Chapter 255: Confess or Give Up
The first confession on the terrace was the first time that Jiang Li solemnly and affectionately declared that he liked her and was responsible for her.
At that time, she was so immersed in the emotion of the defendant that she forgot to ask him why he chose that place, the road name and street number are strange, but they are so cute and lovely.
She asked Jiang Li once, and he teased her for a long time before he looked extremely embarrassed, and the tips of his ears were red to tell the true meaning.
It turned out that October 27 was World Love Day, and it was impossible to refuse to confess to the person he liked on this day, so he chose that day.
An Jingluo laughed at him for a long time after hearing this, and then scolded him for being stupid after laughing, how unconfident was he to confess to her? How afraid she will refuse? What a fool.
But after being angry and funny, she hugged him tightly, and such a cautious and loss-based relationship was all the sincerity he gave her. As long as you love each other, you will always unconsciously lack a sense of security, and this lack of security is not due to the distrust of both parties, but just a lack of confidence in yourself.
Jiang Li is like this, and so is she!
The second time Jiang Li said that he was responsible for her was when she had Zuo Zuo, Zuo Zuo's appearance was really a beautiful accident, they didn't think that they would have a child so early.
At that time, Jiang Li's career was on the rise, and most of the transformation was about to succeed but there were many obstacles, he was the company's cash cow and cornucopia since his debut, and now the contract was about to expire, and there were many other brokerage teams eyeing him in addition to the company.
He debuted as a singer, entered an internationally renowned college to study acting in college, and practiced filming in the crew while learning.
After having the corresponding strength to be recognized by the industry and the audience, he began to slowly start the transformation, he can't be an idol because of his appearance all his life, the top priority is to improve his business ability, whether it is singing, creating and acting, he must do his best to do it down-to-earth.
In fact, the transformation is not only for his own career, but also for the sake of An Whale Fall.
In the current entertainment industry, fans generally have a stronger tolerance for artists who are strong and do not win by their appearance, they look at the works, and really jump out of the identity of each fan to only look at the business ability, even if there are so-called girlfriend fans and the like, they are a minority, and the ability to accept will be very strong.
He wants that with his continuous efforts, one day he will introduce An Jingluo to them openly in front of fans in the future, so that they know that this girl who occupied his high school years, college years, and will dominate his life in the future, his girlfriend, and his lover.
He can't put her in a corner that others can't see all the time, she can't have a life of her own because of him, the love he gives her is not to deprive her of the right to be declared, he doesn't want to bind her because of his identity, he will definitely give her the true love and freedom she wants.
After becoming a legend on the streets, he did not slack off, he still took classes and filmed seriously, listened to the careful teaching of his predecessors in the industry, and was forcibly arranged by the company to have several variety shows, but as long as he was free, he seized all the time to create songs.
Even if there is no absolute fairness and justice in this world, we must have the courage not to be changed by society and stick to ourselves.
An Jingluo found out that she was pregnant on a sunny morning, and Jiang Li happened to be resting that day, so she didn't have to get up early to follow him. When she woke up and looked around without noticing him, she quietly took out the pregnancy test stick she had bought the night before from the corner of the closet.
Her aunt had always been very accurate, but this time it had been postponed for a week, and she had an answer in her mind, but she was not sure, or she didn't want to be sure.
She didn't know what the consequences would be once this matter was confirmed, and she didn't know what she would do after it was confirmed, and what Jiang Li would do?
After two days of hesitation, she still couldn't resist her inner struggle, and when Jiang Li was not paying attention, she bought something in the pharmacy and planned to test it herself, and the result was both reasonable and expected.
As if she didn't believe in this result, she tried all the rest, and a row of bright two red bars was placed in front of her, and she had mixed feelings for a while.
To tell the truth, this child came at a bad time, she has been by Jiang Li's side for so many years, and she knows his situation very well. He is getting more and more popular, and the relative pressure will be increasing, and he seems to have encountered a tricky thing in the business arranged for him by the company recently.
She doesn't understand the entanglement of interests between capitals, nor does she understand their operational methods, but she has seen the darkness of capitalists, the kind of cruel reality that I will destroy you if I can't get you, she has seen this for the first time in these years, but she directly saw blood and sealed her throat, so powerful that the current brokerage company was powerless to stop it, so she could only let it go and let Jiang leave to fight alone.
