181 The 26th day of the heartbeat (B)
Walk slowly along the retrospective trail of more than 1,000 meters in the orchid valley, the vines on both sides are densely covered, more than 100 years of ancient wood sandwich road planting, the same towering sky, dozens of kinds of orchids compete to open, compete for beauty, there are birds singing, there are streams murmuring, the air in the valley is fresh, the fragrance of flowers is elegant, so it is called the natural oxygen bar again.
Shen Yize likes this kind of down-to-earth scenic spots, walking, yo-yo-yo, chatting, and taking pictures...... The mood is like the sunshine of early autumn, bright and gentle.
The only regret is that I can't find an excuse to hold An's hand.
Holding hands is also addictive, not holding for a moment, only feeling empty in your hands and heart, and uncomfortable.
The road is winding in the shade of the trees, and the warm autumn sun is warm, and this scene is perfect for filming idol dramas.
If Shen Yize directs this drama, he will arrange for the hero and heroine to walk side by side, maybe holding hands, maybe telling each other, and the feelings will heat up step by step with the pace of progress, under the hundred-year-old banyan tree at the end of the road, the two look at each other affectionately, and then hug and kiss......
In the past, he disdained to write this kind of old-fashioned plot, but now, he wants to write it, but it's useless to think about it, because he is not a director, and An An is not the kind of heroine who plays according to the routine.
Although she bowed her head with the shyness of a water lotus flower, and although she looked back with a beautiful smile like an April day on earth, she was essentially a wild child, even if she was wearing a fairy chiffon dress, she did not look like a fairy from the sky, but like a pure white butterfly flying out of the flowers in the field.
There is no affectionate gaze, only affectionate gaze.
His eyes always followed her, and his footsteps always followed her.
She will always be so sunny and so young.
He likes her, likes her full of energy, and likes to be infected by her full of energy, every day with her, time is not advancing, but going backwards - he is becoming younger, more innocent, and more childish day by day.
This is what he has long lost, and what he has lost is often the most precious.
It has been a year and a month since he crossed over, he has not only become famous for his songs and dramas, but also made money and forced the company to open, but all of this together is no match for this short 28 days, and it is no match for this dull but incomparably beautiful time spent with An An.
"Come on!"
At the end of the road, under the hundred-year-old ancient banyan tree, Yang Jiu'an beckoned to him.
He walked briskly.
No hugs, no kisses, just group photos.
The two people in the photo tilt their heads towards each other, An An smiles sweetly, and the shallow pear vortex is filled with warm sunlight.
Yang Jiuan flipped through the photos and showed a satisfied smile.
Shen Yize stared at her smile without blinking, and suddenly thought that maybe the life he really wanted was just that.
"Is it time to go to the beach next?"
It can be seen that An An wants to go to the beach to step on the waves and blow the wind.
He smiled and nodded, "Yes, let's go." ”
Yang Jiu'an doesn't prefer the beach, the forest park is also very beautiful, and she likes it too, but her dress was specially bought for the beach, and she wears it all, and it is really not fun to go to the beach if she doesn't go to the beach.
"What time is it?"
She asked.
"It's less than two o'clock."
"Only an hour? Let's hurry! ”
Take a bus back to Yalong Bay from Orchid Valley Station, travel at a staggered peak, there are not many tourists on the beach, and even fewer in the sea.
"Take off your shoes? I'll help you. ”
Shen Yize took the initiative to propose.
Yang Jiuan stared at him with a smile and put his hand in his palm.
He held her little hand tightly, and this time he was finally grounded.
She took off her shoes and socks, stepped barefoot on the soft sand, and when she lifted her foot, a small sand pit appeared, which was the lovely shape of her feet.
"Your feet are so white! You don't wear sandals much in the summer, do you? ”
An An's feet are as white as mutton fat lambs, and she has not experienced much wind and sun at first glance.
Yang Jiu'an's face was hot, and he said angrily: "Don't keep staring at my feet!" ”
She didn't think her feet were good-looking at all, and she didn't feel very confident under his burning gaze.
Shen Yize immediately shouted injustice: "You have wronged me!" When did I keep staring at your feet! Am I that kind of person?! ”
"You are! Rogue! ”
She had already decided that he was a foot control, and no matter how he explained it, it sounded like a cover up to her.
