The first word

During the Qingming Festival, it rains a lot, and pedestrians on the road want to break their souls.

Luo Bing held a plain white oil-paper umbrella and walked slowly on the road, misty and rainy, he was accidentally blinded, maybe this drizzle mixed with wine, smelling it made people drunk, and his steps seemed a little heavy.

Luo Bing's white plain brocade robe was stained with some dust and mud on the road, and he held an umbrella in his right hand and two pots of ice brew in his left hand, walking in that direction.

He walked lightly and gracefully, attracting the attention of many people along the way.

Thinking about how there has ever been such an extraordinary character in such a small town near the border of the city, his figure gradually disappeared in the misty rain, just like his origin is generally a mystery.

He walked to a towering tomb and stopped, he put the two jugs of wine in his hand in front of the tombstone, and placed the oil-paper umbrella in his hand on the tombstone, as if to shelter this tomb from the rain. Then he stretched out his left hand to clean the moss and weeds from the tombstone, and he was very careful until the tombstone was clean and clean, and he did not stop.

He was not afraid of the dirty ground, so he sat down in front of the tombstone, squeezed a slightly soft smile from his sad face, opened a pot of ice brew, and he took a sip, with a little sadness in his eyes.

A drizzle of rain stained his thick eyelashes, soaking the ends of his hair.

Her thin lips moved slightly, looking at the words on the tombstone---- Bai Sang, Luo Bing's wife, and muttered to herself.

"San'er, I've come to see you, I miss you very much, I wonder how you're doing in heaven alone? If I had known that this would be the case, then I would have gone with you earlier, you asked me before if I would regret leaving everything behind, I can tell you now that I have never regretted it, and if I were given another chance, I would still not hesitate to make the same decision. Luo Bing muttered, his eyes covered with a layer of frost, becoming foggy, and he choked unconsciously.

He and Bai Sang are existences that are not acceptable to ordinary people in the world.

Since it is not acceptable, then run away......

Three years ago, Luo Bing ascended to the position of the head of the Koshihikari faction, and he struggled step by step, and it was very difficult to get to that position.

The Koshihikari faction is one of the eight major sects in the rivers and lakes, and the sect is strictly hierarchical, and he was not the most hopeful existence in the sect at the beginning, the first is because his identity does not allow it, he is a concubine. The second is because he is not his father's favorite son.

No background, no one cares, that's his situation.

That year, his mother carried him to the mansion of the Koshihikari faction, begged his father to keep him, and fled without a trace.

That year, he was nine years old.

He knew that he had eye diseases since he was a child, and the problems brought about by his mother's womb always had a layer of mist in his eyes that made him unable to see the world clearly, and the world in his eyes was always vague.

His mother invited him to a lot of doctors, but they didn't see him well, and he had little silver left, and he was so poor that he had to live a poor life.

But when it comes to bitterness, it is because his mother feels that there is no silver and two bitterness, and the bitterness of porridge and pickled vegetables every day, he has never felt like that.

As long as he can satisfy his stomach, he can accept it.

But his mother didn't want him anymore, and threw him in that unfamiliar place, and she walked silently, and he understood what his mother meant by the bitterness she said.

Because of loneliness, it is bitter.

Xu is because his eyes will make people look terrifying, his eyes are always covered with a thin layer of gauze, like a little blind man, so the people in the house like to call him "little blind man, little blind man" like this.

He had a gentle temper since he was a child, thinking a lot and talking little, and never arguing about anything.

The eldest lady in the courtyard once took his hand and said to him kindly: "Luo Bing, I found a good doctor for you who specializes in treating eyelids, I'll take you there!" ”

He was very innocent and innocent at that time, although he knew that the eldest lady didn't like him very much, but he never thought about what the eldest lady would do to him, just nodded and responded to the eldest lady's words.

Got into the carriage arranged by the eldest lady and ate the red bean cake prepared by the eldest lady for herself, the indescribable sweetness in his heart, the red bean cake has always been prepared by the eldest lady for Brother Yunyi, and he has always been envious at that time.

