Li Ye's feelings for himself, Cheng Jia is not unincomprehensible, nor is he unmoved. But love is very strange, she still misses Gao Zhan every day, although it is not as painful as before, but she still feels that she is Gao Zhan's woman.

No matter how Cheng Jia disguises herself, she is still a woman deep down in her heart after all. misses Gao Zhan, and also relies on Li Ye. Whether it is the workers or the drivers at the container station, she is not good at dealing with them, and when their black faces are white, Cheng Jia will be nervous, and with Li Ye by her side at that time, she is down-to-earth for no reason.

Cheng Jia packed her bags, and she wanted to take her children to a yurt near Chengling for two days, where Gao Zhan was.

Cheng Jia said hello to Sister Liu and set off.

She put away her luggage and took the child to Gao Zhan's tomb.

Gao Cheng and Gao Miao circled around the tomb, pulling weeds for a while, putting a handful of wildflowers for a while, and then ran and played, and Cheng Jia sat alone.

"Gao Zhan, do you see if your son has grown taller? The students in their class have already changed their voices, and the voices are very strange, and if you are here, you will also think it is funny! ”

Cheng Jia laughed to herself, and then said:

"You invited Li Ye back and helped me a lot, his son had a good time with Yu'er. They are now in a kindergarten, didn't you say that you want your daughter to be happy for the rest of her life? For the time being, you don't have to worry, someone did it for you! Sicheng didn't allow the fish to suffer a little grievance. A few days ago, Yu'er's clothes were stepped on by other children, and the child actually got into a fight with others and dug his face out......"

Cheng Jia laughed while talking, just like Gao Zhan was chatting with her by his side.

She reached out and stroked the cold tombstone and continued:

"I'm fine, though...... Alone feels lonely, I miss you so much! ”

Cheng Jia let out a long sigh and fell into a long silence.

In the distance, a car drove quickly, followed by a long trail of yellow dust.

Elevation and Gao Miao stopped playing, they stood and watched.

Xiao Li got out of the car and walked over quickly.

"Mr. Cheng!"

Cheng Jia stood up, "How did you know I was here?" ”

Xiao Li was in a hurry, panting and said, "As soon as you come, I'll know!" The staff here told me! ”

Cheng Jia nodded, the project here is supervised by Xiao Li.

"You can't live here!" Xiao Li said eagerly.

"Why? I built it just to come and stay once in a while! Cheng Jia said with wide eyes.

"I know! But Cheng Jia, you really can't spend the night here, you guard the barren mountains and mountains here, you guard ......"

Xiao Li didn't know what to say.

Cheng Jia smiled.

"Mr. Li! It's okay, I'm not afraid! ”

"It's not a question of whether you're scared or not, you're a single woman with two kids, you're still rich, and you live in this inaccessible place......"

Xiao Li was so anxious that he almost jumped up and said loudly:

"Anyway, no matter what you say, you just can't live here! If you want to stay, I'll arrange for my wife and others to come and stay with you after a while. I can't just watch you fool around like this! ”

Cheng Jia was speechless for a while, and Xiao Li went directly to the yurt to carry the luggage into the car.

"Cheng Jia! Let's go! ”

He was so anxious that he almost jumped up.

It was already approaching evening, and the afterglow of the setting sun was reflected in the western sky, Cheng Jia looked at Xiao Li in the afterglow like this, his face was pale, and his face was insistent.

Cheng Jia smiled, and she took the children into the car.

In fact, we can always find warmth in this world by chance, maybe it is a greeting from a stranger, maybe it is a gesture from a passerby, or maybe it is a friend who has been silently accompanying you all the time......

"Thank you!" Cheng Jia said to Xiao Li.

Xiao Li shook his head and didn't say anything.

Cheng Jia silently calculated that Xiao Li had been by Gao Zhan's side longer than he had been with him. Does Xiao Li regard her as a friend, or does he regard Gao Zhan as a friend?

She turned her head and looked at Gao Zhan's cemetery, under the cover of the green mountains, there was a layer of dim glow, Cheng Jia thought in her heart: "Gao Zhan, did you let him come?" Are you still silently protecting us? ”

……

Li Ye saw Cheng Jia's big bag coming back from the window, and he felt a lot more down-to-earth, and when he heard that Cheng Jia was going out for a walk, his heart immediately became nervous.

