Chapter 151: It's really distressing!
The two men who were kissing tightly in the carriage felt a chill almost at the same time, and then they separated, no longer raising their eyes to look at each other. At this moment, Murong Huan was shocked to realize that the two-person world belonging to himself and Baili Moxu had ended. No matter how reluctant he is, he still has to face the situation of sharing this man with many women in the end. I didn't control my heart, nor did I control my own people, so I had to live a life that I never wanted before.
At this moment, the two bodies separated, and Murong Huan actually felt that each other's hearts seemed to be farther away. In the end, he still failed to become the only one in his fantasy, but only became a fraction of a hundred miles of Moxu. Moreover, the one waiting for him outside the car is his favorite, and now he is still pregnant with his heir, but he is like a "little three" who secretly intervened in the two of them when Leng Yuxin was pregnant. The mood, at this moment, was gray all at once.
When Murong Huan left from his arms, when her soft was withdrawn from his hands, Baili Moxu naturally understood the loss on her face. However, he couldn't give Murong Huan any comfort at the moment. With a horizontal heart, his hand lifted the curtain, jumped out of the carriage, and greeted him, "Xin'er, it's such a cold day, it's so late, why are you waiting for me?
"Brother Xu, do you really care about Xin'er?" Leng Yuxin threw herself into Baili Moxu's arms, crying so much that pear blossoms rained, "Do you know that Xin'er has been waiting for you here since noon?" You forgot about it at all, you promised Xin'er that you would go back to the house after the next court, and you forgot about the child in Xin'er's belly. You can only see her now, where is Xin'er in your heart?!"
Murong Huan silently stepped out of the carriage, facing Leng Yuxin's flying eye knife, and facing Leng Yuxin's finger pointing directly at her, she chose to be silent.
"Xin'er, I'm sorry. It was the queen mother who said that the princess had never seen Xilin's Ice Lantern Festival, and asked me to take her to see it, so she came back late. Baili Moxu gently patted Leng Yuxin's back and comforted her in a low voice. This scene was so dazzling in Murong Huan's eyes.
"You lied to me!" Leng Yuxin looked at Baili Moxu with teary eyes, "I know, I can't sleep now, Brother Xu, you naturally want to be with her." Xin'er doesn't blame you! After all, she is also your princess. However, you shouldn't be talking and not talking, and you shouldn't let Xin'er wait so long in this cold night. Even if you don't feel sorry for Xin'er, you should feel sorry for our children, right?"
"Xin'er, I'm sorry, not next time. Hearing this, Baili Moxu was very annoyed.
Murong Huan's face was already pale, and she only felt that she couldn't stay here for a moment, looking at Xiaoqin, who was silently waiting there at the gate, she took a deep breath and walked over.
"Sister, today I heard that Brother Xu has all kinds of intimacy with my sister by the West River, and I really envy my sister. But don't worry, sister, you are reconciled with Brother Xu, sister, I am really happy for you. My sister doesn't mean anything else, I just hope that my sister won't forget the child in my belly, and occasionally let Brother Xu come to Lanyuan to have a look!" Looking at Murong Huan who walked by with her head down, Leng Yuxin suddenly cried again at her back, and that voice carried indescribable grievances and despair, which was really pitiful to me.
"Xin'er, what are you talking nonsense?Don't you understand, I only have you in my heart?" Baili Moxu spoke comfortably at the right time, and his voice was so gentle.
Murong Huan's footsteps froze, he didn't stop, he didn't speak, he just stretched out his hand to Xiaoqin who was walking over, his expressionless face was frighteningly pale.
"Princess, why are your hands so cold?" Xiaoqin pulled Murong Huan's cold hand, shocked in her heart. What is this Leng Yuxin going crazy again? Crying and making trouble at the gate of the palace at night, who is this going to show for?
"It's okay, let's go back. Murong Huan's eyes were a little sluggish, he didn't seem to be able to find a point to focus on, his steps were vain, and even his always straight back didn't seem to be so straight.
Baili Moxu behind him watched Murong Huan walk past him, although she didn't even give herself a look, he could still feel the sourness in Murong Huan's heart. His fingers tightened secretly, patting Leng Yuxin, who was crying in his arms, "Xin'er, let's go in!"
"Brother Xu, I want you to hug me! I stood all night, and my legs were frozen!" Leng Yuxin raised her teary eyes and looked at Baili Moxu pitifully.
"Okay!" Baili Moxu didn't say a word, and immediately a princess hugged her, picked up Leng Yuxin and walked inside.
Murong Huan in front of him slipped and almost fell. Xiaoqin nervously held her up, and Baili Moxu walked in front of the master and servant with Leng Yuxin in his arms at this time, but he just glanced at Murong Huan, and went straight to Lanyuan with Leng Yuxin in his arms.
