Since Shu Yiyun and Lu Shengsheng got married, Shu Yiyun has not treated him as well as before, so deep and warm feelings have become lighter, and he still cares about him, but he doesn't understand him as thoroughly as he used to, but has a kind of politeness towards others, this kind of politeness is annoying, and the more polite it is, the more rusty it is.

There is a thin layer of sugar coating between the two of them, but this layer of sugar coating cannot be pierced, and once it is punctured, everything will fall apart.

The vows he had uttered could no longer be kept, and he didn't want even this little bit of friendship to be ruined.

Don't say it, it's not cowardice, it's just that I want to protect this relationship more.

He knew that he had done too many wrong things to Shu Yiyun, and how could he not know the gossip of others.

It's just that those gossips, some of which are true and some are false, people often only see the surface of things, listen to their ears, and then believe it, who knows the twists and turns of things?

Sometimes explanations are useless, explanations will make the facts even more pale, and only those who believe in themselves can do without explanations.

He felt that Shu Yiyun believed in himself, this was something he firmly believed, even if Shu Yiyun had become a little weak towards him, he still believed it.

Regarding Xuan Chenzi's matter, he had already been persuaded by Xuan Chenzi, good and evil are incompatible, he is willing to give up everything and continue to be the little junior brother who can't be literate or martial, for him, it doesn't matter if he has martial arts or not, or what.

As long as Shu Yiyun is good, it's fine.

But when he saw Xuan Chenzi sitting on the ground just now with a sad and desperate appearance, his heart began to shake, and his worldview shook again.

What exactly is positive? What is evil?

It doesn't matter what good or evil he is, as long as he can save Shu Yiyun, he is right! What if you are spurned for eternity?

He has already thought about the consequences, he always has everything in his heart, his impulse is thoughtful, as long as it is the result he can bear, no matter how bad, he is willing.

After making up his mind, Streamer packed his bags and prepared to go to Nanshan to find the thousand-year-old piece of Xuantie, because he wanted to save Shu Yiyun back, and now there was only one way.

Before leaving, the streamer came to Lu Shengsheng's courtyard this time, not like usual, sneaky, he walked to the tree stump used to split wood, and saw that Shu Yiyun's chopped firewood before going out was almost exhausted, so he picked up the trees that had not been cut and cut them one by one.

Lu Shengsheng heard the movement, she walked into the courtyard, looked at the streamer, she saw this man again, he was still so good-looking, once Lu Shengsheng was also obsessed with his beauty, until he became her man.

She looked at him and didn't say anything, she was afraid that he would be embarrassed to speak, so he left.

She sat on the stone bench in the courtyard, holding her chin with her fist and looking at him, quietly, a faint smile appeared on her face, the child in her belly seemed to feel her happy mood, and rolled twice in her stomach, this child is very naughty, always loves to grab her internal organs in her stomach to play, scratch twice, scratch twice, really naughty.

The streamer had been chopping firewood for a long time, and saw Lu Shengsheng sitting on the stone bench in a daze, the stone bench was cold, and the streamer went to the house to get a mat and walked in front of Lu Shengsheng: "Stand up!" ”

Lu Shengsheng stood up, streamer put the mat on the stone bench, he didn't dare to look at Lu Shengsheng squarely, he was afraid that his heart moved again: "Sit down!" ”

"Good! Thank you~" Lu Shengsheng said politely, and sat on the mat after speaking.

The streamer was about to turn around and go to chop wood again, but Lu Shengsheng finally decided to talk to him, because maybe the next time the streamer would not come again, and saying a few words would be the best commemoration.

Lu Shengsheng tugged on the sleeves of the streamer: "Don't go!" I finally squeezed these two words out of my teeth.

The streamer stopped, turned around, he finally looked at her, his heart moved again, and the person shook a little, he still pretended to be very calm: "What's wrong?" ”

"Have you ever loved me?" Lu Shengsheng didn't know that he would ask such a question, he felt a little stupid, what was the point of asking, if he really loved, how could he not take himself away, but if he didn't love himself, why should he give himself seemingly nihilistic care.

