Chapter 59: "I Must Get Over This Hurdle by Myself!" Xiaoting said

In the hotel room, Xiaoting suppressed the sorrow in her heart, curled up on the bed, buried her head in the crook of her arm, and stared blankly at the ground.

Only Xiaoting and her mother were in the room, and her mother had already been picked up by Wen Hao, who was squatting on the ground and lightly pulling things out of the suitcase, all of which were daily necessities, bed sheets, pajamas, slippers, etc., she brought two large suitcases, which were filled with Xiaoting's things, and it seemed that she had prepared for the worst. While cleaning up, my mother looked at Xiaoting nervously and carefully from time to time.

"You can go back tomorrow!" Xiaoting said suddenly.

"You have to go back with me, why are you staying in Beijing, where do you live?" Xiaoting's mother stopped what she was doing and looked at her daughter nervously.

"You've been looking for him, why didn't you tell me?"

Xiaoting's tone was very calm, but it was full of flammable and explosive dangers, and her mother was speechless all of a sudden, not knowing what to say.

"I don't blame you, he deserved to die, and it has nothing to do with you!"

Xiao Ting covered her head with her arm, Xiao Ting's mother got up and sat on the sofa, helplessly wiping away her tears.

"You go back, I can take care of myself, I must review well!" Xiaoting said firmly.

"How do you ... Alas! You've been very well-behaved since you were a child, and your dad is glad to say that our daughter doesn't have a rebellious period, so don't worry... Alas, I still didn't hide from it! Xiaoting's mother was very helpless.

"Can you take care of me for the rest of my life? Can he? It's not that death is death, and I have to face the rest alone, do you know how I survived those days? Xiao Ting's tone was cold.

"Do you know how we got through it! Your dad and I never left, we stayed in a small hotel across the street from his house... ”

Xiaoting was very shocked by her mother's words, and even couldn't believe it, she looked at her mother in surprise.

“。。。 We are so close to you, we have to avoid you, your dad stands downstairs every night and looks at the window of his house, you two quarrel, you can hear it downstairs, I want to rush up several times, do you know or not! ”

Xiaoting's mother finally shouted out and questioned her daughter. Maybe it was the parents' licking love that touched him deeply, maybe it was his mother's words that evoked his memories again, Xiaoting's eyes were red, and she couldn't hold back the tears.

"His hand was broken, and your father's high blood pressure was committed, thinking that the two of you were fighting and using a knife... Mom continued, her voice trembling, as if she was still reeling from what had happened.

"How do you know, my circle of friends blocked you." Xiaoting interrupted her mother's words.

"Can you block everyone? You know what your dad was in a hurry at the time, and he almost called the police. ”

With a crying voice, my mother vented that she finally couldn't bear it anymore and sobbed quietly. Xiaoting still maintained the posture just now, curled up on the bed, her head buried in the crook of her arm and staring blankly at the ground. Mom cried for a while, stopped sobbing, and calmed down.

"Alas, it's our fault that we're weird... But you didn't reassure us at that time, you both broke up, and you didn't want to go home yet, and you'd rather rent a house outside alone. ”

"How do you know I'm renting a house?" Xiaoting asked in surprise.

"You swiped your credit card, we don't know!"

Xiaoting was speechless, she could only be silent, she remembered that when she had just rented a house, her mother suddenly called, wanting to let her go home and accompany them to travel, it turned out that her every move had been concerned by her parents.

"We know that you are not dead yet, waiting for him to change his mind!"

Xiaoting turned over, lay on her back, looked at the ceiling with her eyes, and suddenly asked again

"How did you and my dad know about all those things in his house, and who told you?"

"The downstairs neighbor of his house belongs to the neighborhood committee, and we begged them for a long time before telling us." Xiaoting's mother thought about it and told the truth.

Xiaoting sat up suddenly, "Is that the neurotic?" I knew it was her. ”

"What kind of neurosis, they are their old neighbors, I watched Tao Ye grow up, and I used to be a university professor and studied psychology."

Xiaoting stopped talking, and lay down again.

。。。

Xiaoting finally persuaded her mother to let her mother go back to her hometown, in fact, Xiaoting's parents had already planned for the worst, knowing that their daughter would not follow her obediently, so her mother brought so many Xiaoting's things.

Xiaoting went back to "home", and she asked for Tao Ye's things from Fan Lina. In the corridor of Tao Ye's house, Xiaoting carried the two suitcases brought by her mother and climbed the stairs with difficulty. Passing by the downstairs neighbor's aunt's house, he glanced at it indignantly, and then continued to walk upstairs.

Finally walked to the door of Tao Ye's house, the security door was locked, Xiao Ting took out the key and was about to open the door, and a thought suddenly flashed in her mind, this door was locked by Tao Ye himself last time, just like the bolt fell when the ancient tomb was finally closed, and now he wants to open the bolt and open the tomb. Xiaoting inserted the key into the keyhole, and without any effort, the door opened suddenly.

Xiaoting opened the door and entered Tao Ye's house, put the suitcase in the living room, walked to the door of the room, and looked at the room. Nothing has changed in the room, it's still the same things, the sofa bed is put away, and it's still in its original place. The balcony door was wide open, and two of the balcony windows had long since lost glass, so there was a lot of dust on the table on the floor of the room, and the dust made people feel miserable.

Xiao Ting walked to the table and blew with her mouth, blowing away a small piece of dust, which floated in the air.

