Gao Zhan didn't tell Cheng Jia what he was hiding in the end, and Cheng Jia became more and more uneasy, but what could happen? When people are extremely uneasy, they will find many reasons for themselves: Gao Zhan is in his fifties, and it is normal for him to have some physical problems; He's tired!

Cheng Jia never left Gao Zhan, and they went to Shi Nizhao again.

In the lecture hall, Gao Zhan and Cheng Jia meditated with their eyes closed.

Cheng Jia's tears kept falling like beads with broken threads: the world is impermanent, and people know that the final destination is nothing more than a handful of loess, but they will still be nostalgic, nostalgic for the bitterness of this world, and nostalgic for the coldness of this world. She didn't know if everything around her was real or fake, and if it was, she didn't want to wake up, she would rather be intoxicated. If the Buddha could give her the ability to stop time and stay at any moment when Gao Zhan was by her side. That way, she wouldn't be so afraid of losing. She was so uneasy, Gao Zhan said that everything was normal, but she obviously felt that Gao Zhan was saying goodbye and arranging. Every time he looked at himself, every time he touched himself, every time he kissed himself, she felt that Gao Zhan's eyes were torn so long that she was reluctant to leave.

When Gao Zhan meditated, his heart rarely fluctuated, but this time, he also burst into tears: it is said that heroes are short of breath, children are long, and even if he is reluctant to give up on Cheng Jia, he will not be able to escape the arrangement of fate after all. He has traveled around all his life and met countless people, whether it is the tiger's den in Longtan or a remote ravine, he has never been afraid, and often boasts that "life is not happy, and death is not afraid", but at this moment, all ambitions have become fingers and fingers, and the slightest strands of entanglement are for his wife and children. If he can choose, he doesn't want to be born in the same year and month as Cheng Jia, but only wants to be able to stay together until the white head. He didn't know, what would happen to Cheng Jia after he left? And then there are his children: the son who was born with one eye open and one eye closed to him, and the angelic daughter.

There shouldn't be worries in life, he was originally alone, but with Cheng Jia, there was such a heart-rending pull.

Gao Zhan silently wiped away his tears, opened his eyes, and saw Cheng Jia looking at him with a smile.

"Husband! Would you like to go boating? ”

"Good!"

Cheng Jia told Gao Zhan that she didn't have a chance to row last time, and this time she wanted to row.

She asked Gao Zhan to sit beside her.

"Husband! The boat doesn't have to work hard at all, the lake is so small that I can pedal it farther! ”

Gao Zhan smiled: "Well, if I have the chance, I will buy you a big boat, and we will go wherever you want!" I've been so busy all these years that I forgot that I could buy a yacht! To put it bluntly, I still can't change the nature of a poor peasant, I'm a miser, I can't enjoy it! ”

"Okay, you promise me! I'm waiting for your big ship, I'm going to drive the boat to the legendary Penglai Immortal Island, we'll go find the elixir of immortality, and then we'll never come back! ”

Gao Zhan smiled: "Don't want children? ”

"Bring them along!"

Cheng Jia took out her mobile phone, she put her arms around Gao Zhan's neck and smiled brightly.

"Husband, look how good I look at myself!"

She continued to pat: "Husband, kiss me...... Husband, you smile a little happier......"

It wasn't until Cheng Jia was tired that they got off the boat.

"The last time I visited, the tree wasn't that tall! Time flies! ”

Gao Zhan looked at Cheng Jia bouncing like a child, and he also felt refreshed.

They went to sandboarding again, and Cheng Jia said that the wind would blow his face black, so he had to sit with Gao Zhan and push her.

Gao Zhan's tall body was a little uncoordinated sitting on the small sandboard, Cheng Jia pushed and ran around, shouting in his mouth: "Uncle Gao, rush!" ”

The people around them were infected by them and laughed too.

Cheng Jia pushed and pushed and had no strength.

As soon as his legs were weak, he accidentally flipped over on the sandboard, and the two of them rolled into the sand.

Cheng Jia was full of sand and shouted loudly:

"Gao Zhan, you stupid, why are you still shaking while sitting?"

Gao Zhan shook his head and shook the sand off.

"Cheng Jia, I didn't shake, don't lie to people!"

"No, you have to be responsible, it's your fault!"

"How responsible?"

"Responsible ......"

Cheng Jia thought for a long time and blurted out: "In the future, you have to listen to everything I say, take me with you wherever you go, I can beat you and scold you, you can't fight back!" You must not lie to me, and you must not hide anything from me! ”

Gao Zhan said loudly: "Okay, I promise you, I am responsible, I am all responsible!" ”

Cheng Jia was very happy: "Gao Zhan, if you break your promise, I won't spare you, I will follow you for the rest of my life!" ”

Gao Zhan looked at Cheng Jia, and a tear flowed from the corner of his eye: "Okay, if I break my promise, don't spare me, come to me for the rest of your life!" ”

Cheng Jia wiped away the tears on her face: "Gao Zhan, the wind and sand are so big, they are blowing into my eyes." Do you say that the wind and sand here are big, or is it the big one in Outer Mongolia? ”

Gao Zhan said: "It's big here, I don't remember what Outer Mongolia looks like, I only remember where there are you, I just care about hurrying there!" ”

"That'...... Next time you go, you must take me with you, and I'll go see where the wind is strong! ”

"Good!"

……

Gao Zhan was a little tired, and Cheng Jia went with him to the yurt where they lived.

Cheng Jia jumped in.

"Gao Zhan, if I hadn't drunk too much that day, would you have done that?"

Gao Zhan smiled, remembering Cheng Jia's charming appearance that day.

"I don't know! In my heart, you are so beautiful, I am afraid that you will dislike me, for fear that you will hate me! Maybe I won't dare ......"