As soon as Murong Huan returned to Meiyuan, he went to the bathhouse. This time, she didn't even leave Xiaoqin, just soaked in the barrel alone. From the moment she got out of the carriage to the present, Murong Huan had not had any expression on her face, but she sat motionless in the barrel with her shoulders crossed, not knowing if it was because of the heat, a layer of mist soon appeared in her eyes, and large tears were dripping into the barrel.
After a long while, Murong Huan grabbed the petals in the barrel and wiped them desperately against the kiss marks on his body, using all his strength, as if he wanted to wipe off the traces left on his body. However, even if a piece of skin is about to be rubbed off, the marks are still clear. Murong Huan finally gave up his futile actions, covered his face and sobbed in a low voice.
Xiaoqin, who was waiting outside the door, secretly screamed in her heart, in fact, from the moment Murong Huan got out of the carriage, she had already seen that something was wrong with the princess. Although I don't know if what Leng Yuxin said is true or not, but listening to Murong Huan's suppressed cry in the room at this moment, it must be something that must have happened.
Fortunately, Xiaoqin is smart and has already pulled the others away. Gently pushed open the bathroom door and walked in, and just as he wanted to speak, he saw those marks on Murong Huan's body. Xiaoqin was stunned, and all the comforting words that came to her mouth were gone. In this way, the princess and the prince are indeed together. But what is going on? Is the princess forced? What has happened in the palace these days?
Seeing Murong Huan's desperately suppressed crying, Xiaoqin's heart was also confused, and she hurriedly stepped forward, "Princess, what happened......?"
"Nothing, I'm tired. After half a ring, Murong Huan removed the hand covering his face and looked at Xiaoqin calmly, "I want to sleep." ”
But it was this calmness that made Xiaoqin's heart hurt even more. However, Xiaoqin didn't ask anything, because she knew that Murong Huan was very stubborn now, and if she didn't want to say it, she wouldn't say it. Xiaoqin brought a bath towel and slowly helped Murong Huan dry himself. Looking at the traces left by the madness on her body, thinking about what the prince said to Leng Yuxin at the gate of the palace just now, Xiaoqin's heart was also extremely sad.
If her own princess was forced and drugged, it would be fine, if she was with the prince voluntarily, how much did that scene hurt her just now? Xiaoqin didn't dare to think about it, she just helped Murong Huan put on a nightdress, put on a thick cloak, and helped her walk back to the inner room.
Murong Huan leaned on the bed rail with her eyes closed, Xiaoqin dried her hair with internal force, helped her lie down, blew out the candle, and walked out of the inner room.
Murong Huan couldn't sleep at all, just lay there biting his lip and wept silently. At this point, who can blame him? If you want to blame yourself! I knew that there were a bunch of women in Baili Moxu, and I knew that he only had Leng Yuxin in his heart, but I still fell in love with him stupidly. knew that he couldn't be with him, but after hearing about what happened to him when he was a child, he felt inexplicable sympathy for him. Knowing that he has read countless people, and knowing that he is experienced in some aspects, he still can't withstand his teasing^ and gives himself to him. What's the use of regretting now?
What's more, what Murong Huan thought about most at this time was not regret, but really distressed. I knew that he was not the lover I had been waiting for, but I still gave myself and my heart regardless of it, but the moment of warmth and joy in exchange was so short-lived. Could it be that those affectionate kisses that resist death ^linger^ are just their own dreams? Those warmth, those concerns are just their own illusions?
Murong Huan, who had never been in love, was completely confused at this moment. On the one hand, she felt guilty of her stupidity. On the other hand, she felt unsure about Baili Moxu's heart. Especially when she remembered what Baili Moxu said to Leng Yuxin at the gate of the palace just now, "There is only you in my heart", she felt that her heart was stabbed so much. Of course, the most hesitant thing is that she doesn't know what she should do now, let alone how to protect herself.
Can I get my heart back? How can I not be hurt all over my body? How can I face his kindness to other women? How can I face his women? How can I face Leng Yuxin, who is delicate and always guarding against himself?
I didn't think about robbing a man with them, but I took a wrong step, a wrong step, and I finally waded into this troubled water. In the past, I only thought it was funny to watch them compete with each other, but now, it is finally my turn to be jealous for him, and he is so thoroughly jealous. But it turned out that his words and deeds were enough to change his joys, sorrows, and sorrows.
Murong Huan opened a pair of big eyes, looking at the endless night, only to feel that this darkness was overwhelming. When did he start to care so much about Baili Moxu? His words, actions, and eyes can make him fly to heaven in an instant, and he can make himself warm as spring. However, it is also his words, one action, one look, can make oneself fall into hell in an instant, and can make oneself as cold as winter.
Yourself, it's completely finished!