Chapter 49: Turbidity

For Xinghe's feelings, Xian'an can't tell clearly, I don't know when I fell in love with him, and feelings are indescribable. On that day, Xinghe went to save Bai Ze, the sky of Yefu was scarlet and bloody, only to see a cloud of black gas around Xinghe, ten thousand swords fired together, Xinghe used all his strength, falling from a height of ten thousand feet, with a little blood rain when falling, like a lonely beast falling into the abyss.

Xian'an flew beside Xinghe quickly, hugged him into her arms, looking at his desperate appearance for others, her heart shook a little, how stupid this person in front of her was, always putting her life in the hands of others.

Maybe from that moment on, she fell in love with him.

With love, with hate, with obsession.

He always gave everything for what was most important in his eyes, and life was nothing more than a gamble in his eyes, a big gamble with the belief of no return.

If Shu Yiyun is her ignorant first love, then Xinghe is her fanatical infatuation.

Love always occupies people's hearts unconsciously, without a little defense.

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I have lived in the post station for more than a month, Bai Ze has been active for more than ten days, and he has recovered as before, often come to my room to play with Xinghe, see Xinghe can't get up, play more fun on his side, bully Xinghe can't move! In addition, he also likes to show him some little yellow books, saying that what is good for him, the white eyes of the galaxy will be turned to the sky.

Xinghe knew that he was a man, but he could still use his reason to suppress the beast in his heart, which always harassed him at night and at dawn, making him sleepless and tossing and turning at night.

At this moment, Xinghe covered his ears vigorously, not listening to Bai Ze's nagging on the side.

"Galaxy! Galaxy! Have I finished reading all the books I borrowed from you? Bai Ze was about to pull away Xinghe's hand covering his ears and asked.

"Don't listen, don't listen, Wang Ba recites the scriptures!" Xinghe cried out covering his ears.

"I'm doing this for your own good!" Bai Ze said earnestly.

Xinghe rolled his eyes again and said perfunctorily: "Okay, good, what you said is right." ”

Bai Ze shook off Xinghe's hand and asked with a smile: "Xinghe, did Yuchen's predecessor say how long it will take you to recover?" ”

Xinghe looked at him sideways and said, "The senior said that it would take about seven days to recover." ”

Bai Ze nodded with a smile and said, "It's almost there!" Soon! ”

Xinghe nodded and said, "Yes! Soon! ”

Bai Ze asked, "When we are healed, where will we go next?" ”

Xinghe looked somewhere and said slowly: "Look at the terrain, the closest to us is the Bijue faction, let's start with the Bijue faction!" ”

Bai Ze fanned the jade fan and said, "Yes." ”

Xinghe looked at Bai Ze sideways and said: "I made this ridiculous decision, you guys think about it again, don't go with me at will, it's still that sentence, you may die, I don't want to affect you." ”

Bai Ze Zhengse said: "I have thought about it very clearly, I am willing to be with you, how can I let my brother be in danger alone!" ”

Xinghe's heart warmed up, and he looked at him with a sideways smile: "Thank you." ”

Bai Ze's eyes were bright, and he smiled: "Between brothers, there is no need to say thank you." ”

This sentence almost made me cry, yes! Brother, what a warm and weighty two words.

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Yan Kill Hall was playing with the maid's hair in the main hall, circling around his fingertips, and the spies came to report, he looked calm, and listened to the news with an expressionless face.

"Lord, it has been found out that the young man holding the embers is recuperating from his injuries at the post station in Yin Town." The spies reported back.

"How did you get hurt?" Yan Killing Hall said lightly, with a cold and terrifying smell.

"I was injured by the embers of the industry forest." The spy said, he was too scared to look at Yan Shudian's face.

"Ye Lin is really not good, the embers are all in his hands, and he can't even kill that kid." Yan kills the temple road.

"How's Yelin?" Yan Shudian raised his eyelids slightly and looked at the spy and asked.

"Dead ...... He's dead. The spy stammered back to report.

After Yan Kill Hall heard this, he straightened up, waved his hand at the maid beside him, and signaled to go down, and the maid retreated with interest.

"Ye Lin can't even beat a child. Is that boy Yin Liuguang's child? Yan Shudian asked.

"Upon inquiry, yes." The spy replied word for word.

"Hahaha! That's great! He's dead, but his son is alive! Finally someone can play with me anymore! Yin Liuguang, you didn't expect it! Your child is still alive! Hahaha! Yan Killing Hall suddenly burst into laughter, and his voice resounded in the empty hall.

He flicked his sleeves, turned his back, and waved his hand at the spy to stand down.

Yan Kill Hall was alone in the main hall, thinking, he remembered Yin Liuguang, the man he admired, who entered the demon path and had a heart on the right path, but everyone in the world knew that he was in the devil and was bent on killing him, but he didn't know that his heart was the cleanest.

Those people in the righteous path, in order to draw a clear line between themselves and the devil's path, brutalize others with their brains, and show no mercy, in this world, who is cruel, who is the right way, and who is the devil's path.

He was originally out of the same door as Master Xuanchenzi, but he was not accepted by his peers, the only one who could accept him and treat him well was Nie Zu who met in Pingshui, only Nie Zu appreciated his ability and agreed with what he did.