"Aren't you afraid of anything? Why are you afraid of me? ”

"Who says I'm not afraid of anything? I'm afraid you'll cry, I'll be sick, I'll leave me. ”

Cheng Jia smiled: "Gao Zhan, what do you love about me?" ”

Gao Zhan looked at her, his eyes were bright, and his eyes turned between Cheng Jia's eyes, eager to suck Cheng Jia in.

"I love everything! Your smile will touch my heart, every tear of yours will tear my flesh and skin, thinking of you, my heart is soft, you are one of my ribs, is my softest place, I want to put you in my pocket, hold you everywhere, take it out and kiss you at any time, but I am reluctant to monopolize you, I want you to laugh and have all the good things. I am willing to do everything for you, I want to open my eyes and look at you every day, touch you every day when I reach out, and smell you every day I breathe. The happiest time for me is when I look at you pregnant with my child, you have a sweet face, and my flesh and blood are in your body, seeing our child, I think every time, this is my child with Cheng Jia, the child we fused together......"

Cheng Jia burst into tears: "Gao Zhan, what do I take to repay your love, I really hate myself, I should have fallen in love with you when I first met you, so that we will have more company in the best years, I really want time to come here, I don't want to continue."

Gao Zhan, let's die together! Then none of us will have to say goodbye to anyone, and no one will miss anyone! ”

Gao Zhan's heart sank: "What nonsense are you talking about?" Cheng Jia, to live well, we still have children! Our children are so young, you are talking about death, it is so irresponsible for them! Think of the sons, think of the fish, they're waiting for us to come home! ”

Cheng Jia looked at Gao Zhan, "Gao Zhan, I said, if you die one day, I won't care about your children, I will go wherever you go!" Where you are, home is! ”

Gao Zhan was shocked, "Cheng Jia, you must not think like this, birth, old age, sickness and death are inevitable in life, we are living to experience this, you are responsible, your responsibility is to love me well, love our children, love children is also love me!" ”

Cheng Jia's face was full of tears: "Impossible! I love you, and then the kids! If you want your children to be good, you have to live well. ”

She looked at Gao Zhan coldly: "Will you die?" ”

Gao Zhan hugged Cheng Jia, "Cheng Jia, I won't die, I will accompany you every day!" You are so good, how can I be willing to die? ”

Cheng Jia smiled, smiling happily.

"Gao Zhan, I knew you wouldn't die, I said, I'll go wherever you go, I won't be separated from you! You are the one who brought me off the windowsill, you are the one who put me to sleep every night, you say that I am your flesh, and if you die, I will jump off the windowsill without eating or drinking, and rot with you! ”

Cheng Jia smiled wickedly, and the corners of one side of her mouth curved upward.

Gao Zhan hugged Cheng Jia in his arms and hugged him hard: "Cheng Jia! What should I do with you? ”

At night, the yurt was still brightly lit, and Gao Zhan still wrapped Cheng Jia in his arms with his clothes, as before.

"Husband, you dance with me! I still remember the way you square danced, did I tell you, you look good when you smile, I love it! ”

"Cheng Jia, you know I don't usually laugh much! For the first time, I heard that I had a good smile! ”

"Of course, you only like me, so you only smile at me."

Cheng Jia kissed Gao Zhan on the face, and pulled him to the bonfire with a smile, and the two of them also danced their arms with everyone, Gao Zhan couldn't keep up with the pace and looked very clumsy.

Cheng Jia held his big hand, smiled happily, and let out "Oh~ah!" Voice.

Gao Zhan looked up at Cheng Jia, her eyes were shining with crystal light, there was a kind of fortitude in her, and her smile was so wanton......

His heart sank.

On the way back to the parking lot, Gao Zhan looked at the stars in the sky and said to Cheng Jia:

"Wife, I actually know that it wasn't the first time I kissed you here that day."

Cheng Jia looked at Gao Zhan, his eyes were very bright under the night sky, as bright as stars.

"Do you remember?"

"I remember! I kissed you drunk, I remember the taste of your lips, I remember everything! I thought you wouldn't come back, but I didn't expect you to come back to take care of me! ”

Cheng Jia grinned: "What about people! It's going to make a fool of yourself, and I'll tell you a secret, I wasn't angry at the time, I just thought that men drink like that! I still have a heartbeat. So I'm stupid, I should have known that I was tempted by you, otherwise why wouldn't I be so relieved! ”

Gao Zhan squatted down, "Cheng Jia, you come up!" I haven't carried you in a long time! ”

Cheng Jia refused: "You can't use your strength, besides, you're an uncle in your fifties, do you think you're a twenty-eight teenager?" ”

Gao Zhan insisted, "You come up, I like to carry you, when I carry you, I think my back is soft!" I'll be uncomfortable if you don't come up, no matter how old I am, I'm also your man, and I don't even have the strength to carry my own woman, that's too incompetent! ”

Cheng Jia gently lay on his back, smelled the body odor on his neck, and cried silently.

"Gao Zhan, you just can't change the dog to eat! I just know that you like to carry me to take advantage of me! ”

Gao Zhan gasped and said as he walked: "Occupy it!" You're my wife anyway! ”

Cheng Jia jumped down and stood side by side with him, looking up at the starry sky.

Gao Zhan said: "You see, how small we are, I feel that we don't exist anymore, compared with the vast universe, we are just a speck of dust, quietly coming, quietly drifting by, quietly leaving, thinking that we have existed, but in fact, there is no trace at all!" ”

"Yes wow! I just ate you in my stomach! ”

Cheng Jia ran away, she looked back at Gao Zhan: "Let's go, we have to go home, the child must be talking about his father!" ”