Chapter 142: Her Pain
wwW. Reading Books.com Speed and New} Late at night, walking on the cold street with Sang Qianxue in his arms, Sang Hanyun looked at the woman with red cheeks and frowning brows in his arms, and a touch of distress couldn't help but rise from the bottom of his eyes. /www.Reading the Book Hall.com/ Tightening his arms, he immediately hugged Sang Qianxue tightly, lifted his breath, and ran towards the Dongcheng Courtyard.
In the huge courtyard, there were only the two of them, and with the groggy woman in his arms, he strode into his room and put her on the bed. Even if there was a gust of night wind, there was still a faint smell of wine on her body, looking at her frowning appearance, Sang Hanyun immediately gently covered her with the quilt, turned around and left the room.
That night, many people stayed up all night, but the drunken woman, who fell asleep alone on a pillow, put everything aside, and slept until noon the next day.
With a creak, the door was gently pushed open, and the woman on the bed was awakened. But seeing her move her fingers, she slowly opened her somewhat heavy eyelids, and raised her hand to block the dazzling light.
There was no pain in her head as expected, and she rubbed her eyes, sat up slowly, and when she saw the person walking in through the door, she was staggered.
"Dad, why are you?" Didn't you go to Ye Jing for a drink last night? she only remembered that she was drunk and fell asleep. However, I vaguely remember that I seemed to see my father in a dream, and I saw him come to pick her up, she was still a little happy at that time, at least she was not alone, at least there was a relative by her side.
It seemed that it was not a dream, but she drank too much and was a little confused, thinking that it was a dream. /www.Kanshutang.com/
Closing the door, Sang Hanyun immediately strode to the bed with the hangover soup in his hand, and said softly, "You kid, why do you drink so much wine!"
seems to be complaining, but what he has in his eyes is only doting love, not the slightest reproach. Handing over the sobering soup in his hand, he immediately said, "Hurry up and drink it." ”
Smiling embarrassedly, Sang Qianxue hurriedly took it, raised her head and drank not a drop of the sobering soup all night, and then grinned and smirked, "Thank you, Dad, I won't '''''' in the future." I don't know if it will be, but she'll say it for now.
Taking the empty bowl, Sang Hanyun glanced at her lightly, and said helplessly, "Every time you say that, you almost annoyed Master when you were a child, I really can't help you!"
"Hehe!" Speaking of what happened when she was a child, Sang Qianxue's heart warmed, and she temporarily forgot the unhappiness in her heart, and then said coquettishly, "My ancestor loves my father and me so much, so I won't get angry!"
Lifting the quilt, she got out of bed directly, walked to Sang Hanyun's side, stretched out her hand and grabbed him, and said softly, "Dad, I thought you went back to the Snow Mountain, why are you still in the capital?"
"You look like this, how can I rest assured. Stretching out his hand, he habitually wanted to pull up his hair for Sang Qianxue, but seeing her unfamiliar dress, his outstretched hand suddenly stopped in the air, and finally withdrew it after a while. I haven't seen him for two years, when he locked her meridians so ruthlessly, I thought that when we met again, she would hate him and resist him, but I didn't want her to still rely on him so much, and I didn't blame him at all. /www.Kanshutang.com/
In this way, his heart hurts even more!
He knew Sang Qianxue's temper, and knew that she liked to pretend that she cared about things as if nothing happened, just like the man in the '''''' Palace!
She should have a grudge against him, but she also pretends not to care like this!
Seeing Sang Hanyun withdraw his hand, Sang Qianxue was slightly stunned, and then chuckled twice, "Dad, why are you so preoccupied?"
"What's on my mind?" smiled indifferently, he turned his head to look at her smiling face, and said slowly, "It's you, there must be something unhappy in your heart, otherwise why don't you go back to the Prime Minister's Mansion or the Palace, and run out alone and get drunk!." ”
When her heart was said, Sang Qianxue immediately stopped laughing, slowly lowered her eyes, and lowered her voice, "Dad, you have been monitoring me all along!"
"How could I spy on you, I'm just worried about you. Since he was a child, he has lived with Sang Qianxue for fourteen years, how could he not understand her, and how could he not care about her?
In his heart, she is the love of his life, the person he wants to protect with his life, and his dearest relative.
"I don't know what happened between you and that Xiao Jingyue, I just know that you are very unhappy now, if you are not happy, I can't feel at ease. ”
A short sentence, but Sang Qianxue couldn't calm down anymore, and withdrew the hand holding his arm, she immediately lowered her head, and her eyes were already red. After two years, Sang Hanyun still hasn't changed half a point to her, this man who always puts her one qiē in the most important position, she has called her father for fourteen years, how should she face it!
And Xiao Jingyue, how should she face it!
After being silent for a long time, she finally said in a deep voice, "Dad, please come over a little." "Come closer, lend her a chest, you can let her cry loudly, let her vent the pain in her heart.
She sang Qianxue, and all her life's crying was because of these two men. Besides, no one could make her cry, not even the vicious evil man who could make her give in to half a point.
didn't answer, but Sang Hanyun took two steps forward and took the woman in front of him into his arms. The tacit understanding between the two seemed to be natural, and in the next moment, when he heard a few sobs, Sang Qianxue, who buried his head in his arms, was already in tears.
"Dad'''''' why did you abandon me in the first place? Why didn't you want me? Why did you leave me alone? Why did you all '''''' like this?"
This question haunted her like a nightmare, for a long, long time''''''
After the painful memories of her past life, she had already built a wall in her heart, a wall that seemed hard but fragile. She never let others walk into that wall of heart at will, but as long as anyone walks in, she doesn't want to lose it again. As in her previous life, she watched her mother leave, while her father became cold and silent, ignoring her and leaving her to fend for herself.
At that time, she had been gritting her teeth and insisting, as the only heir of the Sang Group in the future, Sang Lie's only daughter, she knew that she would have to face a lot in the future, and she had no other choice than independence and hard work. Without her mother's care and her father's love, she was like a young beast that could not find a home, wandering in loneliness and panic, but without anyone's help, she could only curl up in the corner alone in the dead of night and lick her wounds.
However, while waiting for the dawn, she had to face a qiē again, running into walls everywhere and bruising all over her body, waiting for the night to come again to hide her scarred heart. At that time, she was only seven years old, a child who had just lost her mother, a poor worm who had no one to love, a child who gritted her teeth and vowed to be strong while shedding tears.
After struggling for decades in that cold and lonely world, she grew up and began to face her life alone, without asking her father, who was already a stranger, and chose to study medicine, just to be able to treat more people who were covered in bruises like her. However, on the day of the graduation ceremony, she died at the hands of the beast uncle before she could get the certificate she had worked hard to earn for several years.
I wonder if the old man shed a tear for her at that time, or if '''''' had some repentance?——
Wow, it's gorgeous late tonight, I'm embarrassed!