Will Cheng Jia avoid him just like that, he regretted saying that impulsively that day, he should have been patient, it was because he was impatient more than ten years ago......

As soon as Si Cheng heard that Gao Miao was back, he immediately ran over.

At night, Cheng Jia sat in the elevation room and watched her son do his homework.

He has grown a lot taller, and his body frame is exactly the same as Gao Zhan's, and he looks more and more similar.

"Mom! Why did we come back all of a sudden? ”

"Uncle Li said it's not safe there!"

"Mom! I know you miss Daddy, but I know Daddy can't come back! ”

Cheng Jia's eyes turned red all of a sudden, she hugged her son, since Gao Zhan passed away, this child has grown up all of a sudden, and he has never caused himself a little trouble. When Cheng Jia saw him, he would think of Gao Zhan, and Gao Zhan should have been sensible very early.

Cheng Jia felt very sorry for Elevation.

"Son, this is not a problem you should care about, you just have fun every day and study hard!"

"No, Mom! I'm going to take care of you, I want you to be happy! ”

Gao Cheng looked into his mother's eyes and continued to ask his mother, "Will you marry Uncle Li?" ”

Cheng Jia was very surprised: "Son, why do you ask that?" ”

"I can see that Uncle Li likes you very much!"

Cheng Jia stroked his head and said firmly: "Mom will never get married again!" I won't marry Uncle Lee! ”

Gao Cheng said: "Mom, death is all over, I read it from the book. Daddy has terminated, but you haven't terminated yet. I want my mom to be happy, and as long as you are happy, I will support you! I don't want you to cry every day holding your dad's pajamas. ”

Cheng Jia hugged Gao Cheng all of a sudden, and she shed tears.

"Thank you! Son, mom is very happy, and I am very happy to have you! ”

……

After the children fell asleep, Cheng Jia sat in the study with a towel, and carefully wiped the high stones over and over again, especially the stone that looked like braised pork, and she wiped it until late at night, and then fell asleep on the chair......

Li Ye continued to go to work as if nothing had happened, and continued to go to Cheng Jia's house to eat, Cheng Jia also pretended to be nothing, everything was as usual.

Cheng Jia's mine manager recruited for the coal mine has long been adapted to the work, and now Li Ye is occasionally supervising and asking, it turns out that Gao Zhan's coal mine has a mine manager, Cheng Jia sent a chief engineer to the past, plus Gao Zhan's original secretary as the vice president, the management has been very close, and it is gradually maturing.

Ordos suddenly blew coal-to-oil wind, many coal companies have invested in coal-to-liquid projects, and Li Ye is also eager to try.

But Cheng Jia disagreed, Cheng Jia's reasons were very sufficient: the technology of coal-to-liquid was immature, and the investment was large, so she wanted to operate steadily and steadily, and did not dare to follow the trend, Li Ye was a little depressed.

"The utilization rate of coal is low, and it is a non-renewable resource, we invest in coal chemical industry, it must be a rare opportunity, there are always many opportunities for new things, why don't you even try? When it's all ripe, you'll miss the best time! ”

Li Ye was a little impatient.

Cheng Jia has always remembered Gao Zhan's instructions to her in her heart - she can't expand within ten years, and she can't make big moves. She said:

"Although we are a coal company, our mining and transportation operations are relatively extensive, and coal chemical industry is completely two fields, across the line like a mountain, the investment is so large, are you sure?

The country's policy is not very clear, and its technology and application are not mature! We are not specialized in chemical industry, where to find such suitable professionals at once, what emerging industries? What improves utilization? We don't have the technology! No one! Isn't it just an empty concept in the end? ”

"Technology can work together! People can be hired! You can't limit your vision! Li Ye's tone sharpened.