"Okay, okay, you don't have to quibble, it's nothing, it's a very normal fetish, I can understand it."
She was serious.
You understand the loneliness......
He complained silently.
However, since An An doesn't mind, it doesn't matter if it's foot control or not, anyway, he likes An An and likes everything about her, including her white little feet.
He didn't say more, took out the canvas bag from his backpack, and put away An An's little white shoes.
"It's up to you to help me."
With An An's support, he also took off his shoes and socks and put them in a canvas bag.
The two walked along the coastline, she rarely did not run or jump, only obediently followed him, strolling side by side with him, the sea breeze gently stirred her long hair and skirt as thin as cicada wings, and the fairy spirit came out at once.
Moving like a rabbit, quiet like a virgin, this sentence is her most perfect portrayal.
"Why did you come to this show in the first place?" Yang Jiu'an asked, "With your conditions, there won't be no girls like it, right?" ”
Shen Yize didn't answer and asked: "What conditions do I have?" ”
He wanted to hear her praise him.
She didn't think much about it, and said honestly: "You can write songs, you can write scripts, you can be handsome, and you can start your own business-"
"Wait a minute, I didn't hear clearly, what do you say I look like?"
"Looks ...... Not ugly. ”
She immediately changed her tune.
"You didn't just say that, you said I was handsome."
"I didn't say - oh you don't interrupt! Answer my question head-on! ”
Shen Yize still didn't answer, just asked: "Do you think my conditions are very good?" ”
"Of course! Any girl will feel the same way! ”
He said: "It doesn't matter what other girls think, as long as you think it's good." ”
This answer obviously couldn't satisfy Yang Jiu'an, she asked in a different way: "Are you single for so long, is it because you are busy with your career and don't want to fall in love, or because your vision is too high?" ”
It's because you stole my heart out of the country.
He shook his head and said, "It's not either, it's because I didn't meet someone I liked." I'm a person who values the edge of my eyes very much, and if I don't call at first sight, I guess it's hard to call. ”
Yang Jiu'an said "oh", she understood, this sentence is the opposite: I called you at first sight.
She muttered quietly, "I don't seem to be like that......"
"I know."
"You know again?"
Shen Yize said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "I said that my advantage is to be careful, and I may know you much better than you think." ”
He paused and asked her the same question, "Then why are you on this show?" A cute and motivated little girl like you, no boy wouldn't like it, right? ”
She automatically ignored the rainbow fart in the second half of his sentence, and said frankly: "To be honest, it was because I chased the first season too much, and I impulsively reported the name, and I didn't have time to regret it, and I received an interview notice from Jiangnan Station the next day, and I agreed in a daze." ”
"Actually, I was quite worried before I came, you don't look at me as if I was very lively, jumping up and down all day and night, but in this regard, I am more ...... How to say, it's more cautious, it should be, it's not easy to let go anyway. In the past 20 days, no matter what the final result is, I feel that I have gained a lot. ”
Shen Yize immediately said: "In the end, you still have to take care of it, you can and deserve to gain more." ”
Yang Jiu'an glanced at him, didn't answer, and asked him, "What about you?" Do you think you've gained something? ”
"Me? Hmmm......"
He touched his chin and thought, before the final confession, it was rare to have such a heart-to-heart conversation, he wanted to know as much as An An as much as possible, and he also wanted An An to know as much as possible about him, so he thought about it before answering.
"I'm a more persistent person, and if it's good, it's persistence, and if it's bad, it's dead-eyed. In the past, I was very dead-eyed, once I recognized something, I had to do it, even if I kept hitting a wall and failing, I would never give up. ”
He said from a long, long time ago, Yang Jiu'an stepped on the pure white crumbs of the waves, and listened very carefully.
"This kind of personality is not necessarily bad, but in the process, it is inevitable that you will accidentally ignore the feelings of the people around you or let them feel disappointed. The last year has been a new life from God, and I'm closer to my goal than ever, and I'm working in that direction step by step, but—"
"In the dead of night I often feel restless, panicked, I always feel that the world does not belong to me, or rather, I do not belong to this world. No matter how successful I am in my career and how much money I make, it can't bring me a solid and stable sense of belonging. ”
Yang Jiuan tilted his head, obviously not very understanding.
