Chapter 43 Getting What You Want
What woke Xinghe up was the tingling sensation of stitches on his back, Xinghe felt dry mouth, cold hands and feet, his lips trembled, and he screamed, because it was too painful, Xinghe couldn't bear it, and wanted to shout, but he didn't dare to exert himself, and as soon as he tried hard, he felt pain all over his body: "Ahhhh Pain! ”
Xinghe screamed again and again.
Yuchen's voice came from the back of Xinghe: "I'm sewing your back!" How can it not hurt! Look at this opening as big as a bowl, you can see your backbone! What is it called! If you don't sew, you'll just wait to bleed to death! ”
"Okay!" Xinghe said helplessly with tears in his eyes.
After speaking, he continued to lie on the bed.
"Come on! Bite this in. As he spoke, he stuffed a branch into Xinghe's mouth, and Xinghe bit it tightly, and he could feel the feeling of Xinghe's gum flesh rubbing against the rough skin of the branch, and soon felt a burst of blood in his mouth.
The stinging pain in his back still came in bursts, Xinghe bit the branch tightly, feeling that he was going to eat the branch into his stomach immediately, he was numb in pain, and he didn't dare to sweat the last drop of sweat on his body again.
Teeth click.
After almost an hour, the stinging pain in his back finally stopped, and it seemed that Yuchen's stitching work was over.
"Hey! Xinghe, are you still alive? Yuchen's face floated in Xinghe's ears, and the voice was still so out of tune.
"I ...... I'm fine! Xinghe struggled to squeeze a few words out between his teeth, breathing heavily.
His forehead was covered with beads of sweat the size of beans.
"It's good to be alive!" Yuchen smiled, still looking improper.
"How is Bai Ze?" Xinghe asked with concern.
"And have the heart to ask others!" Yuchen shook his head helplessly.
"......" Xinghe didn't dare to speak, and as soon as he spoke, he felt pain all over, so he looked at Yuchen with a pitiful afterglow.
"He's lying on the bed next to you, and he's doing better than you." Yuchen walked away from Xinghe, and Xinghe saw Bai Ze lying on the bed next door with his back facing up in the same posture as himself, his face was sallow and pale, and his situation was on par with himself.
"How is he?" Xinghe asked Yuchen Dao.
"It's a little better than you, just after the broken bones on his back were connected, he just fainted in pain! Rest assured! He hasn't invited me to the Qinglou for a drink yet! I'm not going to let him die. Yuchen replied while washing the blood stains on his hands in the basin of water beside him.
The clear water quickly turned red.
After washing, he picked up a clean towel and wiped his hands without hurry.
He sat on the chair on the edge of the bed of the galaxy and looked at the galaxy without blinking.
"Xinghe, I checked your pulse and found one thing." Yuchen frowned tightly, and said softly.
It's like he's talking about some important secret.
"What?" Xinghe pursed his dry mouth and spit out two words.
"There's an evil aura running through your veins." Yuchen looked at Xinghe intently and said seriously.
"Oh......" Xinghe said softly, he already had the answer in his heart.
"Oh what! You know what I mean! Yuchen said, a little anxious in his voice.
"Hmm......" Xinghe spat out a word softly again.
This is a big deal.
"You're in a spell!" Yuchen said worriedly.
"Hmm......" Xinghe said softly, lying on the bed and looking somewhere in front of him to be silent again.
"Looks like you already knew about it! How long have you been loading? Yuchen saw the clue from Xinghe's expression.
Xinghe pouted, he didn't want to talk about it, two months ago, he himself felt a black qi enveloping him, at first, he was still able to use internal force to suppress that evil qi, but this time I don't know why, this evil qi couldn't be suppressed, and it broke out of the body. It is anger that makes him lose his mind, and extreme feelings can make people uncontrollable.
Maybe I will end up like my father in the future! Come to a sticky end!
In fact, he doesn't feel it's okay, anyway, people will always die one day, if you worry about death every day, what is the point of living in worry all your life!
Falling in love with Xian'an is a feeling that you can't help but have, as long as you see her, you want to be close to her, you want to protect her, involuntarily, desperately, even if you die.
If one day, he dies because of protecting Xian'an, then he has no regrets, because he likes to pursue the ultimate in love, the extreme of pain, and the ultimate in death.
A flat river, what does it mean, only a small river with twists and turns can make people feel beautiful. Life has twists and turns, isn't that also the most beautiful?
Thinking of his father, he may not have been with his mother for a long time, but he really loved, the kind of feeling that pierces the night sky, just for a moment of light, although short-lived, but also the ultimate in beauty, can not stay in the sky for a long time, but also in people's hearts. Dad is an admirable man, at least he can do things desperately, in addition to his similar appearance, this temperament is the most similar!
Even if he tells himself again now, his father killed his mother, he will never believe it, just like he loves Xian'an, obsessive and paranoid, such a person would rather kill himself than hurt someone else, how could he kill the person he loves the most?
In addition to Shu Yiyun that day, there was another person who could tell him the truth, and Xinghe decided to wait for his injuries to heal and go to find out the truth.
