Chapter 122: It's not bad
"The Queen's Mother...... Don't fall in love with the emperor, otherwise you will end up like me, even if you fall to this, there will still be that person in your heart, but that person only loved me for a short time! ”
Concubine Yu has dedicated all her life to love, but the life she gets is forever in her own world.
Feng Lingyu didn't know if he was awake or confused at the moment, she looked at her blankly, and gently grabbed her hand, "You don't want to be immersed in one thing, sometimes let yourself go, you can get more."
Love is inherently unattainable, and if you meet and enjoy the moment, then you must love yourself! ”
Concubine Yu looked at the fire in front of her, tears rolled in the corners of her eyes, and her delicate face was full of sadness at this time, "He is all I have, but I am only one of his many women."
I'm no different from the others, it's just that he's tired of other people and he's making fun of me!
I'm just not reconciled...... If he didn't really love each other, why would he say so many vows! ”
Although many years have passed, and the first emperor has passed away, this woman still clearly remembers the bits and pieces between them.
This memory would not exist if even this woman was forgotten, in this era of self-care, no one will care what happens to you, perhaps it is precisely because of the depression in her heart that she has nowhere to find it, so she has become what she is now.
"But the person you love is dead, and he is only living in your memory.
Jade Guifei...... The past is like a passing cloud, there is really no need to continue to dwell on it! ”
Feng Lingyu said and pulled her hand and said with a faint smile, "In the next few days, you should live for yourself, you don't have to worry, as long as I am here, I won't worry about eating and drinking!" ”
The girl's words are very simple, and in this era, eating and drinking enough is the greatest happiness.
Instead of engaging in those love and love things all day long, it is better to engage in some practicality and solve your own food and clothing problems, in order to improve happiness, as for feelings, they are the spices of life.
The two of them joined the crazy girls, and everyone sang and danced, so uncomfortable, which also attracted the guards at the door.
The two of them sneakily lay on the door, trying to see through the crack in the door to see what was going on inside, but it was so dark that they couldn't hear anything, only the noise of the noise.
"There are a few crazy people living next door, they were all stimulated to become the ghosts they are now, there is no need to deal with them!"
"I listen to them singing and dancing, and sometimes I really envy them, and I don't know anything when I'm crazy.
It's not like our brothers...... It's really unlucky to stay in this gloomy place in the cold palace at night! ”
The two guards looked nervously at the left and right, and the two of them would be so frightened that they stood up with goosebumps in a gust of wind, and they were going to die at both ends of the cold palace in three days.
And the dead will not be resettled, at most wrapped in a straw mat and thrown into the back mountain, or thrown into a pond or a dry well.
There are a lot of unjust souls living in this place, and no one usually wants to stay here, if it weren't for the emperor's order to stay here, the two of them would definitely not want to stay here, let alone pass by here.
At this time, there was a cat's meow in the yard, and the two of them felt even more terrifying after hearing it.
"I heard that cats are all guides in the underworld, so something is going to happen, right?"
The tall guard looked at the fat guard beside him and asked nervously.
"How is it possible, you don't talk nonsense here, you usually tell you to listen less to ghost stories, listen to less ghost stories, you just don't listen.
Although this cold palace is infiltrating, I have never heard of haunting! ”
The fat guard faintly smelled the smell of meat in the wind, pestering him to swallow his saliva, he was not in the mood to care whether he was in the mood to be a ghost or not, he was very hungry now.
"Do you smell a very strong smell of meat?"
The fat guard couldn't stand at all with his legs shaking, so he found a step and sat down, "No one has changed shifts with the two of us at such a late hour."
Otherwise, the two of us will go find something to eat and come back later, and these crazy people won't be able to make any waves anyway! ”
"I think you're hungry! How do you know how to eat, the emperor ordered, let the two of us stay here.
If something really happens to the queen, the two of us won't be able to eat and walk around! ”
The tall man was obviously not in the mood to eat, and he just felt a little scared when he squatted here, and he was looking around sneakily.
At this time, he felt a cat's meow from behind him, and he turned back sharply into the night, the white cat's eyes were glowing, and the tall man was frightened and screamed, "There are monsters ......."
Fat was frightened by him, looked around nervously, and fixed his eyes to see that this was the white cat that the queen mother held in her arms during the day.
"Don't talk nonsense there, that's a monster, isn't that a cat? That's the queen's cat! ”
"I've been afraid of this thing since I was a child, otherwise the two of us will kill him, screaming here all day long, annoying to death!"
The tall guard felt that the cat could not be kept, and wanted to open the door to kill the cat, but was stopped by the fat man, "It's a cat, what are you doing with it, let's go, let's go, find meat to eat!" ”
The two of them hooked their shoulders and finally left the door, in the middle of the night, the people in the harem basically rested, and no one looked at their little brothers, and no one would find out when they went out for a walk and came back.
Not long after the two of them left, Baili Qingchen sneakily walked over in the costume of a little eunuch, and found that there were no guards at the door, and he was very angry.
The dog minions didn't take his words seriously, he held back his anger, and then quietly pushed the door open and walked in.
After searching around the house and finding no one, he followed the noise to the backyard, and found his queen mother singing and dancing with a group of crazy people.
It seems that the events of the past few days have not made the other party feel any trouble, looking at her eyebrows and smiling, Baili Qingchen is much more relieved.
At first, I was afraid that this girl would not be used to staying here, but I wanted to come and have a look, and it seemed that people had returned to their parents' home.
A group of people played late, and the party didn't end until the crazy girls were tired.
Feng Lingyu drank some wine and swayed back to her room with the support of sunflowers.
Baili Qingchen hid behind the screen, and when he could go out the next day, he walked out from behind the screen.
Feng Lingyu sat at the table, drinking tea cup after cup, just a little bit of wine, not drunk.
saw the current appearance of those concubines, and thought that if he really fell into this relationship, maybe it would be a portrayal of himself in the future, and his heart was terrible.
The man's deep voice sounded above her head, and the frightened girl's hand shook and she almost dropped the cup.