Chapter 74: Yu Chengyun's Intentions
Yu Chengyun pulled Mu Xiyun all the way back to the room, threw her in, and closed the door heavily.
Mu Xiyun was so frightened that he couldn't do it, Yu Mingche often did this, and he usually had to carry out his beastly behavior after closing the door, so wouldn't Yu Chengyun do the same?
He was just about to pinch a fire duel to deal with the impending danger, but found that Yu Chengyun had done nothing, not even turning his body, but only saw his gently trembling shoulders.
"Yu Chengyun, what's wrong with you?" Mu Xiyun sensed that the atmosphere was not normal, walked up to him and asked softly.
"Mu Xiyun, do you know that I almost ruined all my plans for you, for that little obsession in my heart?!" He turned around and shouted at Mu Xiyun with red eyes.
"Yu Chengyun, I'm sorry." Although he didn't know that she had eavesdropped on the conversation between them, her weakness still scared her, and she apologized consciously for no reason.
"How's the hand? Does it hurt? Then Yu Chengyun didn't roar as expected, but just returned to her usual gentle face, pulled up her scalded hand and asked distressedly.
"It hurts." It wasn't until now that Mu Xiyun remembered the burns on his hands, and bursts of heart-piercing pain came, and his eyes couldn't help but burst with tears of grievance.
Yu Chengyun didn't say anything, just walked in and took a bottle of medicine, asked her to sit down, and then gently gave her the medicine, as if the person who roared just now was not him.
"Clumsy, don't do this in the future, lest you show your feet." He gently drugged her while lowering his head and said distressedly.
"I just wanted to go and see that Princess Shulan, and Mr. Qin said that she was better looking than me." Mu Xiyun said it thoughtlessly.
"Why don't you come back to take the medicine quickly, what are you hiding there and peeking at?" Yu Chengyun was amused by her words and said while laughing.
"Yu Chengyun, you still look good when you smile, it was too scary just now." Seeing Yu Chengyun laughing, she also felt a lot more relaxed.
Hearing him say this, Yu Chengyun put away his smile and changed back to his usual face, he gently put down her hand and said to her seriously:
"Yun'er, I have been taught strict imperial techniques since I was a child, the theory of governing the country, in my eyes I have never thought about how to get what I want, since I can remember, everyone has been telling me, you are the emperor in the future, what you have to do is how to govern a country well. I still remember when I was a child, my grandfather gave me a little white rabbit, I liked it very much, but my father personally killed the little white rabbit in front of me, and reprimanded me for being a plaything, and since then I will never show what I like or want in front of my father, because what I like or want may become a dagger to kill them. Until I met you that day, I explained to my father for the first time the person I wanted, and as expected, my father was still furious, and quickly married you to the fourth emperor's uncle. Yu Chengyun took her hand and continued to wrap her gauze around as she spoke.
"Yu Chengyun, I don't know about these things, I'm sorry." When Mu Xiyun heard Yu Chengyun's words for the first time, he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable in his heart, but he just smiled lightly and continued:
"At that time, when I heard that you were married far away, I sat alone for a day, thinking that maybe this would be the best for you, at least you would not be persecuted by your father, and I would forget you as time passed. But you came back, you came back to me with a sunny smile, every time I saw you and the Four Emperor Uncles laughing, I felt that the world was illuminated, but only I was still in the shadows. And at that time, I would think about the position of the emperor, what kind of governance, I didn't want anything, I even felt disgusted, all I wanted was that ray of light from you to warm me. He stood up and turned his back and said lightly.
"Yu Chengyun, I don't want to hear this, please forgive me if I did something wrong before, but the only person I like now is Yu Mingche." Mu Xiyun couldn't help but feel embarrassed when she heard these words, although Yu Chengyun had confessed to her many times, but she had never said so much today, so she could only quickly refuse and stand up and pull the door to leave.
A strong hand pressed the door from the top of her head, Mu Xiyun couldn't pull it open, only felt that his breath behind her was getting closer and closer, and she was already trembling with fright.
"Yun'er, I don't mean to embarrass you by saying these words, since you have seen it secretly, you should also know that Princess Shulan is devoted to me, my rejection of her today may just be that I have a break with who I used to be, I don't know what I will do from tomorrow, but tonight I want to tell you the truth from the bottom of my heart, maybe after tomorrow I will become a person who only pursues power and desire, the kind of person I hate the most, but today I still want to be myself and be a real flesh-and-blood self." After saying that, he gently lowered his hand, and the breath gradually faded away.
"Yu Chengyun, I can't control what you want to do, and I don't want to care, but please continue to be a person you like, only if you like yourself, you will really like others." Mu Xiyun heard him say this, and quickly turned to the back figure and said his thoughts loudly.
"Yun'er, have you ever tried the feeling of being alone and crying until dawn? I've tried, on the night you got married, when you watched someone you liked smile at another man who wasn't you? I tried it too. If I weren't the prince, if I didn't have so much responsibility, I think I wouldn't hesitate to take your hand and take you away, but I'm so tired, so tired. Yu Chengyun didn't turn around, but said lightly with his back to Mu Xiyun, but there was too much sadness and helplessness in that tone.
"Yu Chengyun, I'm sorry, although I can't like you, but Yu Mingche and I will accompany you, you are not walking alone, you still have us."
"It's too late, go back, remember not to get your injured hand wet, don't be so stupid next time, you have to do it if you can't do it well." He turned around and said to Mu Xiyun with a smile, but under the light of the candlelight, his eyes were shining with tears.
Be a person you like, Uncle Sihuang can be in your heart, that is, he uses the greatest tolerance to make you a person you like, right? But I'm not him, I have too many things to put down, and although they weigh heavily on my shoulders, I can only carry the weight forward, and I can't stop a single step. Yun'er, this is the last time I will say my heart to you, but you still haven't given me a chance, tomorrow I will go to stay with someone I don't like, will you give me a little distress and reluctance? I don't want to give up even a little bit.