Chapter 416: Ambivalent Feelings!
Silently drying his body and putting on his clothes, Su Yiming walked out of the bath room.
Although Xiaobai always seems to be a little nervous, and some like to play treasures, in fact, he has followed Su Yiming for many years, and he can still guess Su Yiming's feelings in his bones. Seeing Su Yiming's heart heavy today, Xiaobai burned the grain incense in the house early, made a pot of tea, helped Su Yiming lie on the couch, covered the door, and stood beside him without speaking.
The refined carbon in the charcoal stove was burning, baking the room warm, Su Yiming leaned on the long couch, tilted his body, supported his head with one hand, his black hair was scattered, his clothes were half-open, and his chest was like jade exuding a ghostly light. is obviously the same lazy posture as before, but it reveals a different entanglement and depression than usual, and an indescribable helplessness and sadness.
"This tea is too light, change the wine. Su Yiming raised his eyes to look at the tea placed next to the couch, and his voice was low and soft.
"Isn't it just to enter the palace, is it possible that the emperor can't look down on you? Also, in addition to being able to refine some pills, what else is special about you?" Xiao Bai pouted, and his poisonous tongue made the eyeliner outside the door smack.
"But, door master, you are a dignified seven-foot man, even if the emperor doesn't like you, you don't need to drink to relieve your sorrows, right?
"I'll say it again, change the wine!" Su Yiming's voice suddenly became a little cold.
Immediately afterwards, the door was pushed open, and Xiaobai rushed out angrily, walking towards the kitchen, chirping and scolding crookedly, "I don't add some wine to the wine today, and my mother will get drunk to you, and I will follow your surname!"
The eyeliner hiding in the dark was suddenly full of black lines, and the master and servant were about to start making trouble again.
Not long after, Xiaobai rushed into the house with a jar of wine, he walked very fast, brought a gust of snow wind, rolled up a lot of snowflakes, and the door was immediately thrown by him and shut.
Su Yiming was not acting this time, he lifted the wine jar, poured it for himself, and drank it slowly. Xiaobai wanted to speak several times, but finally chose to be silent.
"Xiaobai, I want to go home. I don't know how many cups I drank, Su Yiming lowered his eyes and spit out such a sentence gently.
"Door master, do you have a home, where is our home?" Although Xiao Bai didn't know exactly what happened to Su Yiming, he knew his duties.
When the old master selected him as Su Yiming's confidant, he once told him that Su Yiming must avenge his parents in this life, and his biggest duty is not to protect Su Yiming, but to give Su Yiming encouragement whenever Su Yiming retreats and wants to give up, so that Su Yiming gritted his teeth and persevered until his revenge plan is realized.
Over the years, no matter how hard and tiring it is, no matter how difficult it is, Su Yiming has never given up, but today, his always high fighting spirit seems to have been hit. Xiao Bai came up with a sentence, which successfully made Su Yiming stunned, he raised his eyes to look at Xiao Bai, and there was a trace of inexplicable love in his narrow peach blossom eyes.
"Master, where is your home? Xiaoyaomen took you in, but Xiaoyaomen is not your home! Your mother is in Khmer, and your father also died in Khmer, this is your home! Leng Kunyang destroyed your home with his own hands, if you just let him go, are you worthy of your mother who suffers day and night? Can you be worthy of your father who died tragically? Can you be worthy of the old master who raised you?" Xiaobai used internal force to transmit his voice, speaking at an unhurried speed, although his words were not aggressive, but they also made Su Yiming think deeply.
"Yes, how can this seat ever have a home?!" Su Yiming sighed faintly, but the next second he remembered something, "With Qiu Er and Yourong, this seat feels like home." Where there is Qiu'er, it is home!This seat wants to return to Qiu'er......"
"Door master, you just miss Miss Qiu too much. Xiaobai also sighed, the door master is really getting more and more interested in Miss Qiu, is this Miss Qiu the door master's calamity, or the door master's fate? Even if she can't become the door master's help, I hope she won't become a stumbling block on the door master's revenge.