Coming back to his senses, Xinghe looked at Yuchen, smiled faintly, and said without mind: "What about entering the demon?" ”
Yuchen sneered: "How do you ask me?" I think you're crazy! It's better to ruin the embers and live a good life! Never too late to mend. ”
Xinghe gritted his teeth, pursed his dry lips and said, "No return!" ”
Yuchen smiled: "You crazy person! ”
Xinghe spat out one word: "Yes!" ”
Yuchen looked at Xinghe, his eyes blazing: "You have a kind!" I admire! ”
Xinghe thanked: "Thank you! ”
The conversation reached an impasse, and there was no need to continue, and Yuchen's indifferent figure gradually disappeared from Xinghe's sight.
Xinghe thought that if at that time, Dad returned to the firmament, resolved the grudge with his mother, the two embraced, destroyed the embers, and hid in the mountains and forests hand in hand, would there not be so many things anymore, Dad and Mother lived happily together, they raised themselves, taught themselves, and maybe added a lot of younger brothers and sisters to themselves, that kind of carefree and free life, how desirable it is.
It doesn't matter if you call yourself Yin Xiaojiu, or you call yourself Yin Xinghe, there won't be so many twists and turns.
It's a good life.
But all this is just my own wishful thinking!
The reality is always so cruel, so cold, and I also think that I am tired of the rivers and lakes, and the day I leave the chaos of the rivers and lakes, but I have been involved in it, and I can't retreat even if I want to.
I have revenge to avenge and I have goals to achieve, how can it easily end here?
Those who want to force their parents to death must die! Whoever hurts the people he cares about will die! And it's damn ugly! In order to solve the hatred in my heart.
When Xinghe was thinking about it just now, the injuries on his body did not have the slightest pain, but now that he came back to his senses, he found that his back was still painful, just like a naked reality, skinny and ugly.
Those who are determined to leave themselves because they have fallen into demons, let them go! I don't care, I don't care about everything.
Just let me die in the abyss alone, for myself, everything is my own.
I just opened my eyes and stared blankly at the starlight outside the window, the pain made me unable to sleep, and I said to myself that maybe every moment I passed, the wound would heal a little!
Around the end of the day, Bai Ze gradually woke up, turned his head, looked at Xinghe, and his voice was soft, with a sense of weakness: "Xinghe, how are you injured?" ”
Xinghe turned his head to look at him and smiled faintly: "It's okay......"
Bai Ze smiled: "Others are holding hands and looking at tears, but we are lying on our stomachs to see tears first." ”
Xinghe gritted his teeth, pretending to be very relaxed, his voice was raised, the ghost knew how painful the wound on his body was, and he felt that his whole body was about to explode when he moved: "The pain can't change your humor!" ”
Bai Ze smiled: "The rotten bones of the two bodies are just lingering!" ”
Xinghe chuckled and smiled, and his voice was hoarse: "Although it is still breathing, it is still breathing, not bad!" ”
Bai Ze smiled: "When did you learn to be so amused by me?" ”
Xinghe said: "It's just a fellow believer! ”
Bai Ze looked at Xinghe Dao with a smile: "In front of Ye Lin, why do you believe me like that?" Still protecting me? ”
Xinghe smiled: "Because we are brothers and friends. ”
Bai Ze continued: "Even if it is really as Ye Lin said, I am a villain who does no evil, is despicable, shameless, and unscrupulous? ”
Xinghe blurted out firmly: "Protect it as it is!" ”
Bai Ze laughed twice and said, "Have you always done things like this?" Never care about the consequences? ”
Xinghe nodded, his eyes were as bright as stars, and said, "It's always been like this!" ”
Bai Ze laughed: "What a big fool! ”
Looking at Xinghe's angular side face, he opened the fan and fanned it towards Xinghe a few times, and the wind blew the hair on Xinghe's forehead. Xinghe laughed when he heard the wind.
Xinghe Road: "I do, you don't care!" ”
Bai Ze smiled: "We will definitely drink together another day!" ”
Xinghe said: "Aren't you afraid that Bai Yu will blame you?" ”
Bai Ze smiled: "Isn't this still you?" ”
Xinghe laughed miserably: "Again? ”
Bai Ze said: "Hehe......"
Xinghe Road: "Why do you like to visit the brothel of the Qinglou so much?" You don't look like it! ”
Bai Ze smiled faintly: "I like it!" You don't care! ”
After speaking, he laughed heartily twice.
Xinghe Road: "Just use it!" The learning ability is quite strong! ”
Bai Ze raised his mouth and smiled: "That's a must!" ”
At this time, Xinghe and Bai Ze felt footsteps, and immediately pretended to be asleep, Xinghe closed his eyes and heard a voice lingering in his ears, this voice was cold and indifferent, who else could there be besides Xian'an? It's like you've got an ice cube in your mouth!
I only felt that Xian'an was sitting on the edge of the bed, she stretched out her hand to brush a few hairs covering her eyes in front of Xinghe's forehead, and she said lightly: "You are the only one who likes to toss yourself to death!" Every time I make a shot, it's like I'm dying. You ask me if I like you or not, and I don't know it, so how can I give you an answer? If I say I like you, how can I not know, if I say I don't like you, how can I see that when you hold someone else in your arms, your heart is sour? ”
She picked up a cloth towel soaked in water and wrung it out, and helped Xinghe wipe her face, and Xinghe felt a refreshing coolness on her face.
Xinghe listened to her words, and felt that there was a piece of sugar in his heart, sweet.
I forgot all the pain.
My heart was beating faster, and I couldn't suppress my strong feelings.
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