Chapter 3: A New Beginning

The relentless 5:50 alarm clock lifted my eyelids and woke me alive from my morning dreams. I covered my ears with my hands and curled up in pain as I hid under the covers. What kind of cruel world is this, at 5:50, the rooster doesn't fight, and the sun hasn't climbed up yet, why should I get up! In particular, I haven't gotten up so early for more than ten years, and my heart is a little overwhelmed for a while. The heinous test-taking education has seriously affected my physical and mental development, deprived me of sleep, and prevented me from growing up healthily. Otherwise, I would have grown to 165 a long time ago. What kind of creatures are high school students, can they stand the pain of waking up early?

I can't stand a 30-year-old strong woman, how did a group of children suffer from their small bodies.

"Are you going to put an egg in the quilt? Not up yet! It's almost six o'clock! If you don't go out again, be careful that your dad scolds you to death! ”

"Go to school, what to go to, what's the use, it's not like I haven't gone to school, I won't go." My head was still under the covers, half-asleep and half-awake talking nonsense.

As a result, I was picked up and pulled out like a chick by my mother.

By the time I was conscious, I was already on my way to school. I don't even remember how I washed my face, brushed my teeth, and got dressed. I had an extra piece of blue on my arm, and although I had no evidence, I suspected my mother had pinched it.

I slyly looked at all the students passing by on the side of the road, especially the girls. Sure enough, they are still high school girls who are charming, why are they so arrogant and beautiful, just like the kind of irises that bloom wantonly with their youth, bright red, fiery, and delicate. And the girls I have seen so far in college are really a little less interesting in comparison, not because of how ugly the foundation is, but they can only be called ordinary and monotonous. Maybe it's because the girls who can go to a good university are all smoothed out by academic pressure, and their hearts are desperately trying to dress up. When I was in high school, I was dressed as plainly, and I was definitely not an outstanding girl.

Thinking of this, I pulled out the lip gloss in my pocket and wiped it on my mouth.

When I walked to the school, I unexpectedly met Li Wenling, who walked very slowly, but with big steps.

I was about to pretend not to know and slip over, but I didn't expect him to stop me: "Yuan Wenqian." ”

My eyes widened: "How do you know mine?" Have you crossed over too? ”

His sharp lips pursed into a rare smile.

Then I remembered him at the age of 30. To be honest, there is a big difference between him at the age of 17 and later, maybe I don't know what he was like before, when I saw him yesterday, that strangeness made me feel that he was not a person at all, and I couldn't believe that this person was my husband who had been sleeping with me for a year. The rare look he gave me finally made me feel a little familiar.

"I asked someone else. I didn't know you before, but now I know you, I'm Li Yunling from Class 5. ”

"Yes, I'm sure I know."

"Poof..... So how do you know about me, oh, from the future. His deep voice didn't rise or fall, and if I hadn't known him, I would have thought he was talking serious nonsense instead of telling a bad joke.

"Ahem.... Haha, maybe."

"You're such a weird girl." He looked down at me.

I looked up at him and smiled embarrassedly.

As a result, he smiled at me too, and the pear vortex was shallow, and his indifferent face showed warmth. Although he often smiled at me after marriage, there was still a big difference between him at the age of 30 and him at the age of 17, and I didn't feel that they were completely alone.

It was the first time I had seen such a good-looking teenager smile at me, and I was a little stunned.

In the sparse shadow of the camphor tree, it is us who walk side by side. In high school, I was ordinary, cowardly, and had low self-esteem, because I was too afraid of what others would say about me, and I never thought that I could walk side by side with boys, let alone have any intersection with a man like him. Who would have thought that more than ten years later, he would become my husband.

We chatted without a word as we walked.

"By the way, you are from Class 4, and my girlfriend is also from Class 4, Zhang Churan, you should know each other."

I was still immersed in the sweetness, and I was suddenly poured a basin of cold water, and I shivered all over.

God, blame me, blame me, I haven't quite remembered the high school gossip. Zhang Churan, the school flower goddess I envied and hated in high school, this temperamental beauty with long hair and fluttering hair, is Li Yunling's genuine girlfriend. At that time, the two of them were well-known fairy couples in high school.

Li Yunling: This is not cheating? Well, I can't seem to say that, after all, at this time, I don't even count a green onion.

I pursed my lips, and though I was filled with grief and anger, I didn't squeak.

"Yuan Wenqian! 3 minutes to go! If you're late again this month, you'll crouch outside and endorse it! Qin Shen's angry face was facing me.

Today is his duty, specifically to catch people who are late. I realized that we had all walked to the door of the classroom.

"Here, you can go in. Let's study in the morning, don't be late. Li Yunling waved his hand, "See you next time." ”

Li Yunling and Qin Shen glanced at each other before leaving, and the two of them were expressionless to each other.

"How did you end up going to school with Li Yunling?" I walked into the door with one foot, and Qin Shen pulled me back with my schoolbag.

"Let go, I'm going to be late, hurry up."

"Say." Qin Shen asked.

"Well, I just happened to bump into it, nothing."

"His girlfriend is in our class, Zhang Churan, you don't know it, right?"

I didn't ask Li Yunling about his relationship status, why Qin Shen suddenly said such a heartless sentence.

"I don't care, you let me in."

Dingding........ The bell rings for the morning self-study

Qin Shen pulled my schoolbag back harder, and then let go suddenly, and my whole body staggered in, almost falling to the ground.

Why is Qin Shen still so annoying, he hasn't changed at all from my impression, always teasing me. Why do I miss him so much, my tears are all in vain?

