An Jingluo didn't know how to answer Jiang Li's questioning, lowered her head and didn't dare to look into his eyes, no, she couldn't just admit defeat, she couldn't give up in front of him so easily after working hard for so long.

She bit her lower lip with her teeth, raised her head to meet his cold gaze, and looked directly into his eyes: "You will believe me when you say it in the morning, did you say it on impulse to coax me?" ”

Jiang Li didn't expect her to ask this suddenly, she was stunned for a second, and when she came back to her senses, the corners of her mouth hung with a bitter arc, and there was more sadness in her eyes: "I said that I believe you didn't coax you on impulse, it's true." ”

"Then why don't you choose to trust me now?" An Jingluo didn't understand, as long as she was given time, she could explain everything to Jiang Li clearly.

"I said I believed your last sentence, do you remember?" Jiang Li looked into her eyes, "First of all, you don't lie to me, I've really been deceived enough for you, I'm scared of ......"

An Jingluo listened to the forbearance in his tone and the light and inaudible last sentence, his heart was sour, and he just wanted to say something, but he was completely shut by the flash of water in his eyes.

The pair of black and transparent peach blossom eyes, which were always shining with light, were not only covered with a faint layer of mist at this time, but also dim and dim, completely lacking their previous spirit.

An Whale took half a step back in a daze, she didn't want to see Jiang Li like this, she worked so hard to come back to see him didn't want to see him like this now, the most ironic thing was that he looked like this now was completely because of himself.

hurt the person in his heart and mind like this, An Jingluo couldn't accept it, where must there be a problem, it shouldn't be like this, it really shouldn't be like this.

She watched Jiang Li close his eyes tightly, his brows furrowed, the reddish corners of his eyes and his gently fluttering eyelashes seemed to be scrambling to expose the pain and unbearable of his master. There was a sudden contraction in her heart, and she subconsciously clenched the document in her hand in pain, and when she let go of her hand, the poor piece of paper was already unrecognizable.

An Jingluo didn't know why she had such an illusion, it was clear that Jiang was close to her now, but she just felt that Jiang Li was gradually getting farther and farther away from her.

She was in a hurry, she wanted to reach out and grab him, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't reach out or touch him, she wanted to shout, she wanted to scream, she wanted to beg him to stay, but she couldn't make any sound.

When she was awakened from her imagination by the familiar smell and the soft touch on her face, she realized that at some point her tears had slipped uncontrollably from her eyes.

At this time, Jiang Li was standing in front of her, slightly lowering his head and wiping her tears with a tissue, his eyes were focused and his movements were gentle, as if he gently coaxed her every time An Whale cried her nose before.

"Jiang Li, you..." An Whale was relieved in his heart, and the next second his heart was raised to his throat again, his thinking was clear and scary, his mood was so bad just now, and now he wiped her tears so gently, will this be the last warmth, and then he completely let go.

An Jingluo couldn't think about it anymore, she panicked and subconsciously pulled his sleeve, felt his slightly cool skin, and heard a slightly rapid breathing.

"Okay, don't cry anymore." Jiang Li wiped the tears off her face, reached out and gently took off An Whale's hand that had fallen on his sleeve, and sat back in the chair.

He finally saw himself clearly now, no matter how complicated his feelings were for An Whale Fall, there was one thing that could never change, that is, he couldn't see her crying, he couldn't see her tears.

So since he couldn't dodge, he had no choice but to compromise, watching An Whale's tears roll down from his eyes in large pieces, down his cheeks and down his chin, as if flowing into his heart, with a burst of bitterness.

He slowly stood up and stepped forward to her, wiping away her tears as if the two were still together before, but his heart was very calm, he knew that this time he really should let go, and there was no need to entangle more.

Even if you are reluctant, you have to let go, even if you are nostalgic, you can't go back, even if you love again, you can't force it anymore!

But when An Whale looked up at him pitifully with tears in her eyes, red eyes and nose, and pulled his sleeve tightly in her hand, he couldn't help but waver a little, and then pulled her hand away from her fiercely.

"Jiang Li, I didn't lie to you, I really didn't lie to you, what I said is true, you believe me." An Jingluo noticed Jiang Li's abnormality, and panicked to the extreme, "I can call Xiang Yu now, he must know what's going on, let him explain it to you, okay?" ”

She hurriedly took out the mobile phone in her pocket, because she was nervous and helpless, it took several times to unlock the screen lock, her fingers kept shaking and even the phone was a little unstable, she was too panicked, this huge uneasiness and panic deeply swept every pore and nerve in her body.

"No, it doesn't matter to me anymore." Jiang Li reached out and took away her mobile phone, the lock screen was upside down on the desktop, and her tone was indifferent and terrifying.

Here it is again, it is this strange and alienated attitude again, but it seems that something is different from before, after touching the indifference in his eyes, An Whale suddenly had a flash of inspiration and thought of what was different.

Although on various formal and informal occasions when the two of them met in the early days after she returned to China, Jiang Li's eyes were always indifferent and alienated, and even a little hatred, but even that showed that he still had feelings for her.

Hate because of love, whether it is love or hate, he always has her place in his heart, and in the dead of night or when he can't sleep, maybe he will think of her from time to time.

But now it's different, the alienation in his eyes has always been there, but indifference has become stranger, completely has become a stranger, and he said it doesn't matter, he used to care so much, why suddenly it doesn't matter.

Does this mean that he has planned to give up on her completely, give up the complicated feelings between them, and leave her from now on, the kind that is truly gone, and can never be recovered?

"No, Jiang Li, how can it not matter? What you want to know, you definitely want to know, I... I'll let Xiang Yu explain it to you. An Whale's anxious tears were about to fall again, and she wanted to hold the phone but Jiang Li held her hand.

"Ann Whale Fall." Jiang Li called out her name in a small voice, word by word very clearly, "Admit it, in your heart, you always love yourself more than me." ”

No, An Whale Luo disagrees with his words, she loves Jiang Li more than she loves herself many times from beginning to end, the first time she saw him at the age of fifteen, her love for him is slowly increasing every day after that, and finally it is superimposed to precipitate her courage to help Jiang Li three years ago.

Did she do it wrong? For the first time, Ann questioned her departure three years ago, and until then she had always believed that she had not made the wrong choice.

At that time, it was a foregone conclusion, and she was the only chess piece that could break the game, so she knew that it would be difficult to turn back, and she might even never be forgiven by Jiang Li and Jiang Huaizuo again, she still resolutely chose to leave like a moth to a flame.

So, is it really what she did wrong? No one can give her an answer!

Ann Whale cried like rain, she kept shaking her head, trying to prove that she was not what he said, and wanted to deny his misunderstanding of her, but she couldn't say it at all.

"You, you said in the morning that you wanted me to see what had changed in the house we had lived in for so many years, and if I said that I wanted to find out later, would you still give me time?" Ann Whale tugged at the hem of his clothes and hiccuped.

Jiang Li looked at An Whale who was crying into tears, and listened to the words she said sobbingly, indifferent on the surface, but in her heart, she was already in chaos.

He forcibly took his eyes away from her crying pear blossom and rainy face, and his gaze fell on the distance: "It's too late to say this now, we still have a fate after all." ”

As if he was afraid that he would regret it, he stood up suddenly, and the noise of the chair rubbing against the ground made a particularly harsh sound in the quiet café, just as he was in an irritable mood at this time.

"I still have to leave beforehand, if you want to come and talk to me about Zuozuo, you can contact me at any time." Saying that, he couldn't wait to take a long step, and after taking a step, he stopped but didn't look back, "I wish you eternal happiness." ”

This sentence is sincere, no matter whether An Whale is with him in the end or not, he hopes that she will be happy and happy forever, because she will always be the elf he met for the first time in the bamboo forest in his mind.

It's the little cutie who wears two braids, wears a dress with small green flowers, carries a small colorful cloth bag, and circles happily around the bamboo tree.

It was the little angel who comforted him and encouraged him when he didn't have anyone to support him singing at the time, and even knew that his dream was to be a singer and laughed at his whimsicalness, and gave him hope with naïve but very warm reasons, so that he could regain his lost faith.

He was very grateful to Ann Whale Fall, and thanked her for appearing in his life, which brought him great hope and courage; thanked her for always being by his side, which added a lot of happiness and confidence to him; Thanks to her for giving birth to Zuo Zuo for him, so that he has a double weakness and armor at the same time, so that he can experience the happiness of loving and being loved.

For such a result, he regrets and is very painful, but if this is An Whale's choice, he will respect it, after all, if she can get the happiness that she can't get from others, then he should let it go, and wish her eternal happiness from the bottom of his heart.

As his hurried footsteps gradually became clear in his mind, when she saw Ann Whale for the first time, she looked at the guitar in his hand with big round eyes and a curious face, with a little shyness, a little doubt and a little joy.

The young man will always be tempted when he is tempted, and he will collect this scene in the depths of his heart forever and forever, which is his white moonlight and his cinnabar mole.

Now so are they......