Chapter 57: Carry it back
Chuan Chuan chased out of the door, Si Huai ran fast into the woods in the blink of an eye, and disappeared in the blink of an eye, the thorns in the woods were thick, Chuan Chuan was holding his skirt, he didn't see the road clearly, he was tripped on the road all of a sudden, blood was stabbed on both hands, and she felt sore, she sat on the ground, rubbed her hands, she blew, and felt that the soreness was reduced. In the past, when her fingers were injured, Su Xian would always help her blow the wound, but now Su Xian is not by her side.
She sat there, looked around, and found herself in an unfamiliar place, a little dazed, a little overwhelmed, and a little sad.
She stood up and found that her right leg seemed to have been bruised, and she limped as she walked, and after walking for a while, she still did not find the exit into the woods.
Si Huai flew back to the sect, but he couldn't find Chuanchuan, he began to become anxious, he went crazy and looked for it, like a mad dog, the disciples in the sect witnessed the direction of Chuanchuan's running, and told Si Huai that he should have gone to the woods.
Si Huai flew in the sky, he looked like a big white bird, paused on the tree to watch the situation under the tree, hoping to find the figure of Chuanchuan, flew over more than a dozen trees, Si Huai saw a vaguely recognizable figure from a big tree, small, white, should be Chuanchuan.
He flew down the tree, jumped in front of Chuan Chuan, and looked at him limping forward, with difficult steps, Si Huai walked to Chuan Chuan's side and said, "Chuan Chuan, I'll take you home." ”
Chuan Chuan pushed away Si Huai's hand and said stubbornly: "No, I can go back by myself." ”
Si Huai frowned and roared angrily: "What are you doing like this!" ”
Chuan Chuan said angrily: "If you don't forgive your father!" I'm not going back! ”
Si Huai was a little angry and said, "Why forgive him!" What benefits he gave you! ”
Chuan Chuan sighed, stopped, and said, "Si Huai, do you know? Yesterday, your father saw me privately, and he told me about the encirclement and suppression of Qishan back then, and he has always regretted it, and your mother's matter was also a mistake again and again. He felt that he owed too much debt, and he was willing to pay everything with his life, hoping that the hatred of the previous generation would be cleared of his boundary. He gave me the sword feather, hoping to pass on the position of head to you, and also hoped to get your forgiveness. ”
Even if he wanted to forgive, Si Huai couldn't say anything.
Si Huai's face was solemn, and he said lightly: "Okay, I'm done listening, let's go back......"
Chuan Chuan didn't hear the answer he wanted, and stayed where he was, stiffening and refusing to take a step.
Si Huai said angrily: "How long do you want to be stubborn!" After speaking, he carried Chuan Chuan on his shoulders and walked towards the sect. Chuan Chuan is very small, and he is like a little white rabbit on Si Huai's shoulder.
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Watching the last nail on Wucong's coffin go down, Si Huai wore linen and filial piety, but there was no expression on his face, a poker face, Chuan Chuan cried on the side, Chuan Chuan grabbed the corner of Si Huai's clothes and shook it gently, and said, "Call the last daddy again!" ”
Si Huai didn't react, and after a long time, there was still no response, and the chanting on the side made the atmosphere of the scene even more cold.
The yellow paper money flying in the sky is revealing the sadness, and the big pit dug to bury the coffin is waiting to be lowered. The coffin slowly descended, and it seemed quiet in the pit, and the disciples of the sect picked up the shovel and sprinkled it on the coffin, sparsely, and I don't know how long it will take to fill the coffin.
"He should be happy in the other world!" Si Huai didn't know why he said this sentence in his mouth, as if he was asking, as if he had already looked for the answer in his heart, but this answer was sad.
"Yes! It's a pity you haven't called him again! He will always have regrets in heaven! Kawakawa spoke with regret in his tone, and then sighed lightly.
Si Huai's heart was actually like being soaked in hot water, scalded and fished out, and then put it in hot water to burn it when it was cold.
He has called "Dad" countless times in his heart, but he has never been able to blurt out and shout again, his stubbornness is like a copper wall, cold iron face, solid as gold, but the thousands of fierce beasts in his heart who scratch the copper wall are about to break through the wall.
Buried, the soil was pressed tightly, at that moment he found that he had really become a fatherless and motherless orphan, the unwillingness in his heart finally broke the ground, he rushed to the buried soil, heartbreaking, wolf crying ghost howl scream: "Dad! "Tears burst out of the embankment and wet the ground.
