Xiao Li took the two children to the hospital, Gao Miao looked at her father with the instrument in his hand, and played with curiosity, she touched east and west.

"Dad, why don't you live here and not come home? Isn't this stuff fun? Go home! I want to drive the train, and you will drive the train with my brother and me behind my back! ”

Gao Zhan hugged his daughter, "Dad will go back after a while, you have to listen to Auntie!" You can't make your mother angry in the future, if you make her angry, your father won't like you! ”

Gao Miao pouted, "No, Dad has to like me!" I'm going to marry my dad when I grow up, just like my mom! I like Dad. ”

Gao Miao climbed onto the bed and kept kissing Gao Zhan's face.

"Dad definitely doesn't listen to mom again, you don't eat well, your face is all bones!"

Her small soft hands touched Gao Zhan's face.

Gao Zhan grabbed it, put it to his mouth and kissed it: "Yu'er, then you don't want to learn from your father, you have to eat and sleep well, study hard like your brother when you grow up, be an excellent child, take care of your mother, and help your father watch her eat and sleep well, okay?" ”

The daughter said sweetly: "Wow! Is Daddy going to hook up with me? ”

Gao Zhan stretched out his finger, "Dad is hooking with you, Dad knows you can do it!" ”

Cheng Jia turned his back and couldn't cry.

Cheng Cheng stood beside the bed, his lips were tightly pursed, and his black and white eyes were full of tears, and he already vaguely felt something.

Gao Zhan beckoned to him: "Son, come here!" ”

Elevation walked over.

Gao Zhan looked at his son, who was exactly the same as him, and felt that his heart was full of pride, his first child had given him great surprise and happiness since birth.

"Son, you are the only son of your father, the only man in the family, you have to remember that you can't mess around in the future, you know what you should do and what you shouldn't do. You have to protect your mom and sister! You want to live up to the heavens and the earth! ”

Gao Cheng burst into tears, "Dad, you're wrong!" The man in the family still has you! ”

Gao Zhan was slightly stunned.

"Are you sick?" The son asked him.

Gao Zhan looked at his son: "Dad is sick and can't protect you like before, I'll give you the task today!" Son, you have to come on! ”

Gao Miao pulled her father's head over, and she almost stuck it on Gao Zhan's face: "Dad, take medicine if you are sick, and you will be fine if you take medicine!" You take the medicine obediently, and I'll leave the sugar to you! ”

Gao Zhan kissed his daughter, touched his son's head, and looked at Cheng Jia who was standing against the wall.

"Xiao Li, take a picture of our family!"

……

I don't know if it was affected by emotions, within a few days, Gao Zhan's condition took a turn for the worse.

Dr. Han told Cheng Jia that in addition to pancreatic cancer, Gao Zhan also has intestinal obstruction, and his heart is not very good......

Cheng Jia cried almost numbly, she coveted Gao Zhan's every minute and every second, always grabbing his hand. At night, she took Gao Zhan's big hand in her arms and put it on her face, and during the day she put her hand in his palm.

There are always people visiting in the hospital, Xiao Li helps her greet her, she almost doesn't feel their existence, she doesn't eat or drink, Gao Zhan anxiously asks her to eat, trembling to feed her, Cheng Jia swallows it in one gulp.

Li Ye also came to visit Gao Zhan, and he was horrified of Gao Zhan's deterioration. Seeing Gao Zhan's appearance, he felt that all the past between them was not worth caring about, what was the difference compared to life and death? What is the calculation of gains and losses?

Gao Zhan grabbed his hand and said weakly: "Li Ye, everything is entrusted to you!" ”

After speaking, he looked at Cheng Jia, who was already in a daze beside him.

Cheng Jia's eyes were red and swollen, weak, and misty, and he was curled up on the edge of the chair at the moment, holding Gao Zhan's arm with both hands, his face pressed against his palm, motionless.

She was counting Gao Zhan's heartbeat, everything around her had nothing to do with her, she only had Gao Zhan in her eyes, and only that voice in her ears, as long as her heartbeat didn't stop, Gao Zhan was by her side.

Li Ye's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and Cheng Jia's appearance broke his heart. She can not love herself, but she has to live well!

Gao Zhan dragged Li Ye, tears dripping down: "Help her live!" We still have kids! ”

Li Ye nodded, tears welling up in his eyes.

Gao Zhan seemed to have used all his strength, and let go of the hand that was holding him in a dejected manner, he turned his head to look at Cheng Jia, and stretched out his hand to stroke her hair.

Cheng Jia suddenly smiled: "Gao Zhan, when you are well, you will wash my hair again!" I'll let you comb my braids! ”

Gao Zhan nodded and said weakly, "Okay." ”

Li Ye quietly exited the room, looking at them who were completely immersed in the world of the two, and suddenly understood: he will never be Gao Zhan's opponent, and at the same time, these are no longer important! Being alive is the greatest happiness, and being able to watch the people you love live and accompany each other is happiness! He wiped away his tears and ran away.

Gao Zhan soon couldn't speak, he fell asleep every day, and occasionally looked for Cheng Jia when he was awake, looked at her beside her, and watched her smile.

Cheng Jia also smiled, she held his hand day and night, and her tears never dried.

Her parents came, and she didn't know it; The doctor came, and she didn't know it; When she slept, she didn't know, as long as Gao Zhan moved, she would immediately look at him; At night, she would stare intently at Gao Zhan's undulating chest, and when he took a breath, he would follow suit.

Cheng Jia sometimes feels very happy, she feels like she is breathing for Gao Zhan.

