This night, the streamer didn't come back, Shu Yiyun touched his hot forehead, his body was sore, his clothes were covered all night, and he dried a lot, but it was still damp, he wiped his eyes, his hazy eyes suddenly became a lot clearer, the rain outside the window hit the banana leaves, and the pear blossoms on the pear blossom tree in the courtyard withered under the wind all night.

White frost and snow melt into black mud.

He didn't come back after all! Shu Yiyun chuckled in his heart, even if he knew the answer, he felt that it was fake, everything was fake.

Someone knocked on the door, "knock knock", Shu Yiyun happily stood up and opened the door, hoping to see the person he wanted to see, but unfortunately it was Xiaoyue who stood outside the door.

Xiao Yue looked at Shu Yiyun's pale face, his face was haggard, and his originally handsome appearance became withered.

"You have a bad face! And the clothes on your body are wet, why haven't you changed? Hyo-yue said worriedly.

"Ahem!" Shu Yiyun's throat was itchy and he couldn't help coughing twice.

"You're sick." Xiaoyue walked in Shu Yiyun and touched his forehead: "It's so hot!" You've got a fever! I'll go and make some medicine for you. ”

"No!" Shu Yiyun refused.

"If you do that, the streamer will be worried." Xiaoyue admonished.

"He'..... probably not!" His voice was hoarse, and his tone was filled with loss.

"What's wrong with you? How do you think so? Xiaoyue asked.

“……”

"Because of all the gossip lately?" Xiaoyue had the answer in his heart.

"......" is silence again.

"No matter what, I believe in the streamer, I believe that he will not change no matter what, you have known him for so many years, don't you still believe him?" Hyo Yue said.

"I ...... I do not know. "Endless silence, all the answers given have become all the more evident in the silence.

"I'll go and decoct some medicine for you, no matter what, please don't do anything that makes your relatives hurt and your enemies happy!" After speaking, Xiaoyue walked out of Shu Yiyun's house and went to decoction.

Shu Yiyun sat on the wooden chair and thought blankly.

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The two of them were lying next to each other on the bed, Streamer already asleep, his breathing gentle. Lu Shengsheng snuggled in Streamer's arms, she looked at Streamer's right arm that was bitten by her, after a while, those blood marks have faded, and they have scarred, this scar is so deep, it will not fade away in this life, looking at the mark she left behind, she was a little happy, just like an item with her logo printed on it.

She touched the bridge of her nose with her hand and whispered to herself, "You are mine, and you belong to me alone." ”

Streamer slowly opened his eyes and looked at Lu Shengsheng, he kissed him on the forehead, hugged her in his arms, and hugged her tighter.

"Do you love me?" Lu Shengsheng asked.

"Love!" The streamer replied.

He talks about love at the top, but in his heart he still can't figure it out, people's hearts are too complicated, so complicated that even he doesn't know what he thinks. Maybe he just wanted to carry those burdens for Shu Yiyun, so he would do this, but when Lu Shengsheng kissed him, his heart was moved, maybe he loved Lu Shengsheng again! There may be more answers that I don't know, but at least everything is going according to my plan now.

"Will you marry me, then?" Lu Shengsheng asked.

"Yes! I'll be responsible for you. Streamer said.

"Then do I still have a marriage contract with Shu Yiyun?" Lu Shengsheng asked.

"Without counting, today I will go to the master and ask the master to renounce your marriage with the senior brother." Streamer said.

"Good! I'm waiting for you to marry me! Lu Shengsheng pressed against the streamer's chest, listening to his heartbeat one after another.

"You take this hosta with you, just as a token of love between the two of us." Streamer put the hosta on Lu Shengsheng's bun and said with a smile.

"Am I good-looking?" Lu Shengsheng looked at the streamer and asked.

Streamer smiled and nodded, "Good-looking, you are the best-looking person in the world!" From now on, there will be no one in my life more beautiful than you. The streamer hugged Lu Shengsheng tighter.

