While digesting the truth that Ke Yi said, An Jingluo turned on the crazy self-blame mode, she couldn't imagine how Jiang Li survived after she left, as one of the potential accomplices!

Ke Yi seemed to like to see her look very shocked, she hung her eyebrows as if she saw something funny, watched it with great interest for a long time, and then continued to stimulate her.

"Actually, I sympathize with you, I was still a little shocked when I knew that you agreed to the eldest lady's conditions in order to make money for Jiang Li's movie."

"But I was shocked for a moment, and then I thought of your feelings for Jiang Li, this is just going abroad to cut off all contacts, it's a trivial matter for you, even if the eldest lady wants your life at that time, you will give it!"

An Jingluo was silent when she heard this, Ke Yi's words were beyond doubt, and she didn't have any trace of arguing.

For Jiang Li, she has always been able to sacrifice everything, as long as he wants it, as long as she has it, she will not hesitate to give it to him, including everything she has.

Sometimes other people will hate her and scold her when they see her like this, saying that she is in love with her brain, saying that she has no principles, but in fact, she has it, Jiang Li is her principle and bottom line.

At that time, she only had love in her eyes, and all of them were Jiang Li, and even with Zuo Zuo, Jiang Li was still the first in her heart.

Jiang Li's self, work, career, and hobbies were all kneaded into small groups by her and put them in her heart, not so caring, and not so careful to manage and search.

Maybe since then they have shown signs of parting, there are only Jiang Li and Zuo Zuo in her life, she has almost completely given up her profession, and she has also given up on herself, and she revolves around them wholeheartedly.

At that time, she didn't know when it started, it had been a long time since she had spoken to her inner self, she didn't know what she wanted, and she didn't know what her inner desire was.

The pen that was originally held in his hand no longer knew when it began to become Jiang Li's water cup and script.

The tablet that was originally used for painting was filled with things that Jiang Li wanted to use, his itinerary, notices, and some work emails.

Originally, she would still take time to read books every day, but she had forgotten when it started, her kindle had not been opened for a long time, and the two paper books that she carried with her everywhere had been neglected for a long time.

She doesn't know where to start the change? I don't know when it changed? I don't know so many changes, right?

After three years of precipitation, she has completely seen the situation at that time.

It is right to wholeheartedly treat Jiang Li and Zuozuo, and it is also right to support Jiang Li's work and career as the other half, but it is wrong for her to give up herself.

At any time, before being a wife, before being a mother, she must first be herself!

Everyone is an individual, and she has to be herself at the beginning before she can become a role in society and family.

Only by being yourself and learning to be friendly with yourself, so that when you take on any other role, you will not suffer from gains and losses, and you will be afraid of all kinds of worries and fears like walking on thin ice.

At that time, she was too young, thinking that love was like wanting to cut out her heart and hold it in front of the other party, as long as she had a heart and love, it was enough, but she didn't realize the more realistic obstacles.

For example, Jiang Li, who is getting better and better, for example, Jiang Li, who is getting better and better, will meet girls who are as good as him, for example, with the deepening of the entertainment industry, the temptation is only a lot more, only deep.

She can't stay by his side all the time, and some occasions are not suitable for her to follow him, whether it's acting on the scene or business greetings, she can't see, hear, or feel.

Sometimes she was distressed about Jiang Li's scandals, but in the face of Jiang Li's indifferent explanation, she still had a pimple in her heart even if she believed it.

A small pimple accumulates a lot, and gradually it becomes a heart disease, and it evolves more and more into a kind of suspicion.

Suspicious, nervous, and often wondering if Jiang Li would do other bad things behind her back, suffering from gains and losses, and being honestly afraid.

The above states lasted until she was pregnant and gave birth to Zuo Zuo, she originally thought that this uneasy state would be alleviated after having Zuo Zuo's reassurance, but not only did it not alleviate anything, but it became even worse.

Originally, he was just worried that Jiang Li would change his mind, but now he is not only still worried about this problem, but he also has low self-esteem, feeling that he has become old and ugly, and he is at home with children all day long, his body is out of shape, he is not kempt, and he does not have contact with the outside world, as if he is out of touch with society......

Sometimes looking at Jiang Li, who is dressed in a suit and leather shoes on TV, she has a strange illusion in a trance, is this person really the one who gently stroked her cheek not long ago?

Right?! It doesn't seem to be?!

She held Zuozuo in her arms, looked down at herself mechanically, and a sense of inferiority violently attacked her whole body, from the soles of her feet to the top of her head, there was no place without a chill.

The tension and panic that seemed to be suddenly on the edge of the cliff were all on the thin rope under her feet, and she didn't dare to move, her legs trembled in the cold wind, and her eyes looked down, and the whole person was not good.

Jiang Li is young and promising, she is unemployed at home; Jiang Li is young and talented, she is old and ugly; Jiang Li's flowers were full of applause, and her firewood, rice, oil and salt were ...... daily

The gap is accumulated in the passage of time day by day, Jiang Li has been improving, and she has been standing still, even regressing.

This made the gap and disagreement between the two who were already far apart even greater, and made her have to face up to the relationship between the two of them.

In fact, she has always vaguely felt these problems, but they are like soft nails, and there is no harm for the time being if they are touched, so turn around and continue to move forward in a different direction.

originally thought that the two of them could overcome all the difficulties and blows together, but it turned out that she was too naïve, and other people's factors were only a small part.

The most important thing is herself, who was defeated by her inner inferiority complex and insecurity before she could do anything.

She admitted that even with Jiang Huaizuo, the crystallization of love and the bond of love, she still felt that she was getting farther and farther away from Jiang, she couldn't grasp him more and more, and she couldn't see through their relationship more and more.

At that time, she wanted to change but was powerless, Jiang Li was getting busier and busier, the time to go home was getting shorter and shorter, and the time the two of them spent together was even more limited.

She wanted to communicate with him, she wanted to break up with him and analyze the problems between them, but sadly she couldn't find the time or the right beginning.

And so it dragged on until they were forced to separate......