Chapter 20 Man is like dust
Xiao Yue held the petal between his fingers and looked at it for a long time, this small, white, and transparent petal carried a person's oath. He smiled, is there really anything in this world that will not change?
People are like mayflies, dreaming of life and dying, and people are like dust, humble and insignificant.
But Xiaoyue believes in the streamer, he hopes that someone can break this rule, and he wants to see what it means in his eyes to be unchanged.
Streamer is such an interesting person, he thought.
He used a small notebook to tuck the petals inside, closed the notebook, patted the cover of the small notebook, and carefully placed it in the drawer.
Speaking of that apple, it was also when Xiaoyue was seven years old, isn't it just that he is jealous of others, sometimes a little more talent than others will become a reason for being jealous, even if he has never done anything wrong, others will always find all kinds of ways to poison you.
The human heart is too fragile.
However, others poison you, but you still don't want to poison others, revenge is something that can't be done, there is always a boundary called kindness in your heart that restricts you, you see, revenge will not be revenge, and your heart is soft, how can you become a great tool.
Xiaoyue always felt that he was too weak and too easy to bully, and the head always said to Xiaoyue: "It's good for you to do this." ”
That's right! I'm good like this, I can't change myself, I never have the courage, so I just hold my tail and be a man, I won't show my talent in front of people, and I won't say too much, and even sometimes he will deliberately do something wrong, others think it's good to think they're stupid, he looks at others laughing at him, and his heart is also a little proud, after all, he was deceived, but those people still don't know.
If you do the same thing as others, isn't that the same as others? He couldn't.
He walked slowly to the pavilion in the courtyard, where he leaned back on a wooden chair and looked at the crooked moon with his head in his fist.
"Ahh Today's moon isn't round at all! He sighed softly.
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Lu Shengsheng has rarely seen his father since he was born, and his father seems to be really busy! He never disciplined her, and sometimes she felt that if she became arrogant and naughty, maybe her father would come and look at him more! She can do it hard, she can do it badly, but Daddy never cares about her!
Daddy has always wanted to rule the martial arts, maybe every man will have a dream of dominating the martial arts in his heart! Even if she is sick and dying, her father will not come to see her, and A-Niang is a weak woman, I don't know why A-Niang would marry her father.
Ah Niang would always say to her: "Ah Sheng, you have to be good!" We orphans and widows are already dependent on each other, and no one will protect us, so we can't let others laugh at us. ”
"Daddy is a man, why can't he protect us?"
"Your dad has too many things to do, and he won't take care of us."
"Why? I'm going to go to Daddy and ask for an answer! ”
"Don't go! If you go, it's like I never gave birth to your daughter! ”
"A-Niang~"
Ah Niang will show a sad expression on her face whenever this happens, and Lu Shengsheng will obediently stay in Ah Niang's arms, quietly, she hopes that everything is unhappy can sink quietly.
Now Lu Shengsheng understands a lot, his father was originally a doorless, helpless swordsman, and later married A-Niang, more precisely, he became a wealthy person, not long after his father entered the school, his grandfather died of illness, and his father inherited the position of the head of the family.
Could it be that my father married A-Niang in order to get the position of the head of the sect, those who talk nonsense in the sect were either pulled out of their tongues or killed, Lu Shengsheng saw it in his eyes, if it wasn't for his weak heart, how could he do these heinous things.
She has lived for more than ten years, and the most satisfying thing for her father is the marriage with the big disciple of the firmament sect, as if the sect has become more glorious since then, so let her marry someone she has never seen before, she is just a pawn of her father.
If you rebel against your father's orders, will you be like those in the sect, your tongue will be plucked out and killed?
That day, Lu Shengsheng cut down the things in the room again, and Senior Sister Chuqing came to see her.
"Sheng'er, what's wrong with you?" Senior Sister looked at the mess of wood fragments in the room, sighed, and said.
"Just getting angry!"
"Your fire is even more powerful than the Iron Fan Princess of the Flaming Mountain! Look at how many times a month this is! If this continues, the Firmament Sect will be cut down by you! ”
"Senior sister likes to laugh at me!"
"Hey! You don't always make people worry! ”
"No matter how worry-free it is, there is always someone who is always so worry-free!"
"Good! Don't make a fuss! Chu Qing knew who Lu Shengsheng was talking about with peace of mind.
Lu Shengsheng is also a poor girl, others say that her daughter is her father's little lover in her previous life, and other people's fathers are afraid of melting their daughters in their mouths, and they are afraid of melting when they hold them in their hands, why is this not the case when they come to Lu Shengsheng.
Too insecure, too uncaring.
"I made your favorite lotus seed soup, it's fragrant and delicious, eat some! Maybe you'll be in a good mood after eating! ”
"Really? Get it! My sister still knows my taste! ”
"You! It's just a little gluttonous cat! Chu Qing lightly tapped Lu Shengsheng's nose with her index finger and smiled dotingly.