At this moment, she felt warm, this warmth was a sense of security that she had never had, and it was also something she had been looking for.

Lu Shengsheng and Streamer got dressed, looking at the bits and pieces of traces on the sheets, he knew that his fate had been tied to Lu Shengsheng.

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Streamer returned to his room and changed his clothes, so that no trace could be seen, he dressed up and walked to Shu Yiyun's house, but he never thought that Shu Yiyun would fall ill.

Shu Yiyun looked at the streamer's eyes, and the once bright eyes seemed to have changed, as if there was a layer of gray in his eyes.

"What's wrong?" Streamer helped Shu Yiyun change the handkerchief on his forehead.

Shu Yiyun smiled faintly: "It's okay, it's just that I got a cold last night and I've already taken medicine, and I'm fine." ”

"Really? I'll ask someone to take a look at it for you. Streamer said anxiously.

"No need, Xiaoyue has already seen it for me." Shu Yiyun grabbed the corner of the streamer's long sleeves and said.

Streamer slowly turned around: "Okay! I still believe in his medical skills. ”

"Master is planning to handle my marriage to Lu Shengsheng early next month!" Shu Yiyun said.

Streamer's face changed, and the whole person stiffened there, and he didn't react for a while.

"Senior brother wants to marry Lu Shengsheng?" The streamer still barely squeezed a smile out of his ugly face.

"That's right! This is my destiny and I will accept it. Shu Yiyun's pale face smiled faintly.

"Do you love her?" Streamer asked, his eyes didn't dare to look at Shu Yiyun, he was afraid that he would see a trace of sadness in his eyes.

"If you don't love, how can you love someone you've never met! But I think I'll love her in the future. Shu Yiyun said, in fact, he wanted to hear the streamer say a word of disagreement, even if it was a "no" word, he would definitely give up this marriage contract.

"Will you bless me, then?" Shu Yiyun asked.

"Yes! Senior brother's wedding, how could I not bless it! "Every word is like a sharp knife, a knife pierced his own heart, it turns out that it is his own wishful thinking to do so much.

He smiled, and this smile convinced him, deceiving himself has always been his best thing.

Streamer walked to the side of the cliff, looking at the winding mountain road under the cliff and not knowing where to go, he was a little confused, a strong pine tree beside him, he punched two punches and three punches on it, the lines of the pine tree were uneven, rubbing on the back of his hand, and the warm blood flowed down little by little, and he kept beating until the green tendons on his arms protruded, until the flesh and blood were blurred, and he was exhausted, and he sat down on the ground, already in tears.

He jumped on the clear river, the dragonfly touched the water, he dissipated the internal force of his whole body, and more than a dozen water columns exploded on the surface of the water, flying down.

I'm tired, I'm tired, and the pain in my heart seems to be better.

Streamer didn't go to ask the master to break the marriage contract, he couldn't do what he said, he was a coward.

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Lu Shengsheng waited for a long time, but he didn't wait for him to come to him, he must have abandoned her, she thought, all men in the world are unkind, and she is just one of the people who have met unkindness, and her father has urged her to return to the sect to prepare for her marriage with Shu Yiyun in the past two days.

She asked her father to know: "Even if the streamer wins the swordsmanship competition, Xuan Chenzi will not pass on the position of head to him, my father is a person who loves power like his life, how can he let himself marry him!" ”

But she still doesn't give up, a little sad, but she doesn't care about sadness at all, if you are sad a lot, you will find that sadness is not a big deal, numbness, there is no big deal.

It's just that she is a little unwilling in her heart, she doesn't believe that she really paid wrong, she doesn't believe that Streamer is such a person.

In the end, she still picked up the pen and wrote a letter, which was handed to the senior sister and asked her to help her hand it over to the streamer, and told her to let the streamer open it.

The senior sister did so, Chu Qing took the letter, she personally handed it to the streamer, and explained: "Childe must open it and take a look!" This is what my little sister told me a thousand times. "Entrusted with safety, Chu Qing went back.

If he doesn't give him any response, he will give up and feed the dog sincerely.