In the emotionless endorsement, I wanted to close my eyes and go back to the cage many times, but the hateful Qin Shen poked me up again and again with a teaching stick. This abusive guy! Obviously, he is the one who is the most disobedient. In my memory, although I was dirty and ugly in high school, I was the undisputed number one who was dedicated to learning! As for Qin Shen, his grades in the first and second years of high school were a mess, although everyone said that he was a school bully, but, to put it bluntly, in my opinion, he was a gangster. Originally, in high school, I was very resistant to contact with boys, and I avoided bad students like him. When I was a freshman in high school, there was an exam, he sat behind me, poked me with a pencil and asked me to copy the paper for him, I was so scared, his name was like thunder, I was afraid of being taught by him in private, so I could only lean sideways and expose the paper to him. After the exam, he and a few buddies surrounded me in the corridor, and I was so scared that I was about to cry, but I didn't expect him to pat me on the shoulder very heroically, saying that he thanked me for my great kindness and thought I was righteous enough. Later, when it was time to divide the class, although his grades were not good, it was said that he had a strong family relationship, so he and I were assigned to the same class, and we became classmates. Since I had the best grades, he would ask me to copy my homework every day, and we became friends after a while, and I could say that I was the only male friend in high school (I regarded Chen Junjie as a sister).

Finally after morning self-study, I was already a hungry jackal, and I was about to rush to the cafeteria, when a few shrill female voices sounded next to me: "Some people, they just don't know how to be honest, they just hugged Qin Shen a few days ago, and they left with Li Yunling this morning, hooking up with this and that every day, and they don't look in the mirror to see what they look like." ”

"Can the school grass look at her, people won't look at her like this, but their girlfriend is Zhang Churan."

"The nerd is crazy, you ignore her, be careful that she also picks up."

Wang Shuya and Liu Yun let out a contemptuous laugh and deliberately raised their voices, which I estimated everyone in the classroom could hear.

The two of them have been bullying and squeezing me out in high school, giving me all kinds of ugly nicknames, sarcastically mocking me for all kinds of things, which made me feel extremely inferior at the beginning, and I have always wondered if I was doing something wrong and whether I was just as bad as they said. Later, I dreamed back many times in the middle of the night, dreaming of the bullying they had done to me in high school, and I would be scared into a cold sweat, and I would breathe a sigh of relief when I woke up.

At that time, I was afraid of appearing in front of the public, for fear that any of my actions would be distorted. Every time I walked, I kept my head down, letting the thick bangs block my eyes, not wanting anyone to see me and notice my presence. I thought I would be able to get through this as long as I focused on my studies and didn't pay attention to the harm they were doing to me. Later I found out that I was wrong, that running away was not the solution, and that running away would only make them worse.

This time, I won't let go of their unwarranted malice so easily.

I turned my head and said confidently, "Shut up!" What right do you have to accuse me? What's the matter with you, do you know how much your words can affect a 17-year-old? Do you know that you will be the shadow of someone else's life? Do you lack virtue in doing this kind of bullying of others, you will bully weak people, you don't dare to squeak when you see a fierce person, don't find any other reason, I have never sinned against you, you just look at me unpleasantly, but it's not my fault, I just have better grades than you, and I look better than you, what? If you can't compare to me, you want to destroy me? I paused, "I'm going to be much better off than you in the future, like you moths, I will delete your resumes when I choose employees." ”

"You slut!"

Years of accumulated hatred burst over my head and shattered my sanity.

I rushed forward and slapped it in the face. My own hands hurt when I was straining.

I thought that Wang Shuya would beat me back, but I didn't expect her to cry loudly. She didn't fight back, she was really a guy who bullied the soft and was afraid of the hard.

"Crying, crying, crying, crying, noisy, I warn you, don't sue the teacher, otherwise I will tell the teacher what you scolded me before and forced me to drink a drink with chalk ash."

I glared at her viciously, without mercy.

Liu Yun pulled Wang Shuya, who was crying, out, muttering in her mouth. I don't know if they went to sue the teacher, but I don't care anyway, who is afraid of whom.

"How did you become like this, although they bullied you wrongly before, but how can you start beating people?" The squad leader called me out to talk, he was wearing big black-rimmed glasses, staring at me incredulously, and I felt that his little eyes were about to come out. "You've been coming out and going out every day lately, what's wrong? I have the impression that you have always been very gentle. ”

"What's the use of politeness? What's the use of forbearance, am I doing something wrong? "I gave the squad leader a blank look, and let him go to me in pain.

I really felt extremely happy in my heart, and it turned out that it was not scary to face what I was afraid of.

"I think you've become interesting" Qin Shen came out of nowhere and patted me on the shoulder from behind. "You've really looked like another person lately, and I can't even recognize you, and I suspect you've really crossed over."

"Come on, don't be sarcastic about me, I don't know what to do if I make so many troubles, if the teacher finds out, I'll be in trouble." I'm puffed up.

"No, I really didn't mean that, I think you've changed, meaning, the kind that has become better." Qin Shen looked straight at me, "What's wrong with being known by the teacher, afraid of them?" Besides, I think you're doing a pretty good job. ”

"Really?"

"Absolutely." Qin Shen laughed heartily, clearly revealing a neat row of teeth. "Okay, this warrior, are you tired of beating people, let's go have breakfast together to replenish our energy?"

"886" I said and ran away.

"You dead girl, wait for me."

Qin Shen and Yuan Wenqian ran around the campus after me, their youthful figures and laughter were full of vitality, which was the appearance of a teenager only.