He was digging the dirt with his hands, and there were many stones mixed in the mud, and he inadvertently cut his fingers, and the mud pinched into the cracks of his fingernails, Chuan Chuan saw it in his eyes and ordered the other disciples: "Quick! Help dig together! ”
After digging for a long time, the coffin was opened, Si Huai saw the last face of Wucong, he was lying in the coffin without blood, Si Huai was like a little beast who had lost his relatives at the moment, crying sadly and tearfully, from then on, he could only live alone in the wasteland and learn to struggle to survive.
Si Huai cried hoarsely, he looked at Wucong's face, and said, "Dad, you can go and accompany your mother well, I forgive you for your mistakes back then, not because I was kind, but because I want to repay you for asking for marriage on my behalf." ”
Chuan Chuan listened to it on the side, why is he still so stubborn! To forgive is to forgive, and what excuses to make. Duplicity man!
From daytime to dusk, looking at the last handful of soil to cover the coffin, Si Huai stood up again, his legs were sore and numb, but he still stubbornly pretended not to be painful, and took Chuan Chuan's hand and walked back slowly.
Chuan Chuan raised Si Huai's broken fingers, put them to his mouth and blew gently, and said, "It won't hurt if you blow it." ”
The tears on Si Huai's face dried up, and a few white marks were formed on his face, Chuan Chuan looked distressed, leaned on his chest, hugged him tightly, and her soft and warm body touched him, hoping to convey some warmth to his cold body.
Chuan Chuan said softly: "I will always be by your side in the future." ”
Si Huai hugged Chuan Chuan tightly, rested his head on her shoulder, and cried loudly again, Chuan Chuan gently brushed Si Huai's back a few times, and said, "Cry ~ Cry ~ After crying, everything will pass." ”
He hasn't cried like this for a long time, he always stubbornly held his breath, held back his tears, thinking that he would become an adult if he endured everything, but now he found that he would always be a child in the eyes of adults, and now that adults are gone, he has lost his qualification to be a child, and all his childish willfulness will be thrown to the ends of the earth.
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Xinghe and his party had left the Bijue faction for three days, and after Si Huai returned to the sect, he said to Xinghe: "You guys go quickly!" Before I can make up my mind to kill you to avenge my hatred, hurry up and leave! ”
Xinghe looked at Si Huai and was puzzled: "Why don't you kill me to avenge your father?" ”
Si Huai looked at Xinghe and said, "You don't need to know my grudge against him. His face was filled with irrepressible sadness.
Xinghe said: "I understand......"
Xinghe understood what Wucong meant by the debt he owed, even if he didn't go to Qishan in person to encircle and suppress it back then, as long as he was a member of the Eight Great Sects, he was already inseparable, and now he indirectly killed him, it was always the same reason.
Xian'an held the horse rope, looked at Xinghe, and shouted: "Xinghe!" What a daze, let's go! ”
Xinghe raised his head, smiled, turned to look at her and retracted his thoughts, and said, "Okay! He kicked the sides of the horse, and the horse galloped forward.
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Chongyu looked at the nebula in the night sky, and suddenly a spy rushed in front of him recklessly and said, "Master!" Master! ”
Chongyu calmed down, turned to look at the spy, and said lightly: "What's the matter, say it slowly." ”
The spy took a breath and said, "Yin Liuguang's son killed the head of the Bijue faction!" ”
Chongyu smiled: "Even if Wucong has been the head of the house for so many years, he still can't learn to be ruthless!" Just like his character, he is indecisive and can't do anything well. ”
The spy was frightened, spoke tremblingly, and asked Chongyu: "Palm..... palm..... can I step down?" ”
Chongyu waved his sleeves, and the spy breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Thank you, boss!" "Leave quickly, afraid to stay for another two seconds, the head will change his mind, everyone in the Shangqing faction knows that the head has two faces, today is the amiable head, but tomorrow it will suddenly change his temperament, become a ruthless head, one second to you smile, the next second will kill you.
I can't understand why Chongyu became like this, when he first ascended to the position of head of the sect, he was so kind and charitable, why did he change two faces later, speaking of Chongyu, the people in the sect began to shudder, both wanted to resist and push him, but they were afraid of being completely destroyed by him. Since he found out that he had two faces, I don't know how many people killed the head of the team, all of them were buried in his hands, not only killed all the people who resisted him, but also did not let go of the family members of those who resisted him, even more powerful than the emperor, not only the nine clans, but even the dead ancestors had to be dug up and whipped corpses, which could take revenge on the ancestors for more than ten generations. The methods are cruel and outrageous. On the outside, he still looks kind-hearted and compassionate, and the people in charge dare not speak out, because fear makes them stop resisting him.
Chongyu is a living devil, an angel's face, a devil's soul, and an ugly heart.
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