But I don't know why after eating the red bean cake, the whole person became groggy and fell asleep all of a sudden.

When he woke up, he found himself in an unfamiliar place, and it was dark in front of him.

Only then did he know what the eldest lady meant by seeing a doctor.

For the first time, he also learned that people's hearts are not soft and warm.

However, he thought that he was a human being, and he didn't seem so sad.

He saw a beam of light in front of him through the thin gauze, and remembered that his mother had said that where there was light, there were people, so he walked towards that light.

Stumbling and stumbling all the way, he was so hungry that he couldn't stand it, and he pushed forward to the light before fainting.

Before passing out, he heard a crisp female voice ringing in his ears: "How are you?" Grandpa, come and save people! ”

Episode 2

When he woke up, he only felt a confused light shining on him in front of him, and the dim yellow color gave people a warm feeling.

His heart also warmed.

"What's your name?" The crisp female voice lingered in my ears.

Although it was unfamiliar, it gave him an indescribable sense of trust.

"Luo Bing." He replied.

The voice was soft and faint, similar to his name, giving people a cold feeling.

"Luo Bing, let's eat something!" The female voice said to him.

"Where am I?" Luo Bing asked.

The bowl of porridge in her hand was wafting with white water vapor and a fragrance.

"This is Luo'an Village, my grandfather and I are not bad people, don't be afraid." The female voice said.

"Who are you?" Luo Bing asked the vague figure in front of him.

"My name is Bai Sang, and I am your savior." Bai Sang looked at the lonely boy in front of him and said with a smile.

"Okay, thank you for saving your life." Luo Bing clasped his hands and saluted.

"Thank you, let's eat this bowl of porridge first!" After speaking, he took a spoonful of porridge and blew it on his mouth, and ordered Luo Bing in front of him: "Luo Bing, open your mouth." ”

Luo Bing froze, and although he hesitated, he still slowly opened his mouth, obviously the enthusiastic voice of the person in front of him was not to be refused.

A spoonful of warm porridge touched his lips, and the aroma of rice filled his lips.

Unconsciously his nose became sore, and his throat seemed to be stuffed with cotton, so that he couldn't speak.

Bright tears fell on the back of his hand through the thin gauze, one drop or two, fluorescent and translucent.

Bai Sang's action of feeding the porridge stopped, his voice softened, and he said anxiously: "Isn't this porridge delicious?" Why are you crying? ”

Luo Bing shook his head lightly and choked up: "No, it's because I haven't eaten such warm porridge for too long, and I'm too moved for a while." ”

"Won't your family cook porridge for you?" After listening to Luo Bing's words, Bai Sang's heart became astringent.

"I ...... No family. When Luo Bing spoke, his voice trembled.

My mother lost him, who treated him better than the people in the house? He is now in no less position than without a family.

After eating this bowl of porridge, Grandpa Bai Sang saw that Luo Bing's gauze was wet, so he helped him remove the gauze, and only then did he discover Luo Bing's eye disease. Grandpa Bai checked Luo Bing's eyes and said, "Luo Bing, although I am not a famous doctor in the rivers and lakes, but I have been practicing medicine for many years, and I can still cure your eye disease." ”

So he was left behind by Bai Sang and her grandfather, because he felt that he had nowhere to go, and that cold place, if he didn't go back.

He couldn't see Bai Sang's appearance clearly, but he liked to listen to her beautiful sound like a silver bell.

Every time I hear her beautiful voice, people feel at ease.

"Has anyone ever said you have a nice voice?" Luo Bing said to Bai Sang, who was sitting beside him.

Bai San put his chin on his knees, turned his face to look at Luo Bing and said with a smile: "I live with my grandfather in this deserted place, how can anyone come to play with me!" You're the only one who says I have a good voice! ”

The corners of Luo Bing's lips rose, his teeth were slightly exposed, and he said with a faint smile: "Can you sing?" I want to hear you sing to me. ”

Bai Sang was in a good mood this day, and it was rare for someone to chat and have fun with her, so she readily agreed, and said with a smile: "Yes!" But don't dislike me for not singing well! ”

"No matter what, Bai Sang's singing is good!" Luo Bing clapped his hands and encouraged.