At this time, someone pushed the door in, Xiao Ting turned around and looked, it was Du Ran who came, carrying the woven bag containing Xiao Ting's things that he had taken from here before, Du Ran quickly observed the emotions on Xiao Ting's face, and deliberately pretended to be relaxed.

"Hey, it's your stuff ... Do you really want to live here, aren't you afraid? ”

"What are you afraid of!"

"Online registration for the art exam has begun, have you registered?" Du Ran hurriedly changed the topic, for fear of arousing Xiaoting's sadness.

"Nope!" Xiao Ting's tone was unusually decisive.

Du Ran looked at Xiaoting in surprise, "You don't want to take the test again?" ”

Xiaoting didn't care, "I don't know, I'm not in the mood right now anyway!" ”

Du Ran looked at Xiao Ting in surprise, Xiao Ting's face was calm and peaceful. Xiao Ting walked over and opened the woven bag, which contained the shoes, clothes, books and other things she had thrown here in Tao Ye before.

"Why do you still keep these rags, they were all worn when you used to go to school, and they are all outdated."

Looking at Xiao Ting's disdainful expression, Du Ran felt that Xiao Ting's state was a little strange.

"Didn't I want to find a chance to scold him and vent my anger for you, I even brought a thug that day. Alas, the good people have been wronged. ”

Xiaoting pulled her face down, "You think he died in vain, don't you?" Should I be grateful? ”

Du Ran wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Xiao Ting before he could speak.

"If you're here to enlighten me, go back first!"

Du Ran looked at Xiao Ting helplessly, choked speechless, and Xiao Ting made a big grin and indifferent.

"Do you also think that I am quite good now, especially unworrying?"

Du Ran looked at Xiao Ting, swallowed the words back helplessly, and looked at Du Ran's anxious appearance, Xiao Ting suddenly said

"I suddenly felt terrible, I didn't have the resentment against him, I lost my motivation all of a sudden, I didn't know what I wanted all of a sudden. All the efforts I have made in the past have been to prove it to him and make him regret it. I hate that others think for me and make decisions for me, but accidentally become their pawn ... I have to get over this on my own! ”

Du Ran listened to Xiaoting's heartfelt words, understood her best friend's confusion, and nodded silently.

At this time, there was a sudden fluttering noise from the balcony, which frightened Du Ran's face white, and he said with a look of fear: "What? ”

Xiaoting was also frightened, and the two of them looked out to the balcony, where a green budgie was bumping around on the balcony. Xiaoting hurriedly walked over and opened the balcony door, allowing the parrot to fly into the room, and the parrot flew around the room for a circle or two, and then landed on the high heating pipe, looking at the two people below vigilantly.

Du Ran looked surprised, "How can there be birds flying in?" ”

"Look at what scares you, do you think he's manifested?"

Xiaoting's style of speaking now is becoming more and more Taoye's style.

Du Ran was so anxious that he stomped his feet, "Don't say it, how are you talking now more and more unsound!" ”

Xiao Ting laughed indifferently, "Look at what scares you, as for it?" ”

"Don't let me come to you again!" Du Ran was really angry, and said angrily.

"Oh, don't be afraid, it must be someone who raised it, and there were sparrows on the balcony before, and there were several small birds."

。。。

Du Ran still wanted to stay with Xiaoting, but was driven away by Xiaoting and had to go back to Tianjin.

It was dark, Xiaoting stood on the balcony, looking at the night lights outside the window, and she could see the signboard of the hot pot restaurant in the distance.

The sound in the room was noisy and "lively", the TV was on, and the news broadcast was playing, and at the same time, Xiaoting used her mobile phone to play the video of Guo Degang and Yu Qian's cross talk, and there was laughter at the performance.

Xiao Ting poked her head out of the window, which had no glass, and looked downstairs, the road downstairs was full of traffic, Xiao Ting seemed to see her father standing under the street lamp on the side of the street, smoking a cigarette, and looking up at herself upstairs with a worried face.

Xiaoting looked at the residential community across the street, there were two small hotels in the community, and in those days, her parents lived in a small room in the small hotel and silently accompanied her.

Xiaoting continued to clean the room, wiped the floor with a mop, and wiped the table clean; Xiao Ting took out all the shoes that she had just ridiculed and said outdated from the two bags that Du Ran had brought back, and carefully placed them on the shoe rack one by one; He took the book out of the bag and placed it neatly on the desk.

When Xiaoting was working, the parrot stood obediently on the heating pipe, Xiaoting thought the parrot was too quiet, so she raised the mop to coax and let the parrot fly twice in the room.

Tired, Xiaoting sat on the small sofa to rest, looking at the cleaned room. The parrot obediently stood on the heating pipe again, looking at Xiaoting quietly, Xiaoting and the parrot looked at each other, and the room would be very quiet, so quiet that it was suffocating.

Xiaoting shouted at the parrot, "Hey, why are you glaring at me, can you fly a few laps and scream twice!" ”

The parrot just moved its paws slightly, still looking at Xiaoting coldly.

Xiao Ting looked at the desk again, Tao Ye's mobile phone was charging on the desk, Xiao Ting walked over and unplugged the phone, opened the drawer and threw it in.

In the drawer, there were Tao Ye's wallet and keychain, as well as the bracelet of Buddhist beads that Xiaoting gave him as a birthday gift, and the Buddhist beads had traces of being burned by fire. Xiaoting took out the Buddha bead bracelet, held it in her hand, rubbed the beads with her fingers, and her mind flashed the later experience of Tao Ye that Fan Lina told her.

"He later went to Tibet alone, riding his motorcycle, and he found the temple where you donated merit...

[This story is pure fiction]

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