Chapter 152: Suddenly

"Old farmer." When Zhang Yuan heard the voice of the visitor, he quickly moved his body upward, trying to make his sitting posture look formal. It's a pity that he forgot about his wounds, and this random movement caused the pain of the wounds, causing him to grin his teeth.

"Don't move." Chen Qianyun glared at him with some complaint, but she herself was a little at a loss for a while because someone suddenly came, and she didn't know whether to stand or sit.

In fact, when the old man Tai spoke, he had already walked into the door, but Zhang Yuan's new residence was a suite structure, and the door was not facing the bed, and the two were separated by a high screen.

At this time, the old man Tai happened to turn the screen, and when he saw the funny appearance of the two, he couldn't help laughing. Old Man Tai smiled and said, "Why are you two so restrained, just treat this as your own home." ”

Zhang Yuan looked at the old man Tai who walked in, bit his lip, and asked, "Old owner, what you said just now was ......?"

"Haha, I don't mean anything else, you don't have to think about it, little friend. Since I promised you at the beginning, there is naturally no reason to regret it temporarily, so you can live in this place with peace of mind. ”

After staring at Taylor's face for a long time, confirming that there was indeed no hypocrisy in the other party's expression, Zhang Yuan said a little unconfidently: "However, we will cause trouble to you, the old owner." ”

Taylor let out another hearty laugh when he heard this, and then he sat down on the chair opposite the bed, leaned on crutches and said, "Little friend, you are really confused, where is the trouble you have brought here?" ”

Seeing that Zhang Yuan's mouth was slightly open and speechless, Old Man Tai continued: "Xiaoyou feels that he has become a burden, but there are all kinds of disasters and burdens in this world. If you encounter a setback, you have to unload the burden on your body, and in the end, this person is naturally relaxed, but there is nothing left. ”

"But I ......" Zhang Yuan wanted to say that he was a useless burden, but suddenly remembered that he had promised to help the other party solve Taimeng's matter, so he swallowed back the unfinished words.

"Little friend, do you know that for the silk farmers in Mucheng, their silk slaves are both a burden and the only source of income. We, the granges, only sell the leaves to the silk farmers, and the people in Shicheng only buy the silk threads. In this way, the silk farmers bear most of the risks, from the leaves in the field to the woven cloth.

But as I said, it's a burden, but if the silk farmers want to have enough to eat, they have to take care of the silk slaves. The sun is too big, and Sinu will die; If the rain floods the silk frame, the silk slave will die; If you get sick because you eat unclean food, Sinu will also die. The fragile life of the silk slave is connected to the life of the silk farmer, the silk slave is healthy and has a good life, and the silk slave dies and lives a bad life.

However, the silk farmers still worked diligently, and their ancestors had never abandoned this burden, and they did not regard the silk slaves as a burden. Do you know what is the secret of changing the mentality of Sinon? It's not because of the persecution of life, but they know that as long as they make a choice, they only need to feel it with their hearts. ”

"Feel it with your heart." Zhang Yuan muttered to himself, he seemed to be back in a dream again, and the phrase "what are you running away from" echoed in his mind, but he couldn't detect the connection between the two for a while.

Old Man Tai nodded: "The people who do things are like ramblers carrying gold on their backs, some people complain that the gold is too little, and some people complain that the gold is too heavy." In fact, they don't understand that when carrying karma has become a choice, all that people have to do is to feel, and feel with their hearts, so that they can know that happiness is already on their backs.

Everything is like this, although I am stupid, I also know the difference between before and after choosing. Think about yourself before you choose, and after you choose, you can't look ahead and look backwards. If you always maintain the mentality of hesitating not to do it when doing things, and think about giving up when you encounter difficulties, I am afraid that you will not be able to do anything well.

Since I promised Xiaoyou to keep you in the village, I have not thought of thinking about this matter anymore, otherwise this time the events will change, and I will be tired of the past and the future at the same time, how can I smile so heartily as I do now? Besides, this matter is by no means the responsibility of Xiaoyou, and I will not pursue it from you, so you should continue to live in peace of mind. ”

After listening to the words of the old man Tai, Zhang Yuan suddenly felt enlightened, his heart moved, and he confessed to the other party: "Old owner, there is one thing, after thinking about it, I still decided to explain it to you." In fact, in front of the old owner, in order to let the old owner agree to my request, I deliberately said something exaggerated, and I hoped that the old owner would forgive. If you reconsider what we're here for that reason, I ...... I'm okay with that, too! ”

"Hahaha, little friend, little friend, how can you forgive this kind of thing? And as I said, you can live here in peace, and I won't think about it anymore. Old Man Tai didn't see the slightest anger on his face, as if he didn't care about what Zhang Yuan said.

But the more Old Man Tai said this, the more sorry Zhang Yuan felt in his heart, he clenched his fists, looked at the quilt on his body and said: "Although I am not qualified to say this, this can be regarded as deception, and the choice you made at the beginning may also be wrong." ”

"No, not every time we choose, we can see the whole picture, so it's acceptable to be flexible. But people can't always accommodate reality and keep bowing their heads, even if I am a little old, I occasionally want to challenge this world. ”

Old Man Tai stood up as he spoke, and walked towards the door, leaving only a back for Zhang Yuan, who was in thought. When the footsteps had faded away behind the screen, and were almost inaudible, Taylor's old but open-minded voice rang out in the room again.

