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The shrine maiden of Hakurei is here.
With a glimmer of hope, with a plea, she sent a plea to her friend, asking him to help her.!c66c%
Su Daizhi - Please, please.
In the depths of the Great Library, the visiting shrine maiden knelt down in front of the nerd, but her salutation made the nerd's chest ache.
As a friend, he had tried countless times to correct the girl's name for himself, but now such a title had caused a huge rift between the two of them.
Nerds and Reimu.
One sat on a chair and one knelt on the ground.
One overdone, one on the floor.
One ignored the girl who looked directly at the pleading, and the other could only bow his head and plead with the boy.
One clearly wanted to help the girl, but lost even the power to help.
A person who obviously wants to reconcile the relationship and wants to apologize, but the important person is entangled by the mutation, and her head can't think of a way at all.
A calm voice came from the boy's mouth.
Reimu, you don't have to do this, that, you should know too, actually, I lost my strength and couldn't do anything...... I can't help.
A dignified nerd with a calm expression that didn't change, but his words revealed the weakness in his heart.
Yes?
Reimu raised his head suddenly, but found that the nerd's body, whether it was spiritual power or magic power, did not lodge, it was only poor and weak in the past, less than ordinary humans, but, at least, it still existed.
It is true that the nerd cannot perceive the existence of the slightest alien energy from the nerd's body, and the condensed qi in the body is quickly lost.
The nerd has no power at all.
However, that, substitute stop...... I would like to please...... Yes............
What else can I do now? What else can I do for you now? I can't even leave the Red Devil Pavilion, I'm as weak and powerless as the inhabitants of the people who are afraid of the monsters that appear on the beast path.
I can't even fly, in order to hide the Red Devil Pavilion, move from the shore of the Lake of Fog to the Lake of Fog, and use the fog of the Lake of Fog to hide, the island where the Red Devil Pavilion is located is now one or two hundred meters away from the nearest shore, and it is a distance of one or two hundred meters for the past to just leap lightly.
And without the magic power, you can't even fight the cold, and the icy water of the Lake of Mist will make the nerd's body temperature drop to the point where the nerd's blood freezes and the muscles freeze.
The current nerds can't even leave the island where the Red Devil Pavilion is located.
The current nerds can't even fight against the monsters that appear on the beast path.
Nerds nowadays are out of breath even if they throw their fists a thousand times.
The current nerds can't even perform the most basic magic.
Now the nerds can't even respond to the expectations of their important friends.
What do you want me to do? Reimu, if I could help, I would have helped.
It's-
It's because she's a nerd who can help.,Reimu, who believes so much,It's gradually impossible to stand Sakura's hiding the truth.,Showing a reluctant smile to herself.,She wants to protect that smile.,But,It's just that she can't do it alone.。
So what appears in my mind is my most important friend.
Substitute stop, I, I ......
The friend who wants to believe can't do anything at this time, the person who wants to ask for help can't do anything at this time, and the person who wants to apologize can't make up the distance at this time.
I'm sorry, that, I left first.
She couldn't continue to ask for a nerd like this, she didn't want to hurt the nerd because of her own request, she was too dependent on this friend.
And this friend just loves them too much, and many times the pain is hidden in the bottom of his heart.
Many times he has been trying to bear the grief, but now, he has lost his strength, but if he continues to ask, he will definitely do anything to help.
Involved in paranormal mutations at a level below that of an ordinary person.
The figure of the boy who was involved in [Anomaly] and was impaled by those sharp thorns came to mind.
Her expression suddenly became very ugly, and she dreamed and bowed to the nerd.
Sorry I bothered.
Reimu Hakurei, who left, with a very heavy heart, after her figure disappeared from the front of the nerd and left the large library.
The nerd's right fist slammed into the desk, and the stinging pain of the right hand spread to his brain in an instant, and the nerd gritted his teeth and endured such a sharp pain, he really wanted to help Hakuri Reimu.
It's not just about saving the relationship between the two and eliminating that last interval.
I also hope that the shrine maiden who is burdened with the fate of Hakuri can really show a smile every day.
But, but, why would you be so useless yourself!!
Why!Why am I such a useless thing!!
Continue to smash the table with his injured right fist, hoping to use the sting pain of his injury to dispel the ambiguous pain in his heart and dispel the pain of weakness.
Damn, damn it!!
I finally wanted to help Hakuri Reimu, I wanted to solve the mutation, and I finally mustered up the courage to do it, why did I become such a waste again.
I vented my feelings in the big library.
Nerds are in a lot of pain.
Damn, damn it!!
I can't even respond to my friend's request for help.,Weak self.,At this time, stepping on the beast road.,Facing those attacking monsters.,Even a little uneasy.。
With no magic, no spiritual power, no strength, and even the weakest goblin can cause considerable trauma to nerds, how can such a self be involved in extraordinary mutations?
The nerd is painfully venting such painful feelings.
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Sorry, but I bothered, I didn't know that I had lost my power.
Reimu's expression was very sad, but her only hope was interrupted at this time, and she didn't know what to do and what to do in front of her.
Patchouli nodded.
I'm sorry, Reimu, I'm in a very sad mood right now, so we're really powerless, and besides, it's better to change your name back, because that's a manifestation of the distance between you and Daizhi.
How can I be so brazen as I call him that?
Approach when you need it, and escape when you don't need it, how can you continue to be a nerd friend with such a brazen self?
With a self-deprecating smile, Hakurei's shrine maiden was just as painful, and she wanted to call a nerd like that.
