Chapter 38: Please bear with me

"What are you doing?" I saw Jiang Li rushing to the two of them with an arrow step, grabbed Gu Changqing's collar and brought him up, the green tendons on his forehead were highlighted, his eyes were sharp, and his tone was even more irritable, "I don't care what you're thinking, she's mine, you are not allowed to touch it." ”

After speaking, he let go of Gu Changqing, grabbed An Whale's shoulder and took her out of the box, along the way An Whale fell silently behind him, his tall figure was obviously in front of her, but she seemed to be able to read from it that she didn't have to chase three big words, and for a while, her throat choked, and tears came out of her eyes.

She always thought that the two of them were together, even if they didn't express their hearts to each other, it didn't matter, she could gradually overcome her inferiority complex in the face of Jiang Li, who was getting better and better, but this sense of security only existed when the two were inseparable, once the two separated or outsiders intervened, this sense of security would immediately disappear without a trace.

An Jingluo desperately wanted to change this situation, make psychological hints to herself, force herself to learn more things, strive to become a person who can match Jiang Li, and learn to take care of Jiang Li, but she always forgot to communicate with Jiang Li and reveal her uneasiness.

She remembered what Gu Changqing had just said to her in the box, and every word hit the nail on the head, wrapping all the uneasiness, uncertainty, and unwillingness to face her in the depths of her heart were turned over and punctured one by one.

"You like Jiang Li, right?"

"Jiang Li should like you too?"

"Are you in a relationship? It looks like it doesn't look like it. ”

"Do you seem to be uneasy around him, especially when there is a person of the opposite sex around him that you think is superior to you, is it because he is not secure enough?"

"By the way, he told you that he likes you and wants to be with you?"

"He kept introducing you to his assistant in front of others, how did you feel at that time?"

"You can't hold hands and hug him in front of everyone, and you can't enjoy the intimacy between ordinary couples, don't you really care?"

"Deep down, you're still not so sure about your feelings, and you don't think you're worthy of him, right?"

An Whale's ears echoed his every word, and she couldn't refute it, because what he said was true, and it was all what she cared about, experienced and struggled with.

She saw Jiang Li's back in front of her walking faster and faster, farther and farther away, and the choking sound that had been suppressed was released by the grievances that rushed to the top of her head, and the sound was not loud, but she still quickly put on the hat behind her clothes and covered her eyes with her hands to hide her gaffe at this time.

Jiang Li, who had been walking in front, was also full of anger and had nowhere to vent, he only went out for a while when he answered the phone, An Jingluo was deceived by Gu Changqing's guy, the two were still so close, Gu Changqing didn't know what to say to her, she didn't refuse or resist at all.

In fact, he noticed the changes in An Whale Fall not long after he joined the group, although she behaved normally on the surface every day, but Jiang Li knew her too well, and any of her clues and abnormalities could not escape his eyes.

He thought she cared about the relationship with the heroine, so he wouldn't have any superfluous interactions with her except for daily scenes, filming and necessary communication. Knowing that staying in the crew is boring, he will often prepare surprises for her, sometimes it is a rare time to walk alone, sometimes it is her favorite snack, or he sings to her.

But she was still visibly unhappy, and what made him even more disturbing was that her eyes had fallen on Gu Changqing for more time than she had stayed on herself, and sometimes he wanted to see her between filming, but found that her eyes were staring in Gu Changqing's direction for a moment, and he couldn't help but feel annoyed.

An Jingluo, who is usually by his side, is always gentle and understanding, but once she is in front of Gu Changqing, she is like a different person, full of vitality, her eyes are shining, and the whole person is very vivid.

He liked her like this, so when Gu Changqing asked him to help him figure out the psychology of the characters in the play when he wasn't filming, he agreed without hesitation, but he didn't see the injury in An Whale's eyes.

He also tried to communicate with her, but she was all right, what could be perfunctory, and the relationship between the two began to enter an inexplicably embarrassing critical point, both knew that something was wrong, but they didn't know what went wrong.

Until today's dinner appeared the scene just now, the moment he pushed the door open, he really couldn't believe what his eyes saw, An Jingluo sat so quietly, Gu Changqing was very close, and the smile on the corner of his mouth made him particularly uncomfortable.

Thinking of the previous things, he couldn't help but wonder if he was no longer attractive to An Whale Fall, what he couldn't get was always in turmoil, and if he got it, he could discard it openly?

Along the way, he was driven crazy by his own thoughts, and he must ask her for clarification when he goes back, no matter what, he will not let go.

Suddenly, a slight sobbing sound interrupted his thoughts, and he looked back in surprise to see An Jingluo, who had been many steps behind, wrapping himself tightly, covering his hands over his eyes, and walking slowly with his head down.

Seeing her crying, Jiang Li felt distressed for a while, walked a few steps in her direction and came to her side, his hand just stretched out to hold her in his arms, and when he thought that this was outside and might be photographed, he could only grit his teeth and unwillingly clench into a fist and slowly hang down to his side.

"I'll talk about it when I get back." Jiang Li whispered to her, his tone was a little cold, but the people didn't go straight to the front this time, and the two walked towards the hotel in silence.

When he arrived at the hotel, An Jingluo just opened the door, and before the card could be inserted into the card slot, Jiang Li pressed it on the door, he took off her hat, and slowly approached her, until the two of them were forehead against forehead, nose to nose, and looked at her carefully through the faint light from the window.