Shen Yize didn't explain in detail, and now is not the time to confess these things to her.
He smiled and continued: "For me, these 28 days are very special and precious, because for the first time in more than a year, I feel happy, and happiness is the source of belonging. ”
"Happiness?"
Yang Jiuan was a little puzzled, in her concept, when it comes to happiness, the first thing that comes to mind is a happy family, a successful career and a pair of children.
How can you be happy when you record a show?
"Yes, happiness." Shen Yize nodded, "It is precisely because of this show that I will force myself to slow down the pace of chasing, and I will understand that happiness can come from the realization of self-worth or from ordinary daily life." That's probably my biggest takeaway. ”
He paused and asked, "What is your definition of happiness?" ”
Yang Jiu'an really hadn't thought about this question, and he didn't know how to answer it for a while.
She thought for a long time before she hesitated to speak: "Probably I met a person who is willing to treat me wholeheartedly, okay?" ”
Shen Yize laughed: "Then I complement you just right." ”
Seeing that An An was puzzled, he explained: "Happiness for me is not about meeting someone and she is good to me, but meeting someone and I want to be good to her." So now, I'm happy. ”
He said it very sincerely, Yang Jiuan had no doubt that if it weren't for Shanshan staring, he would have confessed to himself in the next second.
She lowered her head and went over his definition of happiness in a fast-beating heart.
For some reason, just hearing him say this, she felt very happy and sweet.
Confess, hurry!
I will promise you, without hesitation!
Shen Yize naturally wanted to confess, and from the first day he entered the hut, he began to think about it.
In fact, in the past month, he has confessed many times, and he almost didn't say the words "I like you". At first, Shanshan was still prevented from talking, but later found out that Lang had the intention of having a concubine, so she turned a blind eye, as long as it was not excessive, she would ignore it.
Come to think of it, he is not going to blatantly violate the rules of the show, he has been waiting for so many days, and it is not bad for the last two days.
He looked at the time and said, "It's time to go." ”
"Huh? So fast? ”
Yang Jiu'an's tone was full of reluctance, she hadn't played enough! Not even a beach hat!
Shen Yize said with a smile: "The coming day is long, and there will be more opportunities to come again in the future." ”
It was like her boyfriend's tone, but she didn't protest, she just pursed her lips and smiled.
Wash off the mud and sand off your feet in the waves and walk back to your hotel on flip-flops.
The concierge had already loaded the luggage of the two into the car, and when the program team packed up, they left for the airport.
Looking at the smaller and smaller hotel complexes and coconut groves in the rearview mirror, I suddenly felt a little trance.
Is this gone? Last date......
She wanted to go back to the first date, she wanted to open the box again, she wanted to go to the farm again, she wanted to have another date with him, no, a hundred times!
"What do you think?"
Noticing An An looking out of the car window in a daze, Shen Yize asked.
Yang Jiuan shook his head lightly: "It's nothing, it's just reluctant." ”
"I didn't finish speaking."
He said suddenly.
"What didn't you finish?"
"Didn't I say that these 28 days were my biggest gain? I forgot to tell you that I am a greedy person, I will not be satisfied with 28 days, as long as I am given the opportunity, I will turn these 28 days into 280 days, 2800 days, 28000 days...... Every day thereafter! ”
"Will every day be the same for the next 28 days?"
"No, it's different, it's going to be sweeter and happier!"
"Really? It's hard to ......."
"What's so hard about that? As long as you are willing to do it, you can do it. ”
Yang Jiuan let out a noncommittal "oh".
She didn't dare to expect more, after all, under the camera, everyone will show their best side and return to life, if he can be half as attentive to her as she is now, she will be very satisfied.
On the plane at half past five, dinner was too late to solve, but fortunately they were not picky people, so they ate casually in the VIP lounge, and then got on the plane and ate a boxed meal, which was about the same.
An An was obviously tired of playing, so she began to sleep after eating, and slept until she got off the plane, and then went to sleep after getting in the car, and woke up hungry after half of her sleep, and sat up in a daze looking for something to eat.
Fortunately, Shen Yize always has all kinds of snacks in the car, so that he will not go hungry.
It was nearly eleven o'clock when we got back to the hut.
They were the last to return, just in time to send a text message.
The penultimate heartbeat text message time.
"I want to have more. Good night~"