091: Remuneration
The scene when she first arrived in the bamboo courtyard flashed in front of her, no matter what he cooked, she was extremely happy to eat with a smile, and praised his good cooking skills while eating, comparable to the imperial chef in the palace.
"You..."Jin Lan choked up and stopped, she really didn't understand how she couldn't match the relationship between him and Zhao Li in just ten years after she had been with him for thousands of years.
"I'm sorry for you, if you want, wait for me to see her again, and I will pay you for this life."
Rong Qing has never been very good at speaking, he knows how much these words hurt her, but he can't think of any other way.
Jinlan couldn't believe it after hearing this, her eyes opened, tears welled up, she couldn't believe that he would say such a thing to her. I was very resentful, but I was helpless.
For her, this 10,000-year sleep is just a moment, and her love for him is the same as before, and it has not diminished in the slightest. She was willing to help him reseal Yeli, and she was willing to die for him, because she knew that Rong Qing had her in his heart, and she thought that he would only have her in his heart.
"Is she that good?" Jin Lan asked him unwillingly.
"Although I have the memory of the Aragami, I am only Rong Qing now."
Yes, the desolate god Rong Qing is no longer there, just like Di Hao who left the night, Ye Li never had an obsession with Rong Qing at the beginning, and only thought about Di Hao, why did she have such an obsession? It's just an idiot, she was originally the infatuation in the night away from the original god.
Jinlan closed her eyes and stopped looking at him, let him go, right? Just as if he was just Rong Qing, just Rong Qing who carried the memory of the Aragami.
"She's in the Aragon Temple, I'll send you there!"
Rong Qing now has to cultivate at the Xuan Level, and he can't enter the realm of the Desolate Gods.
Rong Qing was silent for a long time, then lowered his head and asked, "What about you?" ”
"I have my own place."
If the night is not stupid, it will not be possible to let go of Di Hao after tens of thousands of years. If you can love and hate as you like, there won't be so many crazy men and women in this world. She doesn't want to let herself become like a night away, she doesn't want to let him be in a dilemma, since she is no longer the Aragami Rongqing she used to be, why bother with it.
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The realm of the Aragami is covered with snow, and the starry sky reflects the brightly lit shrine in the heights, standing holy and lonely between heaven and earth. He stood under the ancient tree outside the hall, looking at the empty swing, and the sight of her sitting on the swing in a red wedding dress was born before his eyes, which was more dazzling than the stars in this polar night.
Almost at the same time, both Akiri and Lynx sensed a familiar aura outside the temple, and that aura was incomparably compatible with this Asojin Temple, which was his place.
The lynx got up from the spiritual spring and wanted to run outside the hall to find him, but was pressed by Zhaoli and sat back down in the spiritual spring. After hesitating for a moment, she dissipated into a cloud of white smoke, and instantly reappeared under the ancient tree outside the hall.
The four eyes met, and there was no sound from heaven and earth. He looked at her dressed in white, as if she was the only one in the world, and the sound of her laughter in the past echoed in his ears. The most affectionate confession of humanity is companionship, and he is willing to accompany her for the rest of her life, life after life, and old in the wilderness.
"Ah Li."
He whispered softly, with only two short words, expressing his thoughts and love for her.
Zhaoli was unmoved, just looked at him, maybe she once loved him, but now she couldn't have a ripple in her heart, even if she tried her best to feel it, she still couldn't let herself be moved.
"You should be with her, you shouldn't be here."
She was talking about Jinlan, if the two of them loved each other so much that they wanted to live and die, it would be a fulfillment for her to send Jinlan to see him, she didn't understand why he came to find her again.
Rong Qing was silent for a long time, without refuting or agreeing.
"This is your place, and if you come to pay it back, I will let you be."
She turned around to leave, but he hugged her from behind, and there was a warm breath from behind, which burned her back.
"Don't go, don't go again!"
He was not used to her being so cold, and always thought that she was still angry with him, blaming him for having loved another woman.
In fact, it doesn't matter if she has loved other women, the important thing is that she thought he was a substitute for Jinlan, so she was heartbroken.
She has seen the bits and pieces of his relationship with Jinlan, he used to love Jinlan deeply, even after the fall and reincarnation, he still wants to find a woman similar to Jinlan to love, which is the most unacceptable thing for her.
But even if it's no longer acceptable, it doesn't matter now.
Promote Tianzun, wash away the turbid bones of the mortal womb, throw away the seven emotions and six desires, and forget the old love. Only those who are ruthless and desireless will not destroy the earth because of their own selfish desires, which may be fate.
If he had also been promoted to Tianzun at the beginning, but he would no longer be able to love her for half a point after saving Jinlan, perhaps for Jinlan, it would be more painful to die than to live.
Rong Qing hugged her, but she couldn't feel a trace of her temperature, as if her body was made of ice and snow, and it was unusually cold.
"Do you know that after being promoted to Tianzun, there will be no more seven emotions and six desires?"
She didn't dodge, let him hold her, but her tone was so cold that he couldn't breathe.
After hearing what she said, he was stunned, and then turned her around a little frantically.
"You're kidding, aren't you? You're just still angry, aren't you? If, as she said, he would rather she was just angry, and being angry would at least show that she still loved him.
"I've been, for a long time, what it's like to be angry."
Rong Qing looked at her in despair, and the hands that grabbed her shoulders hung down weakly, like a body whose soul had been withdrawn.
She doesn't love him anymore, or she never loves anyone anymore. But he didn't believe it, he didn't believe it.
Pulling her into his arms, the two cold lips touched together, but Zhaoli's lips were ten thousand times colder than his, so cold that his lips were numb but still endless, trying to find a trace of temperature from her, a trace of it.
Zhaoli opened his eyes and let him kiss passionately, but there was no reaction at all. Looking at the tears that slipped from the corners of his eyes, dripping onto her face, the breath was burning familiar.
"You can't help but love me!" Rong Qing let go of her lips and hugged her tightly into her arms, wishing she could be crushed and integrated into his body, "You can't, you can't not love!" ”
Heavy snow fell in the realm of the Aragami again, but there was no trace of wind, and the crystal snowflakes fell vertically, dyeing the branches of the ancient tree white after a while, and the branches stood lonely and proud without fear of cold.
Just like his determination, even if she doesn't love anymore, he still won't let go, he has to let her love again, he is willing to wait for her.
"If you don't love it, can you not leave?"
Zhao was silent, and he was hugged tightly with his head expressionless. She really didn't love it anymore, but she was moved by such humble words as his.
"What if you never love again?" She asked in a low voice.
"Will you ever love someone again?"
"No, it won't."
"Then let me stay with you forever, as if I love you and you pay me."
If you will never love me again, and you will never love anyone else, then let me be with you forever, as if you paid me for loving you!