Cheng Jia was very calm, she said: "The risk of investing in the project is too great, and now everyone is investing like a coax, which is really too risky." And that's a completely different business structure, completely subverting all the models we have now, no one has ever done it! We're fine now, too, so why do something so risky? ”

"You can't just stand still for the sake of stability, can you? We want to develop! ”

"Development also depends on what we are suitable for? That's all we have at our disposal, do you want the power plant to switch to oil? What do you do with what you make? Can a car burn? I've seen that it has limitations in terms of application, and storage is very demanding, and we don't have that ability! ”

Li Ye's face was red: "We don't have the ability to build, we can develop it, and the coal in Inner Mongolia can't be shipped out at the beginning?" Isn't it shipped out now? ”

Cheng Jia's voice also became louder: "Those are two different things!" ”

Li Ye stood up: "Then when I discussed this project at the beginning, why didn't you say that you didn't agree, I've been working hard for so long, you come and tell me this now!" ”

Cheng Jia saw that he was a little anxious, and said slowly: "Li Ye! At first, I didn't understand, if you want to invest, I can't discourage you! But then I got to know it, and I learned because of you! ”

Li Yetie's face was blue, and he said angrily: "I find that I don't know you better and less!" I don't know what you think every day? In the coal mine, you arranged it single-handedly, and I was an overseer, and they were all your people. In terms of transportation, you plan with one hand, and I am an errand runner. In business, you can also tease with that Shen Yue without me, I'm just a idle one. Develop a project, you have already had an idea, for so long without saying a word, treating me like a clown, seeing that I am almost jumping, and then it is not appropriate! So, what do you need me to do? What do you ask me to do by your side? See you miss Gao Zhan every day? Or do you look at the men every day? Cheng Jia, you have changed! You are not the Cheng Jia I originally knew! Your eyes are still so innocent and innocent, but you are no longer there! ”

Li Ye slammed the door and went out.

Cheng Jia called him loudly: "Li Ye! ”

Li Ye didn't look back, Cheng Jia shouted aggrievedly: "Li Ye, you bastard!" ”

Li Ye returned to the office, and when he heard Cheng Jia scolding him, he gasped for breath and hammered the table hard.

He hates being constrained the most, he really wants to help Cheng Jia, but Cheng Jia doesn't need him at all. He has been preparing for the coal-to-liquid project for a long time, but Cheng Jia has not stopped it, and he came out when he was about to sign the contract.

Li Ye picked up the briefcase and walked out of the office quickly - Inner Mongolia is a broken place, he hasn't been here before!

Li Ye took Sicheng back to Nanjing overnight.

Cheng Jia didn't expect Li Ye to explode all at once, she thought that Li Ye would weigh the pros and cons by himself, and found that the project was not suitable. Unexpectedly, even after the age of blood and strength, he is still a radical, and he is eager to take risks at the mention of adventure. Qixing's investment back then was so big, which led to a tight capital chain, and almost didn't let Gao Zhan turn over the plate, but he still didn't have a long memory.

Cheng Jia didn't want to change her original intention, she had to follow Gao Zhan's instructions, in her heart, Cheng Jia always trusted Gao Zhan, and what Gao Zhan said was at least the safest.

Li Ye left, the company suddenly seemed to have a lot of people, everything came to her, Cheng Jia was calm and quiet on the surface, but in fact, she was very annoying.

Back at home, Gao Miao was not used to Si Cheng's absence, she lost her temper at every turn, and Cheng Jia couldn't stop eating, she scolded Gao Miao.

Then the house was quiet, Cheng Jia suddenly felt extremely lost, she thought to herself: Let's go! No one is destined to be with you! What should come will come, and what should go will go! I can't delay Li Ye for the rest of my life like this! He should have a wider world, not face them like them - orphans and widows!

Cheng Jia was upset, she ran to the study and began to wipe those stones again, thinking about Gao Zhan, and slowly thinking about Li Ye.

- As for making such a big fire? Isn't it just a project? And say I've changed? Who can stand still? Is it ripe or wrong? You come to the company headquarters, is it wrong for me to arrange for someone I trust to go to the coal mine? Isn't it just for you? So what's right? It's all up to you? Give you Gao Zhan's company so that you can play to your heart's content?

Cheng Jia threw away the towel and went to the bathroom to take a bath in a rage.

Listening to the music, she thought of Gao Zhan again and couldn't help crying.

"Gao Zhan, how nice would it be if you were there? You all go, one by one! What am I doing wrong again? ”

She sat in the bathtub and cried aggrievedly......