Bai Sang had a smile on her face, and after a moment of emotion, she began to sing, her voice was very gentle, like the gentleness of silk brushing.

It is a folk song, simple and clean words, mellow and melodious melody.

This song unconsciously lived in Luo Bing's heart, and he could always hear this song for countless days of midnight dreams, as if the singing woman was calling herself.

"I'd love to see what you look like." Luo Bing said with a smile.

Bai Sang swept Luo Bing's nose with the dog tail grass in his hand, and said mischievously: "Well, it should be done soon, because my grandfather's medical skills are very good." ”

Usually, Grandpa Bai would go to the bazaar to treat people and exchange some silver taels, and Bai Sang and Luo Bing would be their companions.

Bai Sang is simple and innocent by nature, by her side, Luo Bing doesn't need to be fortified, she can open her heart to her, she is like a little sun, always bringing him warmth.

Every day, Grandpa Bai will boil a decoction for him and give him herbs to compress his eyes, and the chaos in his eyes has decreased a lot in the past few days, and Bai Sang's appearance in his eyes has become much clearer.

He himself knew that he had an indelible affection for Bai Sang, when he was young, he didn't understand the relationship between children and daughters, and he simply wanted to be by her side for the rest of his life.

On that day, the spring breeze was blowing, and the white pear blossoms in the mountains bloomed, and the wind blew and fell like snow. Bai Sang took Luo Bing's hand and came to the mountains to see the pear blossoms, and Bai Sang smiled happily and enjoyed the beautiful scenery under the pear blossom tree.

"The pear blossoms are so beautiful." Bai Sang couldn't help but admire, and spread his hand to let the pear petals fall in the palm of his hand.

"Yes! It's beautiful. Luo Bing also admired.

"But if you can't see it, how do you know beauty?" Bai Sang wondered.

"As long as you see the scenery around me, it is beautiful." Luo Bing said with a smile.

Bai Sang's face instantly turned crimson.

I didn't expect this kid to be quite good at talking, which caught Bai Sang off guard.

She hurriedly covered her face, covered Hongxia, her voice was soft, and she continued with a smile: "I like pear blossoms very much, because in the past, as long as the pear blossoms on the mountain bloomed, my father and mother would come back to see me, but since last year, they have not come back. ”

"Why didn't they come back?" Luo Bing asked.

Bai Sang's voice was hoarse, and he said, "They participated in the operation of clearing the Demon Sect in the rivers and lakes, and they didn't come back. ”

Episode 3

The rivers and lakes, the rivers and lakes are an easy to go and difficult to return road.

People are in the rivers and lakes, and they can't help themselves.

After another three days, Luo Bing's eyes finally no longer needed to apply medicine, and the decoction stopped.

One bright morning, the light filled the room, Grandpa Bai helped Luo Bing remove the gauze on his eyes, the ghost in front of him gradually disappeared, and he saw the world clearly.

I saw that person who thought about it day and night, Bai Sang, was really the same as he imagined.

She has clear eyes and a sweet and lovely smile.

Bai Sang looked at Luo Bing, he was handsome, and the corners of his eyes were very gentle when he smiled.

Seeing Luo Bing's eyes, Bai Sang's first thought was to take him to see the pear blossoms, and took his hand to run towards the mountains of white flowers, and the pear blossoms flew and circled in their ears.

It was really the most beautiful scene Luo Bing saw in his life.

Even after many years, he can still remember the scene vividly, like a painting engraved in his heart, which can never be erased.

Luo Bing went to pull Bai Sang's hand, Bai Sang looked at him, his eyes were full of light, Luo Bing said with a soft smile: "I have something for you." As he spoke, he took out a crystal clear jade pendant from his sleeve and put it on Bai Sang's hand.

