong Huan glanced at Su Yiming when he said this, "Da Ming, maybe you won't believe it, I have really been persuading myself to accept you, I left Zhuangzi to find you after the New Year's Festival, in fact, I am really ready to be with you forever." ”

"I know how good you are to me, and I am very touched by the qiē you have done for me and the qiē you have done for Yourong. When I went to look for you, I kept saying to myself, even if I will never fall in love with anyone again in my life, but I can trust the relationship again, believe in your sincerity to me, I can try to accept your love, and be safe in the next life under your protection. ”

"But the closer you get to success, the more panicked I become, and I don't know if I made the right decision to stay. After all, I only have gratitude to you and only the feelings of relatives, but that is not love, let alone mutual affection. Once, I shared a man with a group of women in this Sunny Palace, and those tragic memories made me clearly realize that if two people are not in love with each other, it is really difficult to go hand in hand to the end!"

"Once you become a king, you will have your own harem, and even if those women do not go through hardships with you, they will definitely worship you as their own heaven and earth, and they will respect you and do their best to please you, and I, who have long been devastated by feelings, it is difficult for me to do this. Even if you love me and spoil me now, but after a long time, in the face of all the tenderness of those concubines, you will eventually give birth to a diaphragm for me who is passively loved. ”

"What's more, once you have your own heirs in the future, what will you do with Yourong? And I, I don't want anything for glory and wealth, all I want is a quiet life, I don't like intrigue, I don't want to compete with others for my husband, and I don't want my son to be hurt, so after a long struggle, I decided to leave you. ”

Murong Huan completely opened his heart to Su Yiming tonight, and all the things that he had never said in his heart before were said in one breath.

"Qiu'er, do you really want to leave me? Then why did you go to that Zhuangzi? You know that I will find there. Actually, you're not completely ruthless to me, are you? If you don't have me in your heart, you'll definitely change your mask and go to a place that no one knows! Or do you always like Mr. Nine in your heart, even if you don't know that he is Baili Moxu, you still like him, so you went to his Zhuangzi to wait for him, to be with him?" Hearing this, Su Yiming finally opened his mouth.

"Da Ming, Mo Xu didn't think about going back when he left Zhuangzi that day, and when he left, he left me the title deed of Zhuangzi, so I didn't go to Zhuangzi in the hope of reuniting with him. Murong Huan smiled, "You're right, it's not that I don't have any feelings for you in my heart, after all, we've been together for so long, and every bit of it makes me unforgettable." You are kind to me, and you have given me a qiē, even if it is a piece of wood, I will be more or less attentive. ”

"Whether you call me selfish, call me cruel, I really didn't want to completely break off the relationship with you at that time, I just need time to be quiet and think about whether I can be your woman. I admit that I was very conflicted at that time, I was afraid that I would not be able to adapt to the life in the palace, and I was worried that it would be difficult for me to let go of the knot in the past and be honest with you, and I would inevitably end up with lust and love. ”

"But I also know that Yourong needs a daddy and a complete family, and I'm afraid that if I leave, I won't be able to find someone like you who spoil me and Yourong. Therefore, I chose to go to Zhuangzi to be quiet in the midst of the entanglement, and I wanted to give myself enough time to think clearly, because once I chose, I didn't want to regret it. I knew you would find Zhuangzi, but I didn't expect you to come so quickly, and I didn't expect Xiao Wu to find you......"

When Murong Huan said this, he reached out to hold Su Yiming's hand, "Da Ming, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have given you hope in the first place, I shouldn't have promised to try to accept your feelings." In fact, I have never let go of Moxu in my heart, even if I thought he didn't have me in my heart, but I still couldn't let go of him. I know you're sad in your heart, and I'm sad too, but in this life, I can only treat you as a friend, as a relative like my brother. ”

"Qiu Er, are you sure that Baili Moxu has no ambitions? Doesn't he have any thoughts about Xilin's throne? If you don't like life in the palace and don't want to serve a husband with others, then what if he becomes the king of Xilin one day?" Su Yiming looked up at Murong Huan and looked her in the eyes.