The streamer took the letter and never opened it, he was afraid that he would take a look at it and return to her, as long as she said a word, he would take her away at all costs.

The senior brother is going to marry her, the senior brother is happy, he is willing, why should he get in the way.

Lu Shengsheng looked forward to seeing this letter in the streamer, and she would wait for him to take her away under the tree in the back mountain this night, and she was willing to go anywhere.

But it never waited for him! He ended up being so unkind.

She laughed self-deprecatingly, what happened that night is still vivid, why is she broken off now, his words are still lingering in her ears, she believes so much, in the end it is just a joke of her own.

The way back to the house was to walk back slowly, and she wanted to remember every bit of the road, and every object was a testimony of the streamer's ruthlessness to herself, look! From there, she walked back to her house, four thousand eight hundred steps, and she remembered it clearly.

It turns out that we are so far away, so far, even if we have walked all the way, we will not come to your heart again!

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Lu Shengsheng returned to the sect, her temperament has changed a lot, the former delicate and willful eldest lady seems to have changed a person, much quieter, everyone in the sect feels terrible, but in their eyes, they don't dare to say anything.

"It's not good for the eldest lady to be like this, I feel like I've changed!"

"But I think it's good! No noise, no noise, isn't that what you've been looking forward to? ”

"But now I feel like I still like the old lady!"

"Why?"

"The former eldest lady was carefree, how happy!"

"That's right! Right! Right! ”

A group of small servants were talking and whispering.

The ruler came to them: "Say what! Good work! Give me these red tent happy words, and paste them well! Beware of being punished! ”

"Yes!" After that, he continued to work there.

Lu Shengsheng took a happy word in her hand, she looked at it, smiled slightly, and was a little bitter: "This happy word cut is really beautiful!" ”

"Yes! It's so pretty! When you get married, I will go down the mountain, and I will also marry and marry the person I love the most! Chu Qing said with a smile, her smile was full of happiness, yes! How can you not be happy if you marry the person you love the most?

Two more days later, Lu Shengsheng will get married tomorrow, this night Daddy drank a lot of wine, he was drunk, maybe because he could marry the firmament faction, he was happy! How could he be happy for himself!

Chu Qing and a little guy helped her father back to the residence, leaving herself alone to drink, after three rounds of drinking, she felt slightly drunk, sure enough, wine is a good thing, paralyzing her nerves, it's good! It's a lot less painful!

When he stumbled back to the house, he heard the screams of women coming from his father's residence: "Don't! Don't do it! Please let me go! ”

Lu Shengsheng immediately pushed open the door of her father's room, and the father she saw was like a beast.

"Stop! Father! You are crazy! Lu Shengsheng rushed to his father's side and wanted to push his father away, but his father was like a demon, and he never stopped his movements, Lu Shengsheng cried: "Daddy! Stop! You are crazy! ”

Daddy turned his head to look at her, his eyes were like beasts: "Get out of here!" He pushed Lu Shengsheng away and pushed Lu Shengsheng to the ground.

Lu Shengsheng wanted to push her father away again while crying, but this time her father clicked her acupoint, she couldn't move for a while, she closed her eyes, she didn't want to see all this, she didn't want to hear all this.

"Everything is fake! Everything is fake! She repeated the same sentence, crying and deceiving herself.

An hour later, Daddy got up from Chu Qing's body, and before he woke up from the wine, he walked out of the door with his clothes closed and trembling. Chu Qing's clothes were in tatters, she staggered, she walked in front of Lu Shengsheng, her eyes were dark, she wiped Lu Shengsheng's tears with her sleeve, and said gently: "Sheng'er doesn't cry, getting married is also a good thing for you, as long as you can escape from this place, it's good, I wanted to see you sit in a sedan chair with my own eyes tomorrow, but I don't think I have this opportunity anymore!" You have to take my share and live well. ”

"Don't! Don't leave me! Don't go! Chu Qing left her a poignant smile in the moonlight, and left without looking back.