Bai Sang took the jade pendant in her hand and looked left and right, although she didn't understand jade, but this jade pendant was not ordinary at first glance, this was left to him by his mother before he left, when he was poor at that time, his mother didn't want to be this jade pendant, you can imagine how important this jade pendant is.

"My mother told me that this jade pendant should be given to the most important person." Luo Bing looked at Bai Sang and said with a smile.

Bai Sang's face turned red, but he was a little embarrassed to accept it, so he hurriedly pushed it in front of Luo Bing and refused: "This jade pendant is too valuable, I can't accept it." ”

Luo Bing hurriedly said: "No, except for you in this world, no one can accept this jade pendant anymore, because you are very important." ”

On that day, the snow-white pear blossoms kept falling, sliding over the cheeks of the two people and blowing down on their hearts.

I don't know what it means to be a child, but I just want to be with you forever.

I just think you're important, so I want to give you something that means you're important.

On the way back, Bai Sang didn't see the stones under his feet, he accidentally fell, Bai Sang's knee hurt, his palm hurt, looking at Bai Sang's limping appearance, Luo Bing couldn't bear it, so he squatted in front of Bai Sang, patted his back, turned his head to look at Bai Sang and said, "Come up, I'll carry you back." ”

Bai Sang hesitated for a moment, nodded trustingly, and leaned on Luo Bing's body.

Luo Bing picked up Bai Sang on his back and walked back slowly, Luo Bing was indescribably happy in his heart, at this moment, he only hoped that this road could be longer.

Just back in front of the house, I saw a carriage, and a familiar figure came into view in front of the carriage.

The man slowly turned around, looked at Luo Bing, and said in a low voice: "Luo Bing, it's time to go home!" ”

Luo Bing looked at the person in front of him, he had eyebrows and eyes similar to his own, but he never cared about himself, but he wanted to call him father.

Bai Sang found the clue, this person is so similar to Luo Bing, there must be something between them, but Luo Bing said that he has no family, so who is this person in front of him?

"What? Don't you even want to call a father? The man walked up to Luo Bing and asked.

Luo Bing looked at the ground with his eyebrows lowered, his thin lips opened slightly, and he said lightly: "Dad." ”

Extremely reluctant voice, with resentment.

Bai Sang guessed a half-cut, maybe it was just because Luo Bing had a dislike for his father and ran away from home, so he complained about his father, so he didn't want to recognize his father.

But she clearly remembered that the thin coldness of the corners of Luo Bing's lips when she said that sentence gave people a penetrating coldness.

How desperate it must be to say that I have no family.

How sad it must be to deny everything.

She walked into the house, and Bai Sang knew that she shouldn't get involved in their affairs.

"Are your eyes right?" Luo Xuan looked at Luo Bing and asked.

Luo Bing nodded and said, "Yes! The eyes are good, and the time you left me is good. ”

Luo Bing's words had a stinger in them, making Luo Xuan like a thorn in his back.

"I know I owe you, come back to my house, and I will treat you well." Luo Xuan's hand lightly landed on Luo Bing's shoulder.

Luo Bing felt disgusted, and he said coldly: "How does Dad treat me well?" Is it the eldest lady who is divorced? Or will you turn me into a sister-in-law? Put away the false words! ”

"Do you hate me so much?" Luo Xuan asked in a deep voice.

He knew that Luo Bing did have a grudge against him, but he never thought that he would hate him so much.

He lowered his body, was as tall as Luo Bing, stretched out his long arm to wrap Luo Bing in his arm, his voice softened, and he said softly: "Trust me again...... Luo Bing, believe in Dad again......"

For the first time such a tough man seemed so humble, Luo Bing's heart melted, and he found that this arm was warm, and he was still nostalgic.

Seeing Luo Bing being held by that person, Bai Sang knew that it was time for Luo Bing to go back and return to the warm place that belonged to him.

On the day he left, Luo Xuan gave a lot of silver taels and gifts to Bai Sang and Grandpa Bai to thank him for his kindness in healing Luo Bing.

