"I know I've done a lot of things to hurt you and Zuozuo before, but I have a hard time, and whenever there is a point, I can say it with a clear conscience, I'm all for you. Even if you don't understand, get angry and be disappointed, I have no choice but to be willing.

"I know you hate me so much, so I won't be angry no matter what you do to me, and it's my dream to be able to take care of you when you need it now. Actually, you don't have to worry about me leaving, I'm worried that you'll drive me away, no matter if I don't leave. ”

Jiang Li savored An Whale's words in her head, she had a hardship, what hardship? He asked her many times openly and secretly about this hardship, but she was reluctant to say, if this distress really has something to do with him and Zuo Zuo, what is it?

And she said that she had no choice and was willing, if she had no choice to get to that point, then who blocked all her retreats in the first place? And why did she do it willingly?

Isn't the last remark really a secret confession? Silently guarding his side, taking care of him who was sick and uncomfortable, and saying that it was a dream thing, worried about being driven away, she didn't know how much of an impact these words had on his heart, which had become extremely fragile due to illness?!

After taking a bath, he also thought it through, no matter what, let's get along first, as for the matter that he had no choice, he has been sending someone to investigate, as for whether An Whale is willing to tell him, when to tell him, it doesn't matter.

To be honest, he doesn't seem to care so much about the truth of the year now, but he feels inexplicably content to be able to see her, work and chat with her, and sometimes even feel good when he sees her interaction with Zuo Zuo.

Now he seems to be getting more and more unable to see his heart, and he doesn't know what kind of purpose and thoughts he has for An Whale Luo's relationship, but the only thing he is sure of is that he doesn't hate to associate with her, nor does he hate working with her, and he doesn't hate the touching and temptation she inadvertently brings him.

Oops, no matter what, it's like this anyway, no matter how bad it is, it can be as bad as it was three years ago, since you can't see your heart clearly for the time being, then simply follow the instructions of your heart to do things, and you can't be wronged!

As soon as he opened the bathroom door, he smelled a fresh fragrance, like the smell of preserved eggs and lean porridge, he didn't feel hungry and began to gurgle as soon as he was hooked by this smell.

So he didn't even have time to dry his hair and walked quickly towards the door of the kitchen, where An Jingluo was wearing a pink apron that Zuo Zuo had specially chosen for him, but now it seemed obvious that she was more suitable for this color.

She lowered her head slightly and looked focused, her hand was slowly stirring the porridge in the casserole, and when she saw him at the door, she naturally raised a smile and said, "The porridge will be ready soon, you wait on the sofa for a while, remember to dry your hair and don't aggravate the condition." ”

Jiang Li looked at her "kind" appearance with crooked eyebrows and eyes, listened to her mother-like advice, and couldn't help but complain: "I know Aunt An." The pronunciation of the last three words was bitten very hard by him.

“...... You, you are not allowed to learn to speak left and left. The smile on An Whale's face instantly couldn't hold back, and he glared at the initiator at the door angrily and angrily, really talking nonsense.

"You've learned how my mother speaks, why can't I learn to speak left and right?" Although Jiang Li complained in his mouth, his hands were not idle, and he obediently picked up the towel hanging around his neck to wipe his hair, of course, wiping his hands did not prevent him from continuing to move his mouth, "Or do you want me to call you Mother An?" ”

An Jingluo took a deep breath and felt that she shouldn't be with a person who was sick, and his IQ dropped with his physical strength, and now he was like a little kid Jiang Li, who was sick in her heart, had always been a little angel, yes, he was a little angel!

"Okay, your name." Since he had said so, what reason did she have to give up such a good opportunity to take advantage of him.

Jiang Li didn't expect that he would steal chickens and rice, and he didn't expect that the clown would be himself. Originally, he just wanted to tease An Whale Fall, but he didn't expect that not only did he not see the expected annoyance, but she easily threw the hot potato back.

Whether he calls it or not, it seems to be unfavorable to himself, if he calls it, he will be taken advantage of by her openly, and he took the initiative to bring up the topic of not calling it, so it seems that he is at a loss, or thirty-six plans are the best plan.

"I'm going to blow my hair first." After he finished speaking, he quickly turned around and walked towards the bathroom, joking that if he really called that generation, it would be messy, she used to call her brother, and when he thought of this brother, he thought of the scene where An Whale called her brother in the meeting just now.

As he walked, he forcibly choked the cranky cranial nerves with his mind, and the imaginary deity was still here, so he had to be calm and not be discovered by her.

When he finished blowing his hair and came out, An Jingluo cooked the porridge too, and there were two bowls of porridge and a plate of side dishes on the table, as well as some other staple foods, looking at the color, flavor, and taste, he couldn't help but raise his eyebrows in surprise.

"You did all this?"

He was really puzzled, because in his memory, An Whale's cooking skills didn't seem to have been developed very well, and every time he cooked, he either fried the kitchen or fried the pot, and the best case was that the thing was cooked but the taste was not optimistic.

But seeing the food on this table and the bowl of delicious noodles he had eaten at her house a few days ago, he felt the need to reacquaint himself with her cooking skills, which she had originally regarded as the only flaw in her life, as if it had quietly turned into an ability in the time he didn't know.

From the independence of her work ability to her daring to tell herself what she thinks, and even daring to choke with herself in different places, sometimes provocative, and then to the cooking skills she can handle now, he doesn't know how many surprises An Whale will bring him, but he is full of expectations.

At this moment, he suddenly had an idea that could not be called a guess, at most it was a metaphysics: would this not be a test of God's feelings for the two of them, after the baptism of time, burdened with the so-called hatred, going around and around to determine if they would still have the same feelings for each other?

If we can rationally look at this long period of separation, and can extract its different meaning from the superficial one, will it be considered to have withstood a test?

And this test is more fierce than the usual petty fights and mutual bickering, it not only lengthens the time front, but also makes them pay double the physical and psychological chips, is it painful enough to remember more clearly?