She gently wiped Gao Zhan's body, helped him cut his nails, and said while busy: "You must have walked a lot, look at your bones, so strong!" You used to be able to lift me up with two arms......"

She seemed to say to Gao Zhan, and it seemed to be talking to herself.

The nurse saw it, her eyes were red, and she found Xiao Li.

"This woman is obviously abnormal, you have to pay attention!"

Xiao Li nodded, and according to Gao Zhan's previous instructions, he called Li Ye.

Cheng Jia carefully sorted out Gao Zhan's clothes and smoothed out every wrinkle.

"Gao Zhan, I know you love to be clean, I haven't seen your clothes wrinkled for so many years, I'll help you iron your clothes in the future!"

She shaved Gao Zhan, stroked his face, and smiled at his closed eyes.

"Why have you been sleeping all the time these two days? You're too lazy! You don't always say I'm a lazy cat, you're much lazier than I am now! ”

When she was done, she returned to her chair and continued to count her heartbeat, continuing to breathe with Gao Zhan.

Outside the door, Li Ye and Xiao Li sat on chairs, and they couldn't bear to look at Cheng Jia more.

Tears flowed from the corners of Gao Zhan's eyes.

Cheng Jia saw it immediately.

She leaned over and kissed his eyes, his tears.

"Husband, why are you crying? You said I love to cry and have no interest, why are you not productive? If Cheng Cheng sees it, he will laugh at you! ”

Cheng Jia wiped Gao Zhan's face with tears: "I love your husband, I love you Gao Zhan, I don't know that loving someone is like this, it hurts to love someone, my heart hurts so much!" I love you! You must not leave me, you said, take me with you wherever you go, I will go wherever you go, I am your daughter, I am your meat, how can you not look at me for so long? Gao Zhan, open your eyes and look at me again, didn't you say that I am the most beautiful? Do you hate me? I don't dislike you! ”

Cheng Jia kissed Gao Zhan's forehead.

"Gao Zhan, you have to get better, I still want to eat the buns you made, as well as braised pork, and next time we go to eat fat rice noodles, I allow you to add four more servings, it's okay, it's a big deal, let's have another enema!" You have to get better, we still have a lot of things to do, you haven't taken me to Outer Mongolia yet, I don't know how big the wind and sand are over there? You haven't bought me a big boat, you haven't raised flowers yet! Aren't you going to raise flowers in that little house? What do you want to raise? I'm not holding you back? Wait for you, let's remove all the bricks in the yard, let's make a garden, you drink tea and raise flowers, I'll watch you! When the children grow up, let's kick them all out, the two of us cook by ourselves, you cook for me every day, I want to eat stewed fish, sweet and sour pork ribs, duck soup, and I want to eat your fried steak......"

The instrument made a screeching sound, and Cheng Jia shook.

A group of people came in, and she took Gao Zhan's hand and shrank into the corner.

"Rescue quickly...... Send to the rescue room! ”

Everyone ran around, she didn't let go of Gao Zhan, she went to hold her hand alone, and she didn't let go even if she died.

The nurse shouted, "Get out of the way, or he'll die!" ”

Cheng Jia immediately let go, and she saw Gao Zhan being pushed out.

She hurried out, a sharp pain in her knees, she looked down to find that she had fallen, she struggled to get up, who helped her.

She stood up and followed Gao Zhan.

"Gao Zhan, you said that you would take me with you wherever you go, you can't talk and it doesn't count!"

Gao Zhan was wheeled into a room, and a crowd surrounded him, his clothes ripped open.

Cheng Jia wants to go in, Gao Zhan will be cold.

Who hugged herself, she couldn't walk.

Cheng Jia pushed this person, but she couldn't push it, and her eyes didn't leave Gao Zhan for a moment.

The men came out dejected.

Cheng Jia grabbed one and asked loudly: "Why don't you save it, save it!" ”

"Go and say goodbye to him! Now he can hear you talking! ”

Cheng Jia smiled, and she ran over laughing.

grabbed Gao Zhan's hand and put it on his face, and his pupils instantly dilated: "Gao Zhan, where is your heartbeat?" Where's your heartbeat? ”

She remembered who told her to say goodbye. Loud roar: "I don't say goodbye!" Gao Zhan, I don't say goodbye! Your words don't count, you say you take me with you everywhere you go! You said you wouldn't say goodbye to me! ”

Cheng Jia couldn't breathe, she threw herself on Gao Zhan and shouted with all her strength:

"Gao Zhan, you're back! You're back! You take me with you! ”

Gao Zhan's eyes were closed and motionless.

Cheng Jia saw two lines of tears on his face.

Her mouth was open, her heart tingling, and she couldn't breathe.

Cheng Jia jumped up crying.

"Gao Zhan! Gao Zhan! ”

She screamed heartbreakingly, but Gao Zhan was still motionless.

Li Ye came over and hugged her.

"Cheng Jia, Gao Zhan is gone! Cheng Jia, don't ...... like this"

Cheng Jia turned a deaf ear, she screamed, screaming Gao Zhan in despair.

Xiao Li called the doctor, and everyone held her down and gave her an injection.

Cheng Jia fainted, and the medical staff covered Gao Zhan's face, intending to remove Gao Zhan.

Suddenly, I found that Cheng Jia and Gao Zhan's hands were clasped tightly.

Cheng Jia grabbed Gao Zhan tightly, and their fingers were intertwined.

Li Ye choked and hugged Cheng Jia, separating their fingers one by one.

Gao Zhan's hand maintained a gripping posture, forever frozen......