Luo Bing smiled at Bai Sang and said, "Bai Sang, I'm leaving, I thought I could let go of everything, but I didn't expect that someone still took me to heart, so I'll believe it again!" I'm leaving, but I don't want to leave you, I'm happy to be with you, and I'll keep it in my heart and never forget it. ”

"Well, it's okay! With so much time, we'll see each other all the time. Bai Sang smiled sweetly.

She smiled, only she knew how reluctant her heart was.

"Well, I'll definitely see you again!" Luo Bing stretched out the little finger of his right hand, he wanted to make an appointment.

Bai Sang smiled and stretched out the fingers of his right hand, and the two of them made an agreement.

The promise when I was young was so simple and beautiful, but it was so difficult to fulfill it.

Episode 4

In a flash, another nine years have passed, and he is already a young leader of the Koshihikari faction who can take charge on his own, and only he knows how difficult it is for him to take every step.

The bloody storm of competing for the position of head in the open and in secret, only he knows how difficult it is, and there are countless times when he feels that he can't go back, but there is a belief in his heart calling him.

You can't die if you haven't seen Bai Sang yet!

Since that day of separation from Bai Sang, I can't help but think that he had sneaked out, but when he returned to that room, the house had already been burned clean, and the ground was full of black burn marks.

After secretly inquiring privately, it was found that not long after he left, the house was robbed by rogues, and then Luo Bing suddenly found out that it was the gift given to them by his father that caused the trouble.

Ben lived a simple and happy life, and there was nothing to covet, but the sudden wealth brought disaster. If she hadn't appeared by herself, Bai Sang and her grandfather would have been able to live well, and everything was their own fault.

Day and night, his heart hurt as if it was being delayed.

His eyes were covered with ice and snow, his heart was getting colder and colder, and he was doing things more and more ruthlessly.

Which of the Koshihikari faction dares to object to him, and who is not amazed by his iron and bloody wrists.

Now he is the head of the Koshihikari faction, and there are many people under him, but why does he still feel so lonely.

On that day, he was walking alone on the lively street, and by the bridge near the river, he heard a familiar singing voice from the flower building by the river.

It was a folk song, simple and clean words, mellow and melodious melody.

The voice was gentle, like the gentleness of silk.

The dusty memory was awakened again, it was the voice of his thoughts day and night! He can't be mistaken.

The fool was reckless, and he was finally recovered.

His white veil swirled in the air, and he stepped on the breeze to reach the source of the sound.

I saw a simple woman holding a pipa and singing melodiously, Luo Bing looked at her without blinking, it was her, it was really her.

Even though he hadn't seen her in nine years, he recognized her at a glance.

How can he admit his mistake to a person who misses him every day.

She finally looked up, and met his gaze for a moment, looking at each other, but it was already a thing or a person.

Her rhythm was out of order, her heart was out of order, she just wanted to run away at the moment, but she found that she had nowhere to run.

She is a despicable Qinglou woman, how can she be worthy of him, she feels ashamed even when she meets her.

After the song was played, she wanted to leave, but he stopped her.

"Girl, don't go, you are like an old acquaintance of mine." Luo Bing's eyes were full of smiles.

Bai Sang lowered his head and just wanted to escape, but he didn't look at Luo Bing and said lightly: "The son has a dignified appearance and extraordinary demeanor, how can he know me, a lowly person, I'm afraid that I am wrong!" ”

Luo Bing pointed to the jade pendant worn by Bai Sang and affirmed: "This jade pendant, I will never admit my mistake!" ”

Bai Sang wears the jade pendant tightly every time he goes out, never leaving his body, he didn't expect to meet him today, and he can't even escape at the moment.

She was silent, looking down at the ground.

"Bai Sang, I'm Luo Bing!" Luo Bing called softly.

Bai Sang's eyes were wet with tears, unspeakably uncomfortable, his eyes became more and more blurry, and it suddenly rained heavily.

Luo Bing hugged Bai Sang in his arms, he hugged her very tightly, he was afraid that he would lose her again.

Enough separation, enough loneliness, he didn't want to leave her again.

No matter who she is.

