Chapter 9: The Fragmentation of the Three Views
Dameng didn't realize that it was too late, opened his eyes, it was half past nine, Yu Qing hurriedly took a shower, cleaned up, Xiao Han was already in the lobby, Yu Qing habitually waited for others early, and was waited for one after another in the past few days, I was very embarrassed! Xiao Han took the luggage and asked, "Mr. Yu, have you had breakfast?" Yu Qing smiled a little embarrassedly, where can I have time to eat breakfast! Xiao Han will understand, "We don't have anything particularly important today, don't be too nervous about the itinerary, so let's have breakfast together first, the breakfast in this hotel is very good, I also borrow your light, Mr. Wang has explained, I can't let you go out hungry again!" ”
Yu Qing was not too polite, put away her luggage, walked into the restaurant with Xiao Han, ate a bowl of noodles and a few xiaolongbao, and when she arrived in Xiangshan, it was nearly 12 o'clock! Chen Ding sent a message every hour to miss you, and Yu Qing replied playfully, "I only think about me every hour, the frequency is too low, I am not satisfied!" ”
Chen Ding shouted again and again, "Where, my mind is full of you, I want to drive, I can't keep sending it!" ”
Xiangshan is not high, but it is not as low as imagined, it is more than two hours, Yu Qing climbed up, only to feel that the legs are no longer conscious, the top of the mountain, Yu Qing took a photo, back to the camera, the four fields are vast, the color disappears in winter, the ink-colored mountains are staggered, connected with clouds, with a cold coldness, the peaks are silent, Yu Qing stood there, and suddenly had a thought, if he jumped, how long would it take to feel the pain! Taken aback by his own thoughts, Yu Qing changed hands and sent the photo to the circle of friends, Chen Ding never liked it, and chased after him on WeChat, "Is it cold or not, who did you climb the mountain with"?
"Manager Han of the project team is very handsome!"
"You're going to lose me with that attitude!"
"Are you jealous?"
"You say, I'm not happy!"
Yu Qing smiled, knowing that Chen Ding was not really unhappy, the cable car they chose to go down the mountain, climbed up with great difficulty, and went down in 20 minutes, the cable car was not closed, and the little sweat accumulated on the mountain was all frozen into ice ballast when going down the mountain! The trip to Beijing, except for that little episode, was still smooth, to Chengdu, it was already more than 10 o'clock, Li Dong and others were outside the airport, got in the car, Yu Qing was inexplicably a little restrained. So many things have happened recently, and he hasn't had much chance to communicate with Li Dong alone! Fortunately, Li Dong has always been sluggish, and he doesn't want to speak too much!
In a blink of an eye, Yu Qing has been back from Beijing for more than ten days, Chen Ding is on a business trip all over the country, you come and go in WeChat, but I don't have time to come to Chengdu again, Yu Qing is secretly lost, and at the same time relieved, Ji Yingran called, asked Yu Qing to eat and sing, she was a sister that Yu Qing knew when she entered the industry, and she was half of Yu Qing's master, only a few years apart, but very good! Divorced a few years ago, lived alone with his two sons, opened a small studio by himself, and his business was booming. Yu Qing is greedy for her own income and stable salary in drought and flood, and Li Dong's meager salary every month can't support a family, especially the "little gold-swallowing beast", huge expenses. Over the years, there has been no shortage of people who have attracted Yu Qing, whether to change jobs or go it alone, but on the one hand, Lao Tian treats himself well, on the other hand, Yu Qing is afraid of pressure, afraid that if the new environment cannot survive, it will bring difficulties to his originally peaceful family. So the old man in the industry, today changed the car, tomorrow changed the house, Yu Qing secretly poked and poked in her heart, but she was still careful to be a frog in warm water. It is often said that character determines fate, and for Yu Qing, the same is true for her career, and the same is true for her feelings!
When making an appointment, Ji Yingran said that her new boyfriend would come, but she didn't see her after getting in the car, she smiled indifferently and said that she had a quarrel and had been blocked, Yu Qing was so shocked that she almost dropped her eyes, and asked why? My sister said that there was nothing special, but I drank some wine and said that I didn't like to hear it, and when I was eating, I answered the phone and heard my sister say, "Okay, we are just going to sing, I will position it for you, you come!" Yu Qing subconsciously thought it was the one who quarreled, and said with a smile, "Do I want to call my brother-in-law?" My sister shushed, "Don't talk nonsense, ordinary friends", hung up the phone, and squeezed her eyes for Qing, "The other one!" ”
Yu Qing couldn't catch it for a while, and her sister looked at Yu Qing, "What's the matter, I'm not married, I'm for everyone, look for me, start quickly, if it's too late, there will be no chance!" ”
"But what about the one who wakes up tomorrow and looks for you?"
"Do I want to see him when he looks for me? Jokes, I have a large forest, there are many choices, if it is suitable, talk about it, if it is not suitable, clean and neat, never verbose! ”
"He drank wine, drunk people are a bit outrageous, you can't sentence him to death like this! Listen to his explanations"?
"Men's problems are all habitual, do I want to be his emotional trash can when I drink? Life is short, why should I waste my time on people who make me unhappy, is there no man? ”
"But it's a pity to get along for so long, it's a pity for your time!"