"I don't know if Moxu has such thoughts, but since I have decided to return to him, I will support him no matter what decision he makes. If he is really the emperor in the future, I can only accompany him to live in the palace, and if he really has other women, I can only endure it. Because it's my own choice......" Murong Huan hesitated, but still told the truth.

"So, you rejected me not because I was a Khmer king, not because you didn't like to be one of my many women, but because you didn't love me enough. Su Yiming smiled bitterly, "If you really love me, you will be by my side like you are to Baili Moxu, right?"

"Da Ming, I'm sorry, I didn't want to lie to you. You are so good, you will definitely meet someone better than me, and there will definitely be a woman who truly loves you and accompanies you to old age......" Murong Huan held Su Yiming's hand, and his words were filled with deep guilt, "I owe you too much, can you forgive me?"

"Qiu'er, I never blame you. If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have really fallen in love with anyone. When my father-in-law brought me to [Qinglou], he wanted me to learn to play the world, and for the king, [children's private youth] was the most important thing to abandon. ”

"I don't blame you, really, I only blame myself for not loving you enough to make you fall in love with me, our time together will be the best memory of my life. Because I have met you, because I have had such love for you, my life is more complete, and I am more flesh and blood. ”

Su Yiming said, took out the mask that was taken off Murong Huan's face that day from his arms, gently put it on for Murong Huan, and gently brushed away the broken hair on her forehead, just as gentle as before. He looked greedily at this face, which he had seen for countless days and nights, and although it was ordinary, it felt more real and intimate to him than the face under the mask.

"But, Qiu'er, even if I know that you don't have me in your heart, I can't let go. I don't want to let go, really, I still want to love you like this, guard you, protect you. We have been together for almost three years, you should know that I only have you in my heart! If one day, Baili Moxu treats you badly, can you come back to me?" Su Yiming's fingers gently rubbed Murong Huan's masked face, his eyes were a little sad, a little tangled, and a little persistent.

"Da Ming......" Murong Huan was stunned, obviously not expecting Su Yiming to say this.

"Qiu'er, I know that Baili Moxu loves you. However, I think I will not love you less than he does. I can do what he can do for you, but you didn't give me that opportunity. Su Yiming stared at Murong Huan affectionately, "I won't just let it go, the Khmer position will always be reserved for you." If one day, Baili Moxu has done something sorry for you, if you don't want to stay with him anymore, will you go back to me?"

"It's a pity, Emperor Su, you won't have that chance. Before Murong Huan could speak, there was a sound of Baili Moxu outside the Huxin Pavilion, the two of them were stunned at the same time, and when they looked up, they saw a figure walking slowly from the lake, who was it not Baili Moxu?

"It turns out that Prince Xu has been eavesdropping on the conversation between me and Qiu Er, do you not believe me, or do you not believe in your own woman?" Su Yiming stood up, casually took off Murong Huan's mask and put it into his arms, and sighed in his heart, this man is really not ordinary powerful, his cultivation is unfathomable, and it has only been a few days since his muscles and bones were restored, and he has already recovered so well.

"Moxu, when did you come?" Murong Huan naturally didn't expect Baili Moxu to come here, didn't he say that he would let him talk to Su Yiming alone. She has always known that this man's exclusivity is not ordinarily strong, and he was jealous because of Baili Moxin. If he had heard Su Yiming's words just now, he would have been unhappy.

"Emperor Su, this king just came to you when he saw Huanhuan coming out to look for you for a long time, and he was worried about it, and he didn't mean to eavesdrop on your conversation, this king only heard what you came just now. While speaking, Baili Moxu had already walked into the Huxin Pavilion, and he looked at Murong Huan, "Huanhuan, can you let me say a few words to Emperor Su alone?"

"This ......" Murong Huan raised his eyes to look at Baili Moxu, sure that he was not angry, then looked at Su Yiming, and nodded, "Okay, I'll wait for you by the lake!" R1154