330, Shutter Island, I killed you
(If you can't break free of the black cocoon, you'll die forever in the silent night leading to the dawn.) )
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There is one day left until the semi-finals between Beifu No. 1 Middle School and Shanghai Qiming No. 3 Middle School.
In the far south of Wuhan, the campus of Beifu No. 1 Middle School is undoubtedly the target of public criticism at this time, although the school has added a temporary curfew and implemented measures to prohibit all people except those on campus from entering the school without approval, it still cannot stop the enthusiasm of the students below to pay attention to the incident.
They blocked the school bulletin board, blocking the road.
There is no it, just because of the notice posted in front of the school bulletin board early this morning:
"Zhong Jinyun, a student in the fourth class of Beifu No. 1 High School, has seriously violated the school management system, affected the reputation of the school, and caused a bad impact on the school.
This announcement instantly aroused revolt among the students, especially the sophomores, after all, they are most familiar with Zhong Jinyun and know Zhong Jinyun's personality, but even so, they have no way to identify the ones that Zhong Jinyun was accused of on the Internet.
After a while, the security department and teachers had already rushed to the notice board and forcibly drove away the onlookers with the order of 'notification of criticism'.
In the crowd, the people in the fourth class were the most excited, even if they were pushed by the squad leader Li Tiande behind, they still shouted: "Zhong Jinyun is not that kind of person!" ”
Yes, they don't believe it, Zhong Jinyun, who gets along day and night, will be like those public opinions on the Internet to 'play black balls' and 'collect black money', how can such a sincere person be a market businessman! This is not something that a person of his age can think of and dare to do!
But words have no effect in the face of punishment, like a leaf against the wind, and broken bones cannot change the direction of the wind.
Who ever thought,
ZHONG Jinyun,
This name once joined Beifu No. 1 Middle School on an innocuous day, and gradually emerged in that period of years that made countless Beifu people unbearable, shining with its own unique light. It pulls the North House out of the quagmire, it pulls the North House back from the edge of the cliff, side by side with it, into its life. He warms and inspires every hot-blooded Beifu person with his peerless talent. The Mandate of Heaven is clear, but you will think that one day, the Beifu will abandon their Destiny heroes, and they are so resolute.
What a sigh,
The name has been removed from the school's roster, and there is no longer a second ear.
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Zhong Jinyun's residence.
After hearing this shocking news, Zhong's father and Zhong's mother immediately rushed back to China, even if Zhong's father's condition has not fully recovered, Zhong's mother's body is not completely healthy, but at this moment, the pain of losing her son will no longer make them care about their health.
Relatives from all sides settled in the residence, and an indescribable sadness permeated the room.
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A hospital in Wuhan.
"The patient's physical indicators show that he is healthy and can be discharged." The doctor looked at Zhong Jinyun's uncle and said with a surprised expression, "But the patient refused to be discharged from the hospital and applied to be transferred to the quarantine area, you see?" ”
But his uncle didn't care about the doctor's medical report at all, his eyes looked through the small window on the door, and he couldn't let go of it for a long time.
Yes, no matter how healthy the body is, it can't carry that broken heart.
He's still a child after all, he's still a child after all!
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My name is Zhong Jinyun, and I am a member of the school team of Beifu No. 1 Middle School, and the people in the school call me 'basketball genius', 'Beifu Twin Stars', 'Mr. Key', etc., hehe, although these titles are good, they don't know how majestic my previous titles were. When I represented AND1 at the U.S. World Championships, the streetball players across the country called me 'Streetball Light', and each of them put their streetball dreams in my blood, cheering for me and praying that I could show my style and reach the top of the global competition. Yes, I was invincible in my age at the time, a master of the Assassin genre, and the most promising streetball player to prove domestic streetball to the world. And I did as they wished, and I killed those who didn't know my name, and I abused them so much that at Center Garden in the United States, the paradise course in the dreams of streetball players all over the world, the voice resounded in the sky to worship me, and they shouted my name.
'Red Flame'
I love the name and I enjoy their adoration of me, just as much as every time they put the ball in the net.
Just when I thought I would return home with the world's most famous double championship, just when I thought I would become the ruler of this streetball world, just when I thought I could completely bury the title of 'Phantom' and laugh at the brother who turned away from his basketball dream, a sudden accident broke my wings, shattered my dream, and buried my vow to prove myself.
Am I going to follow my brother's footsteps?
At that time, I would dream every night and ask myself this sentence.
There is also a pitch in the dream. It's not Center Garden, it's And1's game of death, the person in the dream is not me, it's my brother, and at that moment, the picture of my brother's broken leg is forever imprinted in my mind and can never be erased.
I don't want to be an older brother, I don't want to have that lonely back, I don't want to look at my beloved basketball and have to give up, I don't want to have a better talent and future, but I can only accept the result of being unnoticed. I want to play basketball,
I'm going to play basketball!
I want to prove to my brother who shows weakness, I want to prove to my parents who have been blocking me, I want to prove to those who look down on me Zhong Jinyun, I want to prove to those shameless opponents who are despicable to the point of being black, even if I am scarred, I have never said to give up. I want to prove my strength to him, prove his wrong decision, prove that he wrongly gave up his talent, prove that I am better than him, and prove to everyone that I am not the younger brother of 'Phantom',
I'm the 'Phantom'!!
I leave the past behind, I give up streetball, I bring my dreams into the world. I have never been afraid of opponents, I have never been afraid of injuries, I have never allowed myself to be lost in the glory of the past. I learned to accept orthodox basketball, to play well, to pass the ball in front of my chest, to shoot every hard-earned jump shot. I want to be recognized, I want to prove that I can still fight, that I am still the invincible 'Red Flame'!
But
But
Why?
Why are you back when I was about to have a chance to reach the top!
Why!
Why! Zhong Feixuan!
You told me what I knew and what I didn't know about the past, in such a cruel way.
You don't hesitate to sacrifice your life just to tell me that I am just a pawn of someone else, a pawn of the merchant empire for profit!
No matter how hard I try, I'm just a dispensable pawn in the hands of the Merchant Empire!
How you make me face the praise and cheers I have enjoyed, how you make me face the devout worshippers, how you make me face my ridiculous vows.
The past that I said goodbye to with all my might was pulled back by you alive.
The glory of not giving up became a bargaining chip in the merchant's plan.
You made me listen to the unfinished words of the ghost blade,
This world is not only basketball,
And the supreme interest!!
But
How do you make me deal with it!
To face such a bloody so-called truth!
What do you want me to think of you, how to look at you who I think is a coward!
What do you want me to think of myself, to this me, who only wants to prove you wrong!
Isn't it
It's always been me who was wrong??
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If
If you can,
If I could heed your admonition and stay away from and1, away from the 'phantom' scramble, and away from the death game, wouldn't I be able to avoid going to the United States? Isn't there nothing to be born after? Are you still my brother, the brother who has always been regarded as an idol by me since childhood, the brother who carries the supreme light? Won't you die then?
So
It's always been me who is wrong?
It's always been me who was wrong!!
Originally
It's me who killed Scar,
It is I who have killed you,
It was I who killed my brother who I had always wanted to follow.
It's me
Kill you!
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There has been a flow of people outside the window, and countless Zhong Jinyun's relatives and friends have stopped outside the door, they can only see the depressed back, but they can never read it, Zhong Jinyun has given up on himself in his heart.
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Author's Note: At the beginning of this chapter, the Shutter Island series takes you into Zhong Jinyun's inner world.
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