When the constant relationship is broken, it is the most painful and laborious, because people will try to guess the answer, which is too brain-intensive.

Streamer looked at Lu Shengsheng, his eyes flickered, his heart was in turmoil, he loved her, when he watched his senior brother finish saluting her, his heart finally seemed to be dead, what love or not, only when he completely lost it, he would know its true value, know how much weight it is in his heart.

He looked at Lu Shengsheng's face, still as before, cute and exquisite.

He can't say he doesn't love, but he can't say love either, something is stuck in his throat. Let him go and kill the sky, he has the guts, but in front of her, he seems to have changed as a person, and he has become extremely cowardly and timid.

He smiled mischievously in front of her again, "Does that matter?" ”

"It may not matter to you, but to me, it does! Very important! The voice was soft, but the words weighed like a thousand pounds.

There was longing and pity in her eyes.

"Then I'll tell you!" The sound of the streamer is still so thin and cold.

Lu Shengsheng stood up, ready to accept that answer.

Caught off guard, he wrapped his arms around her, but he didn't dare to use force this time, for fear that the child in her belly would be injured, and his kiss was still so passionate, as it was back then.

Tears oozed from the corners of Lu Shengsheng's eyes, bitter tears, but that's it.

The streamer stopped, and his good-looking eyes looked at Lu Shengsheng, who had no lipstick.

Streamer smiled, and smiled for a lifetime: "The taste has faded, and I don't like this taste anymore!" I just saw a delicious pastry before, and seeing how good it looks, I took two bites, and the first taste was still good! But when you've eaten enough, you're tired of it! ”

"Smack!" A resounding slap in the face, hot.

"Get out of here! From now on, we will never see each other again! I won't hate you! You don't even have the right to be hated by me! Lu Shengsheng pointed to the door and scolded the streamer angrily.

"Good! I'll get out! The streamer covered his face and turned away expressionlessly, leaving a dashing back, only he knew how much his heart hurt! His back slowly disappeared in Lu Shengsheng's eyes, turning into a little until he was gone.

Oh, yes! How could he possibly love me? Why do you always have to have expectations that you shouldn't have?

Mourning is greater than heart death, she has angina, obviously she has already been humiliated once, why should she suffer again.

The child in her belly moved again, as if she felt her sadness, as if she was comforting her.

How can the streamer not be heartbroken! I don't know when I will come back, maybe I'm dead, I shouldn't give Lu Shengsheng any hope, just treat it as if I'm dead!

Long pain is better than short pain, and when it is broken, it is broken.

He was lying to himself again, how could he really break it if he said it's broken.

On the second day, he embarked on a trip to Nanshan, and he still put Lu Shengsheng's letter close to his chest, just like you are a lucky charm! Maybe it will be useful!

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After walking for ten days, the streamer finally came to Nanshan, the terrain of Nanshan is dangerous, about the same size as the ethereal peak, but the road is steeper and steeper, and the road is difficult. It had been two days since he entered Nanshan, and in the past two days he had lost his way like a ghost hitting a wall, so he rested on the spot.

Suddenly, a six-year-old child walked up to him, this six-year-old child looked cute, two big watery eyes looked at the streamer, the streamer looked at her cute, he thought of the child in Lu Shengsheng's belly, it should be so cute when he grew up, he smiled: "Little friend, why are you here?" Are you lost with your parents? ”

The little girl looked at the steamed bun in his hand and didn't speak, put her index finger in her mouth and sucked, this look was to eat his steamed bun, Streamer smiled and touched her head: "Are you hungry?" This steamed bun is for you to eat! ”

The little girl took the steamed bun in the streamer's hand, smiled at the streamer, an innocent smile, she took the streamer's hand, shook it, and pointed the other hand to the front, as if hoping that the streamer would follow her, the streamer picked up the burden and followed her.

