Chapter 45: Ontology (1)

In a crooked self-built building.

Lin Sheng was lying on his bed.

Yesterday morning, he returned to his home on the ticket that the shrike had booked for him.

The eventual overclocking burned off what little consciousness energy he had to temporarily return to the level of his heyday at the time, but only at the cost of dying in a day at most.

Lin Sheng didn't regret it, this was his original intention and long-cherished wish to promise Nan Ming's return - to let the humanoid incident on the wall end completely, or simply die in it.

After coming back, he didn't say much, but just refused Nan Ming's invitation to Gu Yuehu, and then sat at home and prepared to die.

But......

Lin Sheng stared at the dead fish eyes and lay on the bed with a confused expression.

Or rather......

is forced to lie in bed.

In front of him, a young girl was lying on top of him face to face, her limbs clinging to each other one by one, suppressing any thought he wanted to move.

And this state ......

It's been a stalemate for almost ten minutes.

"I've heard people say that ghosts press beds...... I also think I've never experienced it and don't know what it's like...... Now it's clear. ”

"No more nonsense, give it to me."

The girl's voice was very cold, and the words were full of murderous intent.

and the slightly subtle scenes and atmospheres of the moment...... A little mismatched.

"If there is a third person here, it is easy to misunderstand your line...... And not to mention that you haven't been telling you what you're going to give you, even if I know, I can't make a 'give' action if you press me like this......"

"There will be no third person here, and if there is, they will immediately become dead." The other party is still full of murderous intent.

Unlike the girl's awe-inspiring expression, Lin Sheng's helplessness was on his face.

Something wasn't quite right since yesterday, and the end of the overclocking should have left him in a complete coma in no time, and then completely out of breath in a short period of time.

But as the day passed, not only did not this happen, but he felt more and more energetic, and even had the energy to make himself a bowl of batter at night.

"Put away your crooked thoughts, although I have paid some price to stabilize your near-death state of this waste, it is still very easy to solve you."

Lin Sheng saw that the other party had withdrawn his strength from him, and then jumped lightly to the side of the bed.

Finally able to struggle to get up, Lin Sheng sighed twice and looked at the girl in dress in front of him.

It was the ghost in the incident, borrowing Xiaoqian's appearance.

Like, but not quite like.

And ...... for yourself

It seems to have brought the ghosts in the dream event directly to reality......

Fortunately, the eavesdropping devices installed in the home and the monitoring equipment installed by other shrikes have all been screened once before.

I don't know if it was because he broke the other party's surveillance behavior in front of him when he was talking to Nan Mingyuan, or because he finally chose to return to the organization and carry out the decision of the incident.

In a word.

After his return, the things disappeared cleanly, and it seems that the upper echelons had arranged for personnel to come and recover them when he was not at home.

Lin Sheng looked at the appearance of the ghost, and his shocked emotions had long since disappeared in the pain of being pressed down on his limbs not long ago, and all that was left was doubt.

In line with the idea of not leaking, Lin Sheng walked to the corner of the room and turned on the radio at home.

At this time, the radio played a special session of golden songs from the last century, and the singing came out slowly, just enough to cover the voice of the conversation between the two.

Turning sideways, Lin Sheng looked at the ghost figure standing not far away.

"If you don't mind, can you talk about it first...... What's going on now? ”

When he woke up this morning, Lin Sheng saw the face that had made him miss for a long time.

But there was a pair of blood-red pupils on that face, which was far from the appearance of the little sister in my memory......

When the latter saw him wake up, without saying a word, he instantly jumped on the bed and suppressed his limbs until this moment.

"As a loser...... You shitty don't have the right to ask questions, give me things first. ”

"So what do you want to give? That's all I can give now. Lin Sheng shrugged.

"I don't know."

“……”

"But you did have it, but it's basically not there now."

Lin Sheng sat on the edge of the bed, and suddenly became a little speechless.

"So...... You've been yelling about something for a long time early in the morning, and you don't even know what it is. ”

"Hmm."

"Leave this to play dumb riddles with me?"

"I don't know."

"You make me a little confused about what to say......"