After his euphemistic refusal, a series of consequences sprung up like mushrooms on the Internet overnight, all kinds of brainless black, rumor-mongering, taking quotes out of context, looking at pictures and speaking, and the facts that had been clarified several years ago were turned out again, and other black materials and rumors were continued to be made......
And the black material was still premeditated and planned, every day for a week, although fans tried their best to oppose the black and actively explained and clarified with passers-by on the Internet, Jiang Li's image was still inevitably more or less misunderstood.
Fortunately, he has been a very positive image since his debut, and he has been highly praised in the entertainment industry over the years, and his music and film and TV series works have also attracted a lot of passers-by, so even if the result is not too bad, it is also quite damaged.
She could see that Jiang Li was not having a good time during this time, although the whole person acted as if nothing was happening in front of her, but several times she saw him secretly answering the phone on the balcony, with a grim facial expression, and occasionally smoking on the balcony.
He had never smoked before, only when he was extremely upset, he didn't want to be discovered by her, and he always showed all his sorrow on his face when she didn't know.
Through the transparent glass door of the balcony and the smoky distance, she looked at Jiang Li distressedly, feeling powerless for a while, she couldn't solve the problem he encountered, she couldn't alleviate it, and she didn't even give herself a chance to comfort him.
An Jingluo felt that she should do something for him, even if it was just a small hug, so when he sorted out his mood and packed up his emotions and walked in from the balcony, she suddenly pounced on him and hugged him tightly in her arms.
Jiang Li was surprised for a second at first, and then obediently nestled in her arms, closed his eyes to feel her warm breath, smelled the familiar smell, and he felt that the messy troubles in his heart disappeared without a trace in an instant.
She's his harbor!
An Jingluo asked him how the matter was resolved, and he replied very easily, saying that the company was dealing with it and it would be fine soon. An Whale sneered in his heart, the company is dealing with it, Jiang Li is too good at lying, if the company has the ability to deal with it, things will not develop like this.
He has no capital behind him, no background, and only he can rely on himself. If you tell him about your pregnancy at this time, will it make matters worse? In case it is discovered and then publicized, it is not a compilation that can refute the rumors, but a real hammer.
She can't risk Jiang Li's career and future, but she can't bear to give up this child, it is their child after all, although it didn't appear at the right time, but she didn't want to miss it when fate came.
After the inspection, she had more worries and entanglements than before the inspection, on the one hand, she had to hide from Jiang Li and pretend that nothing happened, on the other hand, she had to be careful not to be noticed by him at all times, and she had to make a decision as soon as possible.
Confess or give up?
After she finished work on the third day of hesitation, Jiang Li took a day off from the director and took her back to the home they lived in overnight. An Jingluo felt a panic, but after the panic, she was more apprehensive for some reason, she knew that this matter was going to have a result.
In the space environment that the two of them were familiar with, they let go of all the worries and uneasiness in their hearts, and openly and honestly said everything about their thoughts, An Jingluo knew his current predicament, and Jiang Li knew her physical condition.
It's not so much that he knows from her mouth now, in fact, he already knew, and he just waited for An Jingluo to tell him in person after he figured it out, but he waited for three days and didn't see any reaction from her, but she herself wrung her brows and sighed every day.
He felt that he couldn't put it off any longer, and he was afraid that if An Whale did something irreparable when he didn't know it, then they would definitely regret it for the rest of their lives, so he had to take the initiative to ask her so that he could hear her thoughts.
Thankfully, she didn't have any other ideas, just struggling with what to tell him.
If An Jingluo still had the entanglement between confession and giving up at the beginning, after thinking about it for a day, there was only the option of when to confess, and she didn't want to give up. The harder it is, the more you love, this little life must know that their current life is unhappy, so he will choose this time to come over and project a new beam of hope into their lives.
At the same time that she decided to leave her little life, she also thought of the worst outcome, the big deal was that she left Jiang Li and raised their children alone, even if so, she didn't hold a grudge against Jiang Li or whatever, all of this was chosen by herself, she would definitely not regret it.
But Jiang Li loved her so much, how could he let her suffer the worst result alone, so he couldn't stand it anymore, so he chose to confess.
When An Jingluo knew that he had known for a long time, she was still stunned for a moment, she did everything behind his back, and even when she bought the things for the test and threw them out at the end, she was very cautious and cautious, and secretly did not alarm anyone.
How the hell did he know?