His eyes were red like a rabbit, and the wet under his eyes refracted the dim light, and the eyes that looked at him were full of his shadow, and the whole person looked innocent and tempting with his head slightly raised.

"Why did you cry just now?" The two were extremely close, and as soon as Jiang Li spoke, his lips touched hers, back and forth, back and forth.

An Jingluo, who had already sorted out his emotions, was accustomed to revealing all the grievances that had been pressed in his heart with his slightly helpless and doting tone, and his tears were the first to rush to the front line.

"You... Don't you like me as much as I like you? She pursed the corners of her mouth aggrievedly.

"Huh? Says who? Jiang Li's brows furrowed, An Jingluo actually doubted his feelings for her.

"Nobody said, I felt that way." The latter sentence was said in a particularly low voice.

"What do you think?" Jiang Li pulled away slightly, raised his eyebrows slightly, and said with anger in his tone, "You think I don't like you." ”

"I... Hmm......" Before she could finish her sentence, she was suddenly filled with shadows and familiar smells, and then two warm lips covered her not very gently, pried open her teeth, and drove straight into the city.

An Jingluo was soft by his kiss, her brain was blank, and when he finally let go of her, she was softly held in his arms, feeling his kiss fall on her hair one by one, and her heart was a soft mess.

"Do you still think like that?" Jiang Li's voice was slightly hoarse and full of bewilderment.

"No, that's enough." She closed her eyes with satisfaction, really, she was not greedy, all she wanted was Jiang Li, as long as Jiang Li had him in her heart, no matter how much, she was content.

"Not enough." Jiang Li pushed her body out of his arms and made her stand up straight, then turned around and sat on the sofa by himself, "What's the matter with you and Gu Changqing?" ”

His sudden withdrawal made An Jingluo a little disappointed, and with some serious questions, she was even more at a loss. She stood there and thought for a few seconds, forget it, some words were better spread out, and after figuring it out, she didn't turn on the light, and walked along the figure on the sofa.

"I... Originally, I thought..."An Whale was a little embarrassed, if Jiang Li knew that she suspected that Gu Changqing liked him, I didn't know how to react, I glanced at him weakly, and opened my mouth with the idea of letting go, "Originally, I thought Gu Changqing liked you." ”

“......”

She didn't dare to look at Jiang Li's face, nor did she dare to look at his reaction, so she said to herself: "I'm not sure, so I didn't tell you, I plan to investigate privately, so I will observe him from time to time." He seems to have discovered my intentions, and he used you to deliberately provoke me, which is why I am wary of him. ”

She stopped talking, and was just about to catch her breath when she heard a low, eager voice coming: "Go on." ”

"Just now in the box, he said that he didn't like you, I couldn't help but drink a few glasses of wine when I was happy, and then he said something else, I was thinking about his words at the time, and I didn't notice anything else." She still felt a little uncomfortable when she thought about those words.

"What did he say?" Gu Changqing and An Jingluo were not familiar with each other, and what he said actually had such a big impact on her.

"No... Didn't say anything. An Jingluo has already passed that hypocrisy in her heart, so now she doesn't want him to know.

"Ann Whale Fall!" Suddenly a raised voice called her full name, since the two met, Jiang Li rarely called her full name, usually he called it like this, it means that he is already on the verge of anger, it is better not to provoke him.

"He asked if we were together, and he asked me if I couldn't be rightful and I didn't care, saying that I often show unease around you." She gritted her teeth and continued, "That's what he said to my heart, that's why I was so focused. ”

"Do you care?" Jiang Li stared into her eyes for a moment.

"I care." After truly admitting her inferiority complex and cowardice, she was relieved in her heart, and it was not a big deal to say it.

Jiang Li listened to her whispered but firm words, and her heart shook slightly, it turned out that she had always had such a mind by her side, sensitive, delicate and cautious, it seemed that she still didn't give him enough security.

How similar the two are, she is worried that she is not worthy of him, and he is also worried that he is not attractive to her, it is precisely because of the depth of love that such sweet troubles will appear, it seems that it is time to prepare the surprise in advance.

"What a little fool." Jiang Li moved from the sofa to her side as he spoke, scratching her nose, "I'm going to say a lot of things next, you have to listen quietly and carefully, you know?" Ann nodded obediently.

"You just asked me if you like me more than I like you, but it's not, you don't know how much I like you, no, you can't express it with likes, it's love, I love you."

"I know it's unfair to you not to be able to give you a public identity, and God knows how much I want to share with the world the joy of being my girlfriend with the girl I've loved for so many years. But I'm such a bastard that I didn't give you a formal confession or say the phrase I've always wanted to say to you. ”

"I know that the entertainment industry is a big dye vat, and the love in it is usually entangled with desire and interests, but I promise you that I will never do anything to be sorry for you, including anything that makes you misunderstood, and I will tell them on the company's side, so please believe me, I will use my next actions to prove to you that I am determined to you."

"I know there will be a lot of grievances and unfairness for you to be with me, but for the sake of me like you so much, I can't do without you, can I ask you to bear with me a little?"

"Ann Whale Fall, I like you, please stay with me!" After Jiang Li said this, he only felt that his mouth was very dry, and his heartbeat was like a clockwork axle, beating uncontrollably.

The joy of finally speaking was slowly replaced by the silence of waiting for an answer, and at that moment, he felt the meaning of his heart.