"I miss her very much, and I wish I could return to her immediately. Su Yiming lowered his eyes and blocked the deep light in his eyes, "Sometimes, this seat can't wait to take his mother, Qiu Er, and Yourong to fly away together, never take revenge, don't use intrigue to seize the throne, even if you live in seclusion in the mountains, you can stay in your own home with your most beloved person." ”
"Door master, even if you can escape from the palace with your mother and live in seclusion in the mountains today, but Yourong is still young, you and Miss Qiu will have children in the future, is it possible to let your children and grandchildren live in seclusion in the mountains forever?" ”
"This is true, it's just that where is the power so easy to get?" For so many years, this is the first time Su Yiming has talked about this issue, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "In the past, for this power, no matter how much I paid, I felt at ease, and even played with the woman I never liked, and I didn't think there was anything wrong with it." But now, when I think of having to deal with Leng Kunyang for the sake of the throne, this seat feels cold. If Qiu Er knows the truth in the future, will she look down on this seat? Will she still stay by this seat?"
"Door master, what do you want to say, what is going on?" Listening to Su Yiming's faint words, Xiaobai intuitively felt that something was wrong, his mind was spinning rapidly, thinking about Su Yiming's outfit today, such a gorgeous peerless, such a sentient being, is it?
"Xiaobai, this seat now doubts that it is wrong for this seat to enter the palace like this today?" Su Yiming lowered his head, his eyelashes covered his slightly closed eyes, so that people could not see the love in his eyes, but his clenched fists still revealed the secret in his heart, "As soon as this seat appears like this, will Leng Kunyang redouble his torture of his mother?
"Door master, do you mean ......" Xiao Bai was startled, a terrible thought flashed in his mind, and then he quickly shook his head and denied it, impossible, although Leng Kunyang is lustful, he is not so shameless as to be like this, right? No matter how charming the door master is, he is also a man!
"Xiaobai, you didn't guess wrong, this seat is dressed up like that today, I wanted him to know that although the facial features of this seat and my mother are similar, but I am not a kind of person in my bones at all, this seat does not have the elegance and nobility of my mother, what I have in this seat is just an evil charm, and this seat shows a very different temperament from my mother. This seat told the life story that his father-in-law made up for this seat back then, and wanted him to understand that this seat could not be the son of Yan Guifei at all. I can't know if he believes it, but I see Hongguoguo in his eyes, and I see shameless thoughts......" Su Yiming's voice became more and more erratic.
"Leng Kunyang is simply not human!" Xiao Bai's face turned red instantly, he finally understood why Su Yiming was entangled. Before he met Miss Qiu, for revenge, for the imperial power, and for the throne, Su Yiming never minded dealing with all kinds of women, and if it was really necessary, he would not shirk rolling the sheets with women.
However, Leng Kunyang is a man, he actually thinks about Su Yiming, even if Su Yiming looks difficult to distinguish between male and female, even a man can't help but feel his heart beating for him, but as a bloody man, Xiao Xiang is another man, and he is possessed by other men, not to mention that Su Yiming can't stand it, and any man may not be able to stand it.
"This seat has long been innocent, but since I met Qiu Er, this seat has always been clean and self-conscious, hoping to marry her cleanly. But today, in the face of Leng Kunyang, this seat suddenly felt very shameless. I knew who he was, but I deliberately dressed up in that way and showed him my most evil side, and I was clearly expecting to charm him, wasn't it?"
Su Yiming laughed at himself while drinking, Xiaobai wanted to say something, but he felt that his throat was dry and he couldn't seem to say anything.
From the moment he promised Leng Yuchen to come to the Khmer capital with him, this seat actually knew very well that the ultimate purpose of doing this was to get close to Leng Kunyang. But Leng Kunyang is suspicious by nature, how easy is it to get his complete trust? This seat may have a hard time doing this, but using himself as a bait to charm Leng Kunyang also feels ashamed in his heart. For a moment, his undisguised frenzy made him want to back down, because he suddenly felt that this madman was not necessarily in control. If one day, he really has evil thoughts, what will happen to this seat?"
Actually, why hasn't he had any evil thoughts today? It's just that because of the first meeting, it is inconvenient for him to directly show his disgusting thoughts. But I can imagine how my mother will be tortured by him today, and the fire lit by this seat will finally burn the mother who this seat keeps saying to protect! This seat really hates himself!"
Su Yiming chattered, and only when she was drunk could she tell the pain in her heart. Xiaobai wanted to persuade, but he didn't know how. Is it wrong to say that he is wrong? However, in the face of such a powerful Leng Kunyang, what better way for Su Yiming to win his trust than that? With only medical skills and pills, Leng Kunyang would not be able to pay attention to him at all, and he would even destroy him because of Leng Yuchen's secret. Knowing that if you continue like this, you will likely put your innocence into it, do you give up revenge?
Xiaobai's mind was also very messy, until Su Yiming was drunk, he didn't say a word, just wrote a letter, summoned the spirit beast, and asked it to send it out
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