"Is the earth going to be destroyed tomorrow? Is my time more valuable than my own? Yu Qing, there is a word called {stop loss}, I have always wanted you to understand"! The lights that were clearly extinguished hit her sister's delicate face, which was in stark contrast to Yu Qing, who was sitting opposite with her hair and no lipstick. "Do you know what I don't like about you the most? You always live cautiously, you always worry about other people's emotions, and you haven't asked yourself, are you happy? How can someone who is not good to himself be good to others? For example, I came here today, just as a suitor, and I won't do anything with him, but I give myself one more chance, you can meet a few fish in a pond, you go to the ocean, can the number be compared? Not to mention the quality! ”
"But what are you going to do if they're all in love with you? Or are they all with ulterior motives and just want to play with you, won't you be sad? ”
"Yu Qing, are you a primary school student? My 18-year-old niece won't ask you such stupid questions, Qiong Yao has seen too much of you! If they all fall in love with me, then I don't want to be too happy, I'll pick the best one, right? Besides, who still talks about love or not love, play or not play the word? In the process of getting along, if you feel happy, no one will play with whom, everyone will be happy together, and if you are unhappy, you will disperse, do I still count on any man to raise me! ”
"But if you are tempted by yourself, you will be sad if you lose it one day!" Thinking of Chen Ding, Yu Qing took a sip of red wine, and felt a dull pain in her heart, in her feelings, Yu Qing was the one who was relatively unconfident, she never felt that she lacked the tension that attracted men for a long time, and it was difficult to maintain it! From the very beginning, she was ready to separate, every time she met, she regarded it as the last time, she used it for seven years, selling cute and stupid, pretending to be charming and sexy, but she couldn't let Li Dong take a second look! One day, they will forget each other in the rivers and lakes, and they only hope that one day will not be too ugly!
"What I just said, you didn't listen to a word, you are gentle most of the time, in fact, you will always live in your own world, move yourself, tired or not! That's why I say that women, you must not read too many romance novels, what is love? However, the secretion of dopamine, a neurotransmitter secreted by the hypothalamus, will not continue, so no matter how strong the love is, there will always be a day when it subsides! I don't want to be tempted at will, even if I am sad one day, I am busy with work for a few days, and then I start a new relationship, and the sadness is a little and it passes quickly. Which of those who can't get over love is because of love? It's all about paying more than the expected value of the harvest, and I'm just unwilling! Loving each other for a lifetime is also scientifically inexplicable! ”
Yu Qing suddenly felt that the word worship was a little insufficient, this year, looking at the mirror, I always felt that wrinkles were gradually growing, and the original face was full of collagen large pieces of collapse and peeling, although the men would still be polite and courteous, calling a beauty, but seeing the post-90s who were constantly rising in the office, those youthful fresh breath, Yu Qing still felt that her "aunt feeling" was getting heavier and heavier. When I was in college, there was a girl in Yu Qing's dormitory, who once said, "I can't accept that I have become a 30-year-old woman, and when I reach the age of 30, I will commit suicide!" "In the face of age, women have many, many more sensitivities and fears than men, in the face of Chen Ding, Yu Qing will disarm and surrender, to a large extent, Yu Qing is afraid, afraid that her youth will dry so silently, and throughout her life, there will never be a Chen Ding to greet her, but the sister in front of her is obviously a few years older than herself, in her body, there is no fear of the twilight of youth, the relationship is full of self-confidence, and the color of her skin is a few points brighter than Yu Qing.
"It's cooled down, please help me take good care of my daughter-in-law, if she has a little thing, I will feel distressed!" Chen Ding knocked on a WeChat message, and the unclear sadness just now was scattered by the sweet satisfaction, and the laughter overflowed from the bottom of his heart, and his eyes were full, and his sister glanced at Yu Qing, and there was a joke in her voice, "I said that you don't usually discuss this with me, what kind of spring are you sending here!" You've got a situation! This little expression is not like facing a husband who has itched for seven years."
Yu Qing is easy to blush, happy, angry, shy, and embarrassed, her face instantly burns to 90 degrees, and eggs can be scalded. It's not to say that Yu Qing blushes at every turn, like a marmot raised at home! Now, Yu Qing burned her face and suppressed the smile in her eyes, Yu Qing said in a panic, "No, no, it's my husband, and we have been in a good relationship recently." knocked a smile on his hand and went back, and took a small sip of wine in disguise!
My sister smiled, she didn't pierce it, she had a pair of very amorous eyes, and between the eye waves, Yu Qing and a woman were a little swaying, "Yu Qing, life is very short!" People who can't get along with themselves are the stupidest! "Laughing, the second man's phone called, he was already on the highway, and he was rushing over here! Ji Yingran waved her mobile phone, "The one who pays is here"! In fact, where does Ji Yingran care about paying for this money, but how can it be the same as making money to buy flowers and wearing them by herself, and holding them up and sending them over with other people's hands!
"Yu Qing, you remember, feelings must be measurable! Who said that money can't buy love, it's all fooling a simple little girl who has just graduated! All feelings can be quantified, how to prove that a man loves you and is willing to give you what he wants most! In today's society, there's nothing that needs him to play with his life, right? Then spend the money! There are 3,000, willing to pay more than 2,500 for you, there are 30 million, willing to pay 10 million for you, sweet words or something, just save it! You tremble at a text message, don't tell anyone that it's my apprentice when you go out! ”
Yu Qing gave a thumbs up sincerely, remembering "Samantha" in Sex and the City, such a wanton and unassuming life is what Yu Qing longs for but can't reach!