Bai Sang told him that since he was separated from him, his family had been robbed by rogues, and after his belongings were looted, he also killed her grandfather, kidnapped her, and sold her to the Qinglou.

The voice is bitter, and it is all bitter tears.

Luo Bing hugged Bai Sang from behind in his arms, his voice was still gentle, and his warm breath caressed her face: "With me by your side in the future, you don't have to be afraid of anything, no matter what happens, I will protect you, we will be together forever." ”

"It's just that my identity is too lowly to be worthy of you, so you give it up!" Bai Sang's voice was sad.

The will is resolute.

"I couldn't decide what I wanted to do before, but now I can, and I'll never let you go again! Even if I give up everything, I won't let you go. Luo Bing said firmly.

Overnight, the rumor that the head of the Yueguang faction was wandering in the Qinglou was spread to the rivers and lakes, and those people in the rivers and lakes who regarded Luo Bing as a thorn in their side ridiculed them even more, but Luo Bing still ignored it.

She said that she would protect her, and she would do it.

Bai Sang knew that Luo Bing had become infamous because of herself, and she didn't want to drag him down anymore because she didn't deserve it. So he found a vacancy, cut the pulse to find a short view, but fortunately Luo Bing came in time and saved her.

Seeing that she woke up, he reached out and stroked the broken hair on her forehead, there was a hint of comfort in his smile, and his voice was soft: "Fortunately, you are still here, otherwise I am afraid that I will not be able to live without you again." ”

"I'm going to drag you down, why don't you let me go?" There were tears in the corners of Bai Sang's eyes.

"I don't care what other people think, I never care what anyone thinks, I just want to be with you forever, that's all." Luo Bing's voice was firm.

His kiss fell so suddenly, still so gently.

That night, the news of Luo Bing, the head of the Yueguang faction, eloping with a Qinglou woman spread throughout the martial arts, and it became a matter that the Yueguang faction despised.

They kept fleeing, fled to the town near the border of the city, and found a secluded place near the mountains and rivers, Luo Bing knew that Bai Sang liked pear blossoms, so he planted pear blossoms all over the mountains for her, but the pear blossom trees were still small, and I don't know how long it would take to see them.

He called her a lady, and she replaced him with Langjun.

This is the life he longs for the most.

It's just that if you're too happy, God will be jealous.

After a year, this happiness was taken back, and Bai Sang died of an incurable disease.

Bai Sang studied medicine with her grandfather since she was a child, and she also knew a little about medicine, and she knew that her disease was incurable.

On the day she died, the pear blossoms in the mountains actually bloomed, maybe God also pity Bai Sang! I want her to take another look at the beauty of the world before she dies.

Luo Bing took Bai Sang in his arms and watched the snow-white petals fall down, his throat was like choking on a ball of cotton, he wanted to cry, but Bai Sang said to himself that she hoped he could smile forever.

He promised, I would laugh, I want you to always remember my laughter and leave happy.

Bai Sang put her hand on the side of Luo Bing's face, revealing a faint smile, but she couldn't hide her pale face because of illness, she stared at Luo Bing's deep eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Sure enough, the scenery I watched with you is the most beautiful!" I'm so lucky to have met you in this life. She paused with difficulty, and continued: "I want to be carried on your back again, your back is so wide and warm. I want to be with you forever...... With you, I have no regrets in my life......"

She finished the last sentence with difficulty, and slowly closed her eyes, tears still dripping from the corners of her eyes, sliding down her cheeks, imprinting faint marks. The hand on the side of his face hung down, Luo Bing's angina was extremely painful, tears fell like rain in an instant, his soul was broken into pieces, and he said that he would not cry, but how could he do it? When the person he loves the most dies, how can he not cry.

I'm sorry, it's really hard to smile forever, how can I laugh happily without you?

It was another year of Qingming Festival, he came to her tomb again, picked up the wine jug, and drank it one by one, he leaned against her tombstone, tears kept falling.

"What to do? San'er, I really miss you, I'm afraid I won't make it to the last day. Luo Bing's expression was sad, and the drizzle fell on his face, covering his tears.