Eating the lotus seed soup made by the senior sister, Lu Shengsheng was appeased, and it was really delicious.
"Senior sister, do you have a man you like?" Lu Shengsheng licked the spoon and looked at Chu Qing with bright eyes.
"Yes!" Chu Qing's face was red and she smiled shyly.
"And what does he look like?" Lu Shengsheng put down the spoon in his hand and looked at Chu Qing with wide eyes curiously.
"He~ He is a very ordinary man, no jade bridle red tassels, no ring feather crown, but he is so real, his eyes are always full of light, like the brightest star in the night, shining on me, leading me, as long as he is there, I will no longer feel scared, feel lonely, and there is a full sense of security around him." After Chu Qing finished speaking, her eyes were also full of admiration.
"I haven't met the guy you're talking about, but I think he must be a good man!" Lu Shengsheng exclaimed.
"He is very ordinary and ordinary, and I will decide to leave the sect next month and live with him from now on." Hatsu Qing Road.
"But I don't want you to go, if you leave me, no one will come to make me lotus seed soup, and no one will come to coax me!" Lu Shengsheng said sadly.
"If there is another person like me, who can make lotus seed soup and coax you, then you will soon forget about me!" Chu Qing said meaningfully.
"I ...... I don't know ......" After speaking, Lu Shengsheng hugged Chu Qing with all kinds of reluctant feelings.
If people live and have to face countless partings, it is better not to meet at all.
"Good~" Chu Qing hugged Lu Shengsheng, this lonely little girl.
"Senior sister, you say, what does it feel like to like someone?" Lu Shengsheng hugged Chu Qing and asked.
"I will cry for him, I will laugh for him, and all kinds of emotions will move for him." Chu Qing said softly.
"I probably won't have this opportunity in my life!" Lu Shengsheng said.
"Maybe Shu Yiyun is that kind of person?" Chu Qing said.
"I don't know! I really don't know at all! Lu Shengsheng was a little excited, Chu Qing could feel her reluctance, but she couldn't do anything about it.
After the senior sister left, Lu Shengsheng took the pieces of wood that were chopped up by her in the courtyard and piled them up, layer after layer, she held the fire fold, and the fire fold caught fire with a light blow, she lit the wood fragments, and the little sparks at the beginning gradually turned into a raging fire, burning more and more, burning bigger and bigger, as if the hope in her heart was burned out and burned out.
Looking at the fire, she laughed like a mad patient, her voice desperate and sad.
Streamer was thinking about the daytime in the courtyard, but saw a fire in the courtyard where Lu Shengsheng lived not far away.
He thought to himself, could it be that her daytime flirting stimulated her?
He came to Lu Shengsheng's yard quickly with light skills, he didn't say a word, he immediately pulled up a bucket of water from the well, poured it on the fire, the fire was instantly controlled, he poured several buckets of water in a row, and the fire was completely extinguished at this time.
Lu Shengsheng shouted at the streamer: "What are you doing!" Stop! ”
He grabbed Lu Shengsheng's arm and shouted, "What are you doing as a crazy woman?!" If you want to burn the firmament faction, you won't be able to! If you want to burn it, go home and burn it! Don't go wild here! ”
"I want you to take care of it!" Lu Shengsheng shouted angrily.
"Looks like an undisciplined minx! Today I will discipline you well for your father! After speaking, Streamer picked up a bucket of water that had just been made and poured it on Lu Shengsheng's body viciously.
Lu Shengsheng's clothes were thin, and when he was poured like this, the lining in the thin shirt was clearly watermarked. Lu Shengsheng was already angry and unwilling, and this time he vented all his anger on Liuguang's body. Especially the undisciplined crazy girl, it is simply poking Lu Shengsheng's sore spot, which pot is not opened and which pot is mentioned, which is the current situation.
Lu Shengsheng grabbed the white arm of the streamer, bit it on it, and saw the blood flowing down the arm, and the streamer was bitten and shouted: "What a crazy woman!" What a crazy woman! ”
Lu Shengsheng didn't let go of her mouth after a long time, and there was a mouthful of blood on the corner of her mouth, she gently wiped the blood on the corner of her mouth, and forced Liuguang to ask: "Who do you say is a crazy woman!" ”
"You! You! You! It's you! Streamer looked at the tooth marks on his arm with pity, and the pain was so painful that he almost lost feeling in his arm.
"If you have the ability, you can say it again!" Lu Shengsheng said provocatively.
"You crazy woman! What else can you do! Streamer shouted.
Lu Shengsheng looked at the streamer, the corners of her mouth rose, and she smiled evilly, she stood on tiptoe and kissed the streamer's mouth with a mouth full of blood.
The streamer was stunned, he didn't know what had just happened for a while, it happened too fast for a while.
The mouth is lingering|intertwined, with the salty taste of blood, and there is something in the body that is ignited, and there is a feeling of unfinished.
Streamer thought: Is my first kiss just gone?