"Little friend, Tai Meng has already explained to me what happened. Those people don't come to you because they know you, but because they want to use your power. This shows that you must have something special, and I don't think Tai Meng will suffer if he follows you.

But one more thing to keep in mind is that each of your choices may conflict with each other. Figure out what your most important options are, and it will help you clear the fog and reveal the path that is truly yours. ”

When Zhang Yuan heard these last two sentences, he didn't know why, but suddenly the tip of his nose was sore, and two lines of tears flowed from the corners of his eyes. Chen Qianyun saw it in his eyes, and couldn't help but say with some ridicule: "Why, did you choke the water in your eyes just now?" ”

"Before I woke up, I had a dream, a very real dream." Zhang Yuan said and felt the tears rolling down to the corners of his mouth, soaking his lips, with a little salty taste, "Everything in the dream is so real, so real that after I woke up, I felt so painful, but I couldn't respond to the question of the person in the dream." ”

Chen Qianyun saw that Zhang Yuan was a little depressed, and he felt uncomfortable for no reason, and the whole room was suddenly dyed with a sad and silent atmosphere.

After a long time, Zhang Yuancai was a little stunned, facing the empty wall in front of him, and said, "Do you want to know the story before I met Taimeng and them?" ”

Chen Qianyun nodded, and Zhang Yuan saw her movements with his peripheral vision, so he began to narrate: "I come from a very distant place, so far away that you can't imagine it. The first stop on my journey was Hanse, where I became brother and sister to a girl, and I thought I could maintain this relationship forever until the archbishop appeared. ”

"Archbishop, are you talking about the Archbishop of the West?" Chen Qianyun asked.

"Well, after we went through the Hansean War, we were sent to the Western Army Demon. I thought it was all over, but I never thought that the big man wanted me to disappear, it was just a matter of words. I was like an ant, dwelling on the things he was concerned about, and for the sole reason of being an eyesore, he easily knocked me off with a flick of his hand. ”

When Zhang Yuan said this, the picture of his departure began to flash in his mind. There was a knock on the door, and he stood up, and there were several people standing outside. Then Chengge stood up, was pulled back by Su Xiaoyu, Li Ran stood up, and Li Ran walked over......

Reminiscing and recalling, his eyes could no longer stop the flow of tears, Zhang Yuan couldn't help but start to whimper quietly, and the tip of his nose was also sour, making him keep sniffling.

If it weren't for crying like this, Zhang Yuan might never have imagined that there would be so much water in his body, but it was expressed in the form of pain and sadness.

"At that time, they said they could get through it with me, as long as I wanted to stay. But I still chose to bear it alone, even if it seemed that I didn't want to involve everyone, but only I knew that I was running away. I felt like I couldn't afford their friendship, so I ran and ran, and I heard her chasing after me, but it was the other way around......"

When Zhang Yuan said this, the question appeared in his ears again, and he couldn't give an answer, and his heart was tight. At this time, he hoped that the feeling of falling was not false, and that he could escape from the sea of misery.

A pair of lotus arms slowly wrapped around his head, pulling him to his warm chest. His head suddenly fell into a soft touch, and Zhang Yuan felt like he had regressed into a child, crying even more presumptuously, and soon the gauze on his face was wet.

Zhang Yuan was crying, and his mouth was still muttering: "I was in a dream, and I heard Chengge ask me, she asked me what I was running away from, and she asked me what I was running away from!" ”

Hearing Zhang Yuan's hoarse cry, Chen Qianyun, who hugged him into his arms, didn't know how to persuade him, so he could only hold two tears of emotion in his eyes, and bite his lower lip fiercely with his teeth.

Zhang Yuan cried for a long time, and after the crying gradually subsided, only the breathing of two people remained in the room, each of them with their own hearts, motionless like statues.

Suddenly, Chen Qianyun heard Zhang Yuan's somewhat dull voice coming from his chest: "It's so soft." ”

"Badass!" Two red clouds suddenly flew up on Chen Qianyun's pretty face, and she let go of her hand and pushed Zhang Yuan back on the bed, looking at him with shame on her face.

"Ouch, why do you treat the sick and wounded like this, you carried me by yourself." Zhang Yuan shouted dissatisfiedly.

Chen Qianyun snorted coldly, raised her head and didn't look at Zhang Yuan, but she didn't hold on for two seconds before she burst into tears and laughed again, covering her mouth and turning to the side.

"Well, I knew you were smiling. But I think the old owner is right, since he doesn't care about my responsibilities, then I can't escape his help to us. But I have to be worthy of his kindness, and I will definitely turn Xishan Castle and this Grange into a more beautiful place. Zhang Yuan smiled, and then he put away his smile and said firmly.

"Hmph, it's just you, heal the wound in bed first."

"Hey, don't be in such a hurry to dismantle my platform."