Chapter 31: Some Love Doesn't Need to Be Said

Cheng Jia raised his head: there were a few white clouds floating in the clear blue sky, the sky was so blue, the clouds were so white, after looking at it for a long time, it gave me an illusion, as if I could take them off as soon as I stretched out my hand. Under the blue sky, there is a bay of blue water, and the edge of the lake is a patchwork of emerald green, and a white tower stands majestically inside.

There are no other scenic spots that bustle with crowds, people are in groups, whispering, and occasionally a few children are running by, adding a bit of fireworks to this Buddhist pure land.

"Let's go! Let's row a boat! Gao Zhan stood up in a daze.

Their boat was not big, Gao Zhan and Cheng Jia were sitting side by side, and Cheng Jia was so nervous that he didn't even dare to turn his head.

Gao Zhan laughed at her, "Isn't it?" Miss! That's all you have to offer! What are you afraid of? ”

"This water is quite deep! I can't swim, what if I fall? ”

"I know how to swim! Can you relax? I see you like you're caught in a scorpion! ”

"Nonsense!" Cheng Jia shouted angrily.

Gao Zhan shook his body playfully, his tall body swayed the boat from side to side, Cheng Jia screamed in fright, and hugged his arm tightly.

"Don't shake! Don't shake! I'm scared ......."

Gao Zhan laughed, and Cheng Jia angrily hammered him......

Amused by Gao Zhan, Cheng Jia slowly didn't start to be so nervous, she put her hand into the water, feeling the water waves, Gao Zhan has been pedaling the propeller-like thing with his feet, and is looking down at the moment to seriously study the structure of the ship.

"I used to row a lot when I was a kid, and it was a job at the time, but now it's a recreation?" Gao Zhan sighed.

"What did you do when you were a kid?"

"Planting seedlings, cutting pigweed, grazing cattle...... Sometimes I would go to bathe in the river, and then I couldn't find the cow, and when I got home, the cow had already gone home, and my mother beat me. Gao Zhan remembered the past and smiled unconsciously.

Cheng Jia also smiled. Gao Zhan continued: "That's when I practiced swimming! Later, I went to school, and I didn't have much chance to play, everyone else went to school at the age of seven or eight, and I didn't go until I was a teenager! I'm the biggest in the class! ”

"Why did you go so late?" Cheng Jia asked him.

"My dad died when I was very young, and my mom was alone with me and my two sisters, and it was hard! At first, we didn't have money to go to school, and then my sisters went out to work, and I went to school! ”

Cheng Jia had never asked Gao Zhan's family, and suddenly became curious.

"And where is your mother now? Still in your hometown? ”

Gao Zhan's expression was gloomy, "My mother left more than ten years ago, at that time I was busy every day, and I didn't take care of her at all, and when I knew that she was not good, it was too late, she waited to see me for the last time, and she swallowed her breath when she saw me shed two lines of tears." ”

After speaking, Gao Zhan turned his head into the distance, his eyes were full of tears, and Cheng Jia cried when he heard it.

Gao Zhan continued: "My two elder sisters, the eldest sister also passed away due to breast cancer a few years ago, and now I have one sister left, in my hometown!" ”

Gao Zhan lowered his head and continued to board the ship, "No one can resist birth, old age, sickness and death, but I have never been able to get over a hurdle in my heart, that is, my mother especially wants to hold her grandson, but a year before she died, not only did I not let her hold her grandson, but she also divorced!" She beat me like she did when I was a kid, and then I didn't come home very much, I don't know ......."

Cheng Jia held Gao Zhan's hand, "Your mother won't blame you, she just hopes that you are good, and your good life is the best reward for her." ”

Gao Zhan nodded and looked at Cheng Jia.

"My secret is worth a thousand gold, and you are the first to hear it!"

"What about your ex-wife? Didn't you tell her? Cheng Jia asked.

Gao Zhan replied: "Said part of it! We were both too young at the time, she was an intellectual family, and when we were together, she always had an innate sense of superiority, which caused me not to like to talk to her about my childhood. I don't like her standing on a high place and looking at it with that kind of scrutiny and curiosity. Besides, when I married him, it was at the stage when I was ambitious and entrepreneurial, and I didn't have much leisure to talk about anything. ”

Gao Zhan told it very plainly.

"Can you ask how you met?"

"Why can't you ask? You can ask whatever you want! Gao Zhan looked at Cheng Jia and continued: "We met through a friend's introduction! I was very poor at that time, and I finally persevered until I graduated from college, so I wanted to work hard to earn money, and I was in my thirties and not married, and my friend said that I would introduce someone to me, and the other party was a teacher, I wanted to see it! Then I felt good, we got along for a while, and then we got married like most people! Speaking of which, she helped me a lot, and I was introduced by their family when I first started doing foreign trade! ”

Gao Zhan raised his head and looked at the White Pagoda in the distance. continued: "I didn't think I would get a divorce, I just wanted to make money at that time, I guess I was afraid of poverty. I don't take care of my family, and I seem to have formed a habit after a long time, and I don't know how to take care of my home. I saw everyone outside, she couldn't accept it, we quarreled, and when the quarrel was annoying, I didn't go home, and I divorced after coming and going. ”

After Gao Zhan finished speaking, he said to Cheng Jia with a little weakness: "I guess you know what happened later!" ”

Cheng Jia didn't speak.