However, the distance between her and the nerd is now separated by a very slight crack, and it is this crack that neither the nerd nor Hakuri Reimu dare to step on.
They didn't have the courage to know if there was an empty abyss beneath the crack.
It's a hole with infinite gravity that keeps dragging nerds down.
So, I'm gone.
Floating gently, unbound by any force, she flew into the air.
But, nerd, can't do it.
What about becoming an ordinary person again, no, a nerd who has completely lost even the opportunity to gain power under ordinary people?
Turning her head and looking at the scenery inside the Red Devil Pavilion, Pacher looked at the distant Hakuri Reimu and sighed faintly.
Back to the big picture nerd is flipping through the book, but Patchouli knows that the nerd must be in pain, as if he has already vented his feelings.
Substitution –
To support such a person is to work as a wife, trust him, support him, and silently encourage him.
Ahh......h Now two people, that, Patsy.
The nerd addressed Pache in a somewhat sweet way, but it didn't make Patchouli happy at all.
Take your right hand out.
What's wrong?
The fact that her gaze was a little offset, and she couldn't meet her eyes, proved Patchouli's guess even more, no, it was not so much speculation as it was to deduce the facts, because Patchouli knew nerds too well.
Unable to help his most important friend, and taking all the blame on himself, nerds are such people.
Under that calm and smiling face, there is a heavy love, which is why it is painful.
Walking up to the nerd's side, he pulled the nerd's right hand despite the nerd's resistance, and the nerd frowned at the stinging nerd, which was a right hand covered with traces.
A nerd who has lost even his ability to heal himself.
You......
Patchouli couldn't help but sigh, the nerd who would blame herself for this was the person she liked and the object of her love.
Gently placed on his body, the healing magic emanating from the hands that held the right hand.
I'm sorry, Patsy......
Want to help Reimu?
Yes, I really want to help my important friend, I have failed, so it caused such a chain of things, if I was ...... Not so useless words...... Not so ............
The way the nerd blamed herself made Patchouli's heart ache and she hugged him harder.
It's not your fault, stop, don't be sad......
I......
If he could, the nerd really wanted to help Hakuri Reimu now, but how could he have the power, he couldn't even leave this island, and even set foot on the beast path would probably die in it the next moment.
Even if it arrives at Hakurei Reimu, it will take at least half a day, so what can such a weak self help and what else can he do?
Don't be funny, you don't have any strength at all.
Alright, alright, if you're sad, let's sleep together tonight, and we'll share your pain.
Negation...... Fear...... Hate...... Anger...... Hate......
Negative feelings for oneself breed in the nerd's heart, denial of oneself, fear of one's own weakness, hatred of one's own weakness, anger and hatred.
Nerds are perfect for dark magic.
Although his combat style is dignified, it is completely different from Dai's sunny personality, the kind of super-self-centered willful and reckless character, Dell is more suitable for dignified tactics than nerds.
Nerd, calm, and extreme selflessness are better suited to dark magic.
Often annoyed alone, and a little gray when alone, nerds are more suitable for darkness than light, so the biggest skill developed in chaos mode is the essence of the dark technique.
Even the wind can see the absolute darkness that Yuxiang can fight.,Ignore all the strength and weakness of the other party.,Accept all and return them all.。
Chaos mode is strong, but nerds are weak.
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The night came quickly, and Sakura sneaked out again, using the body of Yui to fight the black beasts that appeared in the night forest.
The nerd in his pajamas after bathing was lying in the futon, and he had no way to intervene at all, and the power that had been taken away did not know where to get it back.
Pache in a nightdress entered the bedroom with a red-faced little devil and an equally red-faced Mistia into the bedroom, merging the two futons together, and the four of them crowded in a row.
Pache even closed her eyes and turned sideways.
Well, Patchouli-sama, what's going on?
Through the little devil, the nerd asked Patchouli.
Hmm, because I'm in a bad mood, I've asked everyone to come to bed.
Belch?
The nerd who turned around and looked in the direction of Pache found that the little devil who was holding his chest was full of red face and a tearful expression, and then he was very speechless, and then turned around again, and then looked at Misty on the other side, staring at himself with a more pitiful expression, which made the nerd extremely helpless.
Who's going to be able to sleep like this!!
On the right is the little devil, on the right is Patchouli, and on the left is Mistya.
No matter which one it is,It's the object that nerds want to cherish.,Because of special circumstances, Hina Keyyama can't leave Monster Mountain.,But,But how to say.,What is this situation called right now!!
Woo –
Both the little devil and Misty were mentally prepared, they all knew that the nerd was hurt at this time, so they were all prepared, even if those things happened tonight, they had expectations and were willing.
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However, for nerds, it's no less than the pain of not being able to help Reimu.
The love for Mistea, coupled with the fact that the nerd himself is a more traditional person, can't make a move on Misty who is the size of a young girl, but if he shoots at the little devil and Pache in front of Mistea, it will definitely hurt Mistea.
Patchouli's kindness is nothing short of torture for nerds.
The demon on the right is full of charm, and the young girl on the left breeds a sense of betrayal.
The nerd lay straight with his body tensed, closed his eyes and chanted a calm mantra.
(I'm not a young girl, I'm not a lolico, I'm not a young girl, I'm not a lolico, I'm not a young girl, I'm not a lolico!)
(Demon Retreat, Lust Retreat, Demon Retreat, Lust Retreat, Demon Retreat, Lust Retreat!)
............ This night, the nerd completely lost sleep.
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