He sometimes wondered if he had met a person who had agreed with the right path at that time, and that person had guided him and taught himself, would it be possible to walk a smoother path in this life, and if there was no dregs on the road to cut his feet, would he have shed less blood and taken fewer detours?

But he was thinking that if everything was overturned, everything started from scratch, as he wished, then he would not meet Nie Shizhi, the woman he loved the most in his life, let him shed tears and blood, for her, he could turn his back on everything, deviate from the scriptures, and fall into the devil's way, but he became stronger, but she was never by his side again.

He really wanted to say to her: "Shiori, I'm strong now, let me protect you in this life, okay?" ”

But no one can respond to him, he is already a stone that has fallen into the abyss, dyed with dirty colors, and has become an unsightly appearance, he has fallen into the abyss, why should he still think about bringing others with him?

He unconsciously tightened his heart, and slowly contracted and became painful.

He slowly clenched his hands, trying to distract from the pain in his heart, and his fist slowly oozed blood, soaking between his fingers, bit by bit, and falling to the ground.

It was sour, what wet his eyes, warm, he opened one hand in front of his eyes, and caught a tear.

He smiled lightly: "Shiori, my tears are for you after all." ”

He continued: "But...... You're gone. ”

"One day, I will kill Xuan Chenzi and let him bury you with you! But I don't want him to accompany you earlier than me, I should let him live in empty loneliness for the rest of his life, and life is better than death. Yan Shudian muttered.

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Xuan Chenzi sat on the porch in front of the house pinching his fingers and divination, his brows tightened, and he suddenly felt bad, he looked up at the sky where thunderclouds were entangled, and said: "The sky is changing, it is a big murderer, is it impossible to escape after all?" ”

More than 20 years ago, he was wrong, and more than 10 years ago, he was still wrong, wrong again and again.

On that day, he shouldn't have let Shu Yiyun go to Qishan to encircle and suppress, if he went, would the streamer not die, he promised the streamer's father to have a good birth and raise him, but he didn't do it.

He remembered that he had promised many people to do things, but only a few things he could do, because he had too much on his back, and he always had to take into account the feelings of too many people, and he couldn't be selfish and willful, and he lived too timidly.

He was very envious of Yan Killing Palace, although he had fallen into the Demon Dao, but what he promised others could be done without any ties.

"Am I the one who should be enchanted?" I said to myself.

This sentence was obscured by the thunder in the sky, and it could not be heard.

Having lived too long, he felt tired, lonely, and lonely.

Should he end his life sooner and accompany Shiori earlier, his exhaustion spread from his heart and soaked his whole body.

"Enough! Enough is enough! I drop everything and let me go! What does justice have to do with me? Why can't the righteous path and the demonic path coexist? Night and day have always coexisted, why can't good and evil be done? Without the backdrop of the night, where can the pure whiteness of the day? Xuan Chenzi shouted in a low voice.

The rain outside was pouring down, and after a while, it was dense, turning into thin silk threads and hanging down.

Shu Yiyun held a light blue oil-paper umbrella, light as the color of water, and decorated with a few blooming white epiphany, his long sleeves hung down, he slowly paced to Xuan Chenzi's side, sat next to the coffee table beside him, and sat in a precarious position.

Xuan Chenzi still had a cold face, his eyes were slightly red, he raised his hand to help Shu Yiyun pour a cup of tea, and said in a light voice, with majesty, "Disciple, why are you here?" ”

Shu Yiyun got up the tea and took a sip, he has always respected Xuanchenzi, he has understood etiquette and humility since he was a child, and he is orderly, and said: "Master, the apprentice can't figure it out if he has something, and I want to ask you for advice." ”

"What's the matter? Go ahead. Xuan Chenzi said.

"What do people live for?" Shu Yiyun asked.

"I once asked my master the same question." Xuan Chenzi continued: "Then Master said to me that to live is to shoulder the mission of my body, because of his words, I am burdened with the burden of a lifetime, and I am responsible for the right path with my body. ”

Shu Yiyun looked at Xuan Chenzi's frowning eyebrows slightly, and said, "The burden is so heavy, aren't you tired?" ”

Xuan Chenzi picked up the teacup, took a sip, and said, "It's very heavy, it's very tired, I also asked myself, is it worth it for all this?" I really wanted to give up everything and leave the rivers and lakes, but later, I found that I had done so many things and carried so much, even if some things were not satisfactory, but they also became the cornerstone of my life road, and slowly achieved me. ”

"Master, do you think what you lose is directly proportional to what you gain? Is it all worth it? Shu Yiyun continued to ask.

"It's equivalent, but it's not worth ......," Xuan Chenzi sighed.

"What is worth it in this world, everything has to ask your own heart, you think it's worth it, it's not worth it, if you want to know whether it's worth it, then you have to feel your heart when you do one thing, if you feel that you twist your heart to do one thing, even if that thing is done, it will not bring you full happiness, and in the end it will only be disillusioned." Xuan Chenzi continued.

Shu Yiyun listened slowly, he found the answer in his heart, stood up and bowed slightly to Xuan Chenzi, and said, "Apprentice understands, thank you, Master." ”

Xuan Chenzi smiled: "It's okay......"

Shu Yiyun held up an oil-paper umbrella and slowly walked into the drizzle, the slippery road wet his clothes, with a little dirt.

After listening to Xuan Chenzi's words, his mood suddenly became a lot brighter.

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