Chapter 78: I'm Not a Good Thing
When Chu Fan took off his game glasses, he found Julie standing behind him with a smile on her face, and a cup of warm milk tea had been placed in front of him.
"Sister, thank you. â
Julie smiled, "You're finally willing to go offline." Xiao Chu, just rest for a while, don't let yourself be so tired. â
"Okay, I'll drink milk tea and go online. Chu Fan said, picked up the cup and took a small sip.
The milk tea is still brewed by Julie, it is very strong, and the tea aroma and milk aroma are soaked together, and it is very comfortable to drink.
"Xiao Chu. Julie looked at Chu Fan and stopped talking.
Chu Fan couldn't help but be stunned: "Sister, just say whatever you want, we are all our own people." â
Julie still thought about it for a long time before she asked softly, "Can you tell my sister, what happened in the afternoon, why did you cry so much?"
Chu Fan also pondered for a while before he said slowly: "Leia forced me to enter the CF and let me go back to the area where I stayed before to take a look. â
"This Ya'er...... I really can't help her. Julie hurriedly said two kind words for her, "Don't blame her, she has the best eyes, but sometimes the way is a little more cruel." â
"Sister, I'm not a child anymore, I know she's for my good. â
"That...... How do you feel when you go back?" asked Julie cautiously.
"I saw a lot of emails, and there were more than 5,000 CF points in the account, all of which were hero guns, and there were many weapons that were given to me by my former comrades-in-arms. â
"One for all, all for one. â
Hearing Julie's words, Chu Fan and her looked at each other for a long time, and then revealed the secret buried in his heart, this secret, he had never told anyone, he didn't even know why he wanted to tell Julie, maybe, from Julie's body, he could find something special.
"Sister, I have a younger sister, my own sister, four years younger than me, her name is Chu Fei. That's my life. It is also the pearl of the palm of the parents.
However, my sister was born with congenital heart disease, and the family had no money at that time, so they missed the best opportunity to treat her.
When I was seven years old, my sister died, and for this matter, my mother quarreled with my father, and my mother scolded my father for being a wreck, and he couldn't make money to treat his sister, and the two of them divorced after arguing for a few months, and I was sentenced to my father.
The death of his sister hit my father very hard, and my father gave up his beloved writing to become a salesman, and he worked hard to accumulate a lot of wealth in a few years. As for me, I followed him all the time, and I went to school wherever his channels went, so I had very few friends at school because my family was always moving around.
My father made money, but he rarely spent time with me, and I didn't have any friends at school, so I had to find happiness in the game world. I entered CF at the age of 14 using my dad's ID number, first playing Demolition, then switching to Biochemistry and meeting my teammates.
The death of my sister and the departure of my mother made me extremely hateful of money, so at that time, I spent money on my life, and there was no hero gun at that time, and I bought a CF gun for two years, and when I met a close friend, I gave it at least half a year.
Therefore, I made a lot of friends in those years.
Later, we established the Grim Reaper team, at that time our team was the most awesome team in the Hebei region, the explosion was average, but biochemical, knife battle, ghost, shadow mode, no one played better than us. We also have a special group, we meet every year, in a city that I am not familiar with, and I attend every year. I'm the backbone and boss of those people.
But later, when my dad was diagnosed with brain cancer, I felt stupid, and I suddenly woke up, feeling that this group of friends might be playing with me because I had money.
At that time, my dad needed money for surgery, chemotherapy, and medicine, so I couldn't burn as much money as before, and I didn't want to trouble those partners, so I quit the game.
During that time, I almost had the idea of dropping out of school, I went to school during the day and worked at night to atone for my sins...... My father fell ill for the sake of my future, so for half a year, I worked as a masochistic part-time job to torture myself......
My father felt sorry for me, and wanted to commit suicide several times, keeping some money for me to go to school, and even wanted to save some money for my wife, but I held him down. Sister, you can't imagine that I took the knife from my father's hand and hugged him and cried.
It's a pity that my father passed away in the end, and although the family house was sold, he still didn't heal. However, I never regretted it......
Sister, do you know why I cried yesterday? I cried that I was a wreck, and my father had a warning before he got sick, but I was playful and didn't see it. I cried that I was a fool, that those friends didn't play with me because of my money, they thought I was a good person.
But what about me? I hurt my father first, and then I hurt the hearts of my comrades.
Dad died, the team broke up, and that's what I sowed. â
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When Chu Fan said these words, he tried his best to remain calm, but Julie couldn't hold it anymore, and turned his face several times to wipe away the tears that accidentally overflowed from his eyes.
Chu Fan handed her a tissue and said with a faint smile: "Sister, I'm not sad now." Dad is watching me in heaven, and he wants me to be well, so I have to live a good life for him. The Grim Reaper is gone, the comrades-in-arms are still there, and many people have entered Cataclysm. I don't recognize them now, I want to recognize each other, and I want to get them together after they get into trouble!"
Julie was holding a tissue, her hands were trembling: "I'm sorry, I originally wanted to come over to comfort you, but I didn't expect that I would become like this and cry so unusually!"
"Sister, don't cry, I'm not worth it, I'm not a good thing...... It's just that right now, I'm trying to learn to be a good person. You are people I deserve to cherish, and I discovered it from the first day I joined this team. Don't worry, I won't let LÊa's hard work go to waste. I will make this team bigger and do well. â
This is Chu Fan's determination.
Before Julie went out, Chu Fan hoped that she could keep these secrets, and Julie agreed, she said that even if Jiang Leiya asked about these things, she would not say a word.
After Julie left, Chu Fan didn't have an emotional outburst and cried. He was calm, calm as if nothing had happened. He silently put on his game glasses and once again entered the post-apocalyptic city where corpses were scattered......