Gao Zhan suddenly felt a little flustered, he looked at Cheng Jia: "Why don't you speak?" ”

"I was thinking, you are so hard, you can imagine how hard you worked at that time!"

A warm current welled up in Gao Zhan's heart, he looked at Cheng Jia gently, and smiled at the corners of his mouth.

After being silent for a while, Gao Zhan said, "What do you want to eat at noon?" ”

"Anything, I ate too many buns in the morning, I'm not hungry!"

"I'll take you to the farm compound here!"

"Wow!"

The propeller is stirring the lake, just like the hearts of two people at this moment, the surface is calm and calm, but the water inside is slowly surging.

After dinner, they came to the hotel they had booked, which was still a suite.

Cheng Jia collapsed on the bed as soon as he entered the door, Gao Zhan smiled and returned to his room.

He hadn't thought about the past for a long time, and he felt that he was a little tired from his mood swings, so he lay in bed and took a nap.

The two of them slept for a long time. Cheng Jia opened her eyes: The room was so quiet!

She got up from the bed, walked to Gao Zhan's room to see that he was still asleep, and thought:

Every day, I look like I'm full of strength, but I'm still tired!

She shouted softly, "Gao Zhan! ”

Gao Zhan didn't move.

She walked over and shouted again: "Gao Zhan! ”

Gao Zhan hasn't woken up yet. Cheng Jia walked up to him and reached out to push him. Gao Zhan suddenly said "ah" at her, and Cheng Jia jumped up in fright.

looked at Gao Zhan, who was laughing, and shouted: "How old are you, you still learn children's pranks!" ”

Then she feigned anger and stamped her feet out of the room.

Gao Zhan smiled dotingly: "I apologize, I apologize!" As he spoke, he caught up with Cheng Jia.

They came to the "Langsha Water Zone". Cheng Jia resolutely did not go into the water, Gao Zhan took her to wash the sand, Cheng Jia screamed with her mouth open, and ate a mouth full of sand. They rode a beach motorcycle together, Gao Zhan deliberately scared Cheng Jia, and rode fast, but Cheng Jia was not afraid, and was eager to ride by himself. As a result, as soon as it was launched, I ran down in fear......

In the evening, they stir-fry a few farmhouse side dishes at the farmhouse. Then they participated in the bonfire party together, Cheng Jia was very happy, and the laughter like silver bells infected Gao Zhan and writhed happily with them.

Gao Zhan jumped for a while, then sat next to him and watched Cheng Jia play with a smile. The bonfire at night flashed and emitted a dim light, reflecting Cheng Jia's beautiful eyes like stars, the corners of Cheng Jia's mouth were sweetly curved, and her long hair swayed back and forth with her body, like a playful elf.

On the way back to the hotel, Gao Zhan saw that Cheng Jia, who was with heavy steps, was a little tired, and directly picked her up, Cheng Jia lay on Gao Zhan's back and murmured:

"When I was a child, my father carried me like this, I was very fat at that time, and whenever it rained, my father carried me out of school, and my classmates and teachers laughed at me."

Gao Zhan said: "You must have been very proud at that time! ”

"How do you know?"

"I see it! I saw a chubby little Cheng Jia lying on his father's back, smiling proudly, revealing a tooth! ”

Hahaha, Cheng Jia laughed.

"Gao Zhan, look!" Cheng Jia suddenly stood up and patted Gao Zhan to signal him to let her down.

Gao Zhan followed Cheng Jia's fingers and looked up and saw the stars in the sky.

The inky blue night sky was filled with tiny twinkling stars, as if they had just been fished out of the water, shining brightly. Cheng Jia and Gao Zhan were lying on the grass, and Cheng Jia stretched out his hands and made a grabbing and squeezing motion.

"Gao Zhan!"

"Hmm"

"I feel like they're falling off as soon as I grab and squeeze them!"

"Then you can catch it!"

"Did you find out? You look at which one is gone, and you see it coming out again! Cheng Jia said excitedly as if he had discovered a new continent.

"It seems to be true!" Gao Zhan's deep voice came.

"Let's sleep here tonight! Take the sky as the house and the earth as the bed! Cheng Jia was a little carried away.

Gao Zhan immediately got up, "Cheng Jia, it's cold here at night, let's just lie down, you get up quickly!" looks cold", a few months ago, Cheng Jia was still sick!

Gao Zhan pulled Cheng Jia, Cheng Jia didn't get up, and Gao Zhan pressed Cheng Jia without paying attention.

Cheng Jia felt Gao Zhan's powerful heartbeat, looked at each other, and neither of them spoke. At the moment when Gao Zhan was about to get up, Cheng Jia hugged his neck and closed his eyes.

Gao Zhan held his breath, excited like a child who has no experience in the world, and he kissed it very gently and carefully.

Cheng Jia's lips were soft and sweet, and they were sweet to her heart when she touched them, Gao Zhan gently pried open her teeth and kissed her deeply, hot and lingering......

There is a kind of longing, like a spark of fire;

There is a kind of torture called unspeakable;

There is a kind of love, which is as warm as water;

There is a kind of confession, which does not need to be said......

The stars in the sky blinked shyly, and the moon hurried through a layer of floating clouds, afraid of disturbing the two people on the ground......