Unable to see the road ahead, through the thick fog, the streamer seemed to see the light in her eyes, the light was shining, like the light of a cat at night, and he felt that the hand holding him suddenly became fluffy, a little crazy.

After walking for an hour, through the thick fog, the streamer saw an open field in front of him, there was a peach blossom forest, the falling flowers were colorful, the peach blossom petals were sprinkled all over the earth, and there was no mud in sight, there was an old man in the forest playing chess in the pavilion, and the streamer walked forward, wanting to inquire about what to do next.

He walked up to the old man, he clenched his hands into fists and bowed: "Senior, how do I go up the mountain?" Please advise? ”

The old man grinned as if he hadn't heard the streamer's words, and continued to play chess.

"Senior! Please advise! His voice was raised three times, and the chess piece in the old man's hand was dropped on the chessboard in this way.

He was slightly displeased, and then he raised his head and looked at the man in front of him, handsome and a little innocent.

"You've disrupted my chess! You pay me! As he spoke, the old man tugged at the collar of the streamer and shook it, as if to seek justice.

"Good! As long as my seniors tell me how to go up, I can do whatever I want! Streamer apologized.

"Hmm~~ That's what you said!" The old man instantly turned his anger into joy, stroked his snow-white beard and said.

"Please advise!" Streamer sat down across from the old man.

The old man simply waved his hand and signaled that he could begin.

The chess played is backgammon, and the rules are very simple, as long as you connect five characters to win.

Seeing that the old man just played a chessboard densely one by one, he thought that he was playing some kind of Go or something, but he didn't want it to be backgammon.

The old man picked up the sunspot and first appeared in the middle of the chessboard, making the first move and occupying the land first.

The streamer was next to the sunspot, everything around him changed, he returned to the firmament faction, back to that day, because he was secretly drinking and was beaten by Xuan Chenzi, he knew that Xuan Chenzi was going to hit him with an iron rod in the next second, he knew that Shu Yiyun would come to block this stick for himself, he quickly turned around and pushed away Shu Yiyun who ran towards him, this iron stick broke the ribs in his chest, he heard a "click", a mouthful of blood spit out violently, hot and salty, the pain made him regain consciousness all of a sudden, He realized that everything he had just done was an illusion.

The old man stroked his beard and had already played the next move.

Streamer shook his consciousness, he clutched his chest, his chest ached, and a mouthful of blood spat out, as if the stick just now had really happened.

It's like a dream, but it's not a dream.

The streamer picked up a white child and got down, and suddenly the scene around him changed again, this time it was a night when it was raining heavily, Lu Shengsheng was helping him wipe the water on his face, his heart was a little moved, but he still held back, he stood up and left Lu Shengsheng's house, he saw Shu Yiyun standing outside the courtyard, Shu Yiyun held an umbrella for him, and the two went back to their residence together.

The streamer returned to reality, and the old man made the next chess piece.

The streamer felt uncomfortable, it turned out that Shu Yiyun saw it that night, it turned out that he knew everything, and it turned out that he had hurt him so much.

His will began to shake a little, he didn't know what would happen when he dropped a pawn?

The old man opened his mouth and said lightly: "If you can't bear it, let's go!" ”

"I'm not leaving!" The streamer picked up the white child and fell again.

This time I went back to the day when Chu Qing handed the letter to him, he didn't open the letter at that time, he was afraid that his heart would be shaken, and this time he opened the letter without hesitation.

The letter reads: Streamer personally opened, I am waiting for you under the tree in the back mountain tonight, if you have me in your heart, come and take me away, if not, you will not be used to see me, and you will never be in love. I want to tell you that I am pregnant with your child, but I don't want the child to be a burden to you, I don't want you to take me away because of the child, I just tell you the facts, I don't want to hide anything from you, please make your own choice, I hope you make your own sincere decision, don't make a decision that you regret.

Flowing light shed tears, and he realized that he was so stupid, and he had angina.

Returning to reality again, he had already burst into tears.

It turned out that he was the arrogant and unsympathetic person.

The fact slapped him in the face loudly.