Seeing that Lin Sheng was a little dumbfounded, the ghost figure lifted the skirt of the dress and sat on the side of the bed, next to Lin Sheng.

Lin Sheng knew that the other party wanted to control his actions as soon as possible.

"I don't know what it is, but ...... I think it's something that will keep me going. ”

"You're going to be gone now?"

"Not yet, but soon, but don't worry...... I'll let you rest a little more thoroughly before disappearing. ”

Lin Sheng subconsciously wiped the fine beads of sweat on his forehead.

"Okay...... Since you won't die yet, and the things that can keep you alive can't be explained, let's change something that can be explained clearly. ”

"For example?"

"For example, what the hell is going on now......

Lin Sheng scanned the ghost's whole body with question marks on his face.

"I don't know where to start."

"If you don't mind...... Let's start with what you just said, 'You paid a lot of money to keep your non-dying state in check.'" ”

Hearing this, the ghost turned his head to look at Lin Sheng, his eyes narrowed slightly.

Lin Sheng only felt a slight chill behind him.

You must know that although this thing in front of you looks like her little sister and wears a black and white dress, it feels like a Lo style girl, but in fact it is a ghost thing that has infected thousands of people in a dream.

According to the situation of the ghost press just now...... If you really want to do it, I'm afraid that if you haven't done anything, you'll be clicked off on the spot......

"To put it simply, you waste has used some kind of lethal ability to yourself, and in order for you to survive, I overdrew the 'vitality' that I didn't have much left, huh...... I can't say it's vitality, but that's probably what it means for you. ”

Lin Sheng nodded, he had already roughly guessed something before this.

"So why do that? Our relationship ...... It's not that good, is it? Lin Sheng paused halfway through speaking, and then continued with a pout.

"You should be thankful for that sister of yours."

“…… You...... Say what? Lin Sheng was suddenly a little stunned.

But instead of responding to his doubts, the other party focused on the room and scanned them one by one, as if he realized that he could take a look at his surroundings.

"Is this what you call reality? It looks like the world...... It doesn't seem to make much of a difference. ”

Lin Sheng didn't answer, but the other party continued to talk to himself.

"I've dealt with you guys a few times before, but I didn't make it here."

Lin Sheng knew that it was the person who disposed of the infected mother for the first time.

Including Xiaoqian.

"What the hell are you trying to say?"

The noon sun was cast from afar, and the blood-like crimson vertical pupils reflected the eerie color in the light.

After a long time, she turned sideways and looked at Lin Sheng again, and then slowly spoke:

"Have you ever been curious...... How was I born? ”

Lin Sheng didn't answer, but he was really curious.

Previously, when he was in the basement, he had the idea of wanting to die to understand something.

"My Birth...... It's because of her. ”

"You should also know that we don't have a real sense of self in the first place, and some are just established instincts."

Still silent, he continued to stare at the other party, knowing that she would continue the conversation.

Seeing that Lin Sheng didn't answer, the ghost continued to speak as if he didn't care.

"We don't have our own sanity, and even the image and ability of existence are based on something in your consciousness."

"Instinctively seek out prey, manifest through your consciousness, and then dispose of you in another world and take possession of your body."

"And then coming over here and expanding the infection even further, it's an ethnic instinct, I think...... Me and my kind should all be the same. ”

"It's just my first infection since I was born, and it doesn't seem to have worked."

"What is the reason...... I don't know, I don't know if it's because she's something special, or if I'm a little special. ”

"After 'eating' the thing you call the mother, I was not able to successfully infect and assimilate her, but instead there was a stalemate."

"And staying in this state for a long time, everything about me seems to be moving towards assimilation with her."

And so...... We become something like one twin. ”

Unlike last time, this time her interest in chatting seemed to be gradually rising, and Lin Sheng listened very carefully and did not interject.

"From a certain moment on, I gained all her memories, and through her, the ability to think, and she survived according to my rules and characteristics in that world."

"But there is an absolute gap between us on the level of consciousness, so it was always me who controlled all the actions, and she didn't have a